I Lost My Daughter to Fentanyl… Then I Spiraled Into Alcoholism

Rise Above with Kevin Lanning

In this deeply emotional episode, Heidi shares the story she’s never fully told—growing up in an ultra-strict宗 Lutheran community comparable to Amish rules, where makeup, music, and even friendships outside the church were forbidden.

After being married at 18 and becoming a mother of six, her life spiraled into emotional abuse, fear, and eventually alcoholism. But nothing prepared her for the darkest chapter: watching her teenage daughter fall into heroin addiction, spiraling into the streets, jail, and repeated overdoses.

At just 18 years old, Heidi’s daughter tragically passed away from fentanyl.

Heidi opens up about:
• Escaping a controlling church community
• An abusive marriage and losing custody of her children
• Her battle with alcohol and multiple rehab attempts
• Becoming homeless before rebuilding her life
• Her daughter’s addiction, juvenile incarceration, and fentanyl use
• The devastating day she received the phone call no parent should ever get
• How she found sobriety, purpose, and healing after unthinkable loss

If you are a parent of a child struggling with addiction, or you’re battling addiction yourself, this episode is for you. Heidi’s story shows that even through the darkest pain, there is still hope.

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📧 For my Monday night Rise Above Recovery Meeting link, email: Kevin@RiseAbovePod.com


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2025-12-03 57 min

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