I Let Someone In... and Learned a Lot

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Speaker 1: Hello, gorgeous. It's La La Kent.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to untraditionally, Laala, Hello, gorgeous, Welcome to untraditionally, Laala. I am so thrilled to be back on this Wednesday, Happy hump Day. Oh last week was one hell of a week.

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Speaker 1: Let me tell you what you're just say, what's the wrong? What's wrong? Harry? Did some little Philly break your heart? Yeah? What did some little Philly break your heart?

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Speaker 2: And not a Philly? But I'm thinking about switching that way. I'm really thinking about.

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Speaker 1: Like guys, it's been a rough of weeks in this home.

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Speaker 2: Well just between like the surgeries that have been happening, which we've spoken about that are super depressing, and then like me for the first time in god knows how long, letting my guard down and then immediately wishing that I wouldn't have done that. But we live and we learn, I know, but it took me out.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you don't say yeah, your energy is fantastic today. Can I be honest? Oh, you've been a buzz killington for the past two weeks?

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Speaker 2: So it two weeks? Why two weeks? Well, Mom had her surgery and then I was.

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Speaker 1: And you went to Vegas, and when I got home from Coachella, you had been a little distant from your own self and mind.

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Speaker 2: I definitely lost sight of myself and I learned a lot. I learned a lot and I'm I was saying to East, and I was like, I this feeling is not worth it. I'm never opening up again. Like I was living a peaceful life. My happiness was contingent on just myself and my kids. I learned that I have very little patience. I learned that I am very capable of loving extremely hard and maybe too quickly, which is something that I need to look into.

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Speaker 1: But I was like, I'm never doing this again, he goes.

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Speaker 2: Lauren, the last time you opened up to somebody it was like four years ago. Do you realize that women go out into the world and try to find their person and actively date multiple times a week and get these pits in their stomach. You've done it a couple times in five years, and you're ready to call it a day. I was like, you're right, I cannot be wounded and scarred by this. I'm going to go and have fun and move on, and we're not going to let this just like completely shatter us. To the point where the wall is built back up to the sky.

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Speaker 1: Yes, but I don't know we're very the same because I mean, well, it is easy to get back out there. Like when girls like dating apps and stuff and they're like, I've gone on three dates this week. I'm like, Jesus Christ went on three days in about a year, right, Yeah, But like maybe that's why they get over it a little quicker than me. I sit, I grovel in my sorrow well.

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Speaker 2: Because it's an intense feeling and I was told that, which was a tough pill to swallow. I did not love this at all. I was talking to a friend and she was like, la, la, you you emotionally relapsed.

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Speaker 1: I was like, what do you mean?

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Speaker 2: She was like, love love will put it in air quotes, because who the hell even knows what that means.

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Speaker 1: I don't.

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Speaker 2: I think I will know when it falls in my lap. But she was like, love can become like a drug and you can have withdrawals from it, and just like the communication and the things that you get used to. And so I've only listened to Cardi b the past the best week. It's the only thing I can listen to because she's just so spot on, she's so spot.

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Speaker 1: On you were, but I understand that it's a relapse for sure. When she said that, I was like, oh my gosh, because it also takes ninety days to break a habit. Yeah, but I think it only takes like thirty days to.

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Speaker 2: Build one bild one. Anyway, I feel great today. I really feel like a fabulous human.

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Speaker 1: You woke up and I felt your energy. Was that when you were getting ready to take your daughter to school? Yes, you know what's weird the child.

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Speaker 2: I will go through these moments and I then hit a point where it's like, no, we're done. We've given it enough of our time. We have committed into routine. Yeah, we've committed to the bit of sadness, and now fuck this.

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Speaker 1: You think I'm gonna let.

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Speaker 2: This this and dictate how I'm feeling going into my day?

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Speaker 1: What the fuck is that? Is that? Why so many girls though and guys like after one like it's like, oh, it's done. It's really you got a high back on something to get over the other. Because now think you've been just like sad for the past week, two weeks. Most girls would have been like, fuck him, I'm going on another date. And they would have gone on three and this guy would have been in the past. I don't move like that. No, don't either, I don't move that way at all.

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Speaker 2: But over the weekend what did help me tremendously is I got asked to speak at Girls Day LA, which is just like a moment where girls who are just needing to be uplifted and feel less alone can go. They had like an area to get tattoos, there was jewelry, there were just it was just a positive environment. It was a woman who slid into my DM and she was like, hey, I met you at the Magic show that took place in Vegas, like in twenty eighteen, and it was I remember it exactly and I was not sober. So she asked me, can you speak this year? And I was like, of course, that sounds amazing, and she gave me like what the talking points would be, and I just was like sitting in this room with all of these women who were staring at me and looking for the answers which none of us have, and it was just such a crazy I at one point had an out of body experience, which you guys know I have a lot of those, but I'm talking, and I see people writing things down and I see people like grabbing, you know.

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Speaker 1: The person next to them.

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Speaker 2: And at the very end, she was like, what can you say? That's you know, for someone who's for a woman who's feeling lost or alone, And I just started sobbing. I was like, I'm gonna be honest, I'm that girl right now. I was like, I so needed this day and I'm just grateful to be here. I feel very supported, I feel, you know, not alone, And it could not have been a more uplifting environment.

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Speaker 1: Now when your answer just to let you know was beautiful because sometimes when well, when you're just like, I don't know, I don't have answers. But like when you if you were to be like, well you just got to do you know, A B and C, and then you leave and you listen and you're like, well am I not doing A B and C? You were like I don't have the answers, and they leave going like none of us do. I feel a bit better today about not having answers.

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Speaker 2: I think the biggest thing is like in moments when you're feeling you have just lost, and then the loneliness on top of it, where you're like, I don't know what I'm doing. I feel very much by myself, and then you look at Instagram and everyone seems to be happy and living their lives. It does make you feel it's misery loves company and not saying that anybody in that room was miserable. I'm not even saying that I was miserable, but it was a situational We're looking for.

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Speaker 1: Something, yes, like trying to find something out of the life that we're out. Yes, we're not miserable, but I'm not going to say that I'm happy right that right now is not fucking not good. It's yeah, it's not good. That's how I was feeling.

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Speaker 2: And you know what, anytime I'm feeling that way, it's so wild because I'll look at my calendar and I'm like, oh, I have such a jam pack day and i just want to like lay in my bed and i just want to like feel sorry for myself, and then I fucking go to these things.

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Speaker 1: I'm like I needed this so badly.

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Speaker 2: And then from there I went to a baseball GLASSA.

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Speaker 1: So it's GLASSA is the league that Easton plays in.

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Speaker 2: It's an LGBTQ plus community that plays softball and Easton is there token straight and they.

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Speaker 1: Put on a couple. We have a couple.

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Speaker 2: They had each team a part of GLASSA. I think it was like two players for like drag drag team.

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Speaker 1: I guess I think it was each team had one participant. We really had one other had too. I didn't know the full.

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Speaker 2: I was a judge. Gigi Gorgeous was a judge. This guy named Leo who was fucking amazing. Uh and he's on the new season of Loot. He was fucking fantastic and so funny. These I don't want to call them amateurs because they were all fantastic. Competed to raise money to go to the World Series, which is in what where's the World's.

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Speaker 1: Columbus, Ohio? Which clear your schedule, bitch, We're headed there. We want and I want you to talk about it.

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Speaker 2: But let me just say this drag show and judging, it was the funnest time that I have had in a very very long time.

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Speaker 1: My favorite gut gut Jason Jason on stage Jasmin Yes, and I was kind of like, damn, I wish I was up there with Jason.

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Speaker 2: Really hell okay, put it on a little show Jason crushed it. It was so good. When I tell you one of the players, one of the players, they had on like jeweled tights and she fucking busted down low like onto her knees. In the next round, she comes in and the fabulous drag Queen who was on RuPaul was like, oh my god, are your knees bleedy?

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Speaker 1: Were there?

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Speaker 2: Oh no, the jewels got and Leah was like, oh oh not the call out, not the call out about the bloody knees house. I I just thinking about it, you guys. That night revived my soul.

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Speaker 1: Moving on.

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Speaker 2: So Easton is a part of glasse and he's on the Swingers team. Easton tell us about your what you did? So we punched our ticket with two w's on Sunday. And also, I didn't know how crazy this league was, man, So I wasn't there because I was in Coachella.

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Speaker 1: But we played and we lost. But they look into each individual player and you are by points is how they kind of grade you. So if you have ten points, you're like in the D League, then ten to fifteen you're in a C league. And I'm just throwing out the point thing. I don't know it, but like, if you have too many, you have to go up these people. I guess the the guys on the other team were hitting it far, way too far. So we had a we put in a protest. Okay, so see, you guys are the rats, the lets the league.

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Speaker 3: Baby, yeah, don't let them get us. We need that, we need it. So we put in a protest. Joe Schmeltzer, our dear friend. He had to get on like a FaceTime.

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Speaker 1: I had no idea. There's like twenty people involved in They're like, okay, well how far did the ball hit? They go into it. Well, we won the protest. Two of their players. I had to go up a game. So what that does to our loss because we protested it is they have to forfeit. Okay, so we want off of a rat Seattle, Washington. So that's just that's just attorney tourney. We want to go for that, just so you know, we got to get those tournaments and so we can be prepared for the World Series. Is end of October, end of November. Oh, this is so exciting. You know what. I don't even care that you had to write them out. No, I don't either team.

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Speaker 2: Well, now in the instagram section. Everyone's saying, I know.

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Speaker 1: Well, just one team. I think all the other teams are kind of like silently rooting for us.

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Speaker 2: The whole time. And you know what, you stood up for what was right, So you know what, I'm.

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Speaker 1: Thrilled about us. I agree. What was the other team called? I don't want to give them credit? No, I want to roughnecks boy, and their rough aren't they rough nights? They're trying to like, I enjoy them all. They're all great teams.

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Speaker 2: But on this in this league, everyone I talk to who's a part of the queer community is like, that is so incredible that your brother is like, I'm like, hey, allies.

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Speaker 1: I walked to the plate most of the time. I go, hey, babies, just the catcher and every all of them will go you're the straight one, right, yeah, wet'll see how I go. You judged me off the swing? Yeah, oh, as they usually do. Yeah, I know so, but no, we have fun. It's so fun. It is the best pone of the world series. I'm so proud of you. If anybody would like to attend, you know, come and support the Swingers, we'll post it. Columbus, Ohio, let's fucking go baby, I need, I need, I need a sure, Yeah, let's go.

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Speaker 2: I'm serious, all right, I'm making some merch too.

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Speaker 1: You recorded songs this weekend?

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Speaker 2: How that go?

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Speaker 1: Songs? Good? I think I've told you guys, we didn't own the licensing rights. We do now, that's amazing. I'm so proud of it. So I've been sitting on I mean listening to the song. I mean, I'm popping pills, doing a whole bunch of shit. I wrote this thing three years ago I first moved out here and that, and it's about dad. So I was like, listening to it, is it the one? That? Is it? That one just me and Siko? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it's a good one, but I don't think I could listen to it today.

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Speaker 1: It's a good one, but listening back, I'm like, wow, I was in a terrible place. But yeah, but what a reminder. I was like, wow, to think about how far are you? I like creating it. And then I have the other song about my ex girlfriend that I started writing a long time ago, that we got out. We shortened it up and just like got it out. I want you to listen to it. We want you on it. Though. Oh my favorite one. So we have two songs. I'm gonna start releasing. Judge me if you want.

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Speaker 2: Honestly, I just want to do it to have like a creative outlet. Just want to like go and feel something.

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Speaker 1: And they were like, so are you going to have like a release party. I was like, no, it's going to release it and if people like it, they like it, and if they don't actually move on, you don't. Just I'm not your cup of tea. Yeah, got to drink me.

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Speaker 2: I love that the Kentucky Derby was this weekend, and asking why I didn't go with Brittany. You guys, you know I don't support the Kentucky Derby.

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Speaker 1: That is true. I didn't watch.

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Speaker 2: I don't.

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Speaker 1: Can I be honest? You know that the girl won the first ever shy so I it's very hard because it looks like cruel when you're hitting these horses. It is cruel. It doesn't look cruel. They are pampered beyond that's not entirely true. They're like million dollar horses. They're getting like massages. They're like they are craner every day, like they are every day they're making sure that they have no like bone spurs.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and they're being whipped to run as fast as they possibly. I don't support it, and you will not catch me at the Kentucky Ary.

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Speaker 1: Well, but I know Brittany had a good time.

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Speaker 2: You won't catch me watching, you know, I being there none of the things.

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Speaker 1: I like that for you. I will watch it here and there. I'm on your side. Though.

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Speaker 2: This one was fucking crazy that I saw West Wilson's first cousin is accused of murdering their grandma.

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Speaker 1: I mean, you know how fucking wild that is? Isn't this?

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Speaker 2: And it was I believe like the day before he had to film the Summerhouse Reunion, the call was made that a woman had been shot.

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Speaker 1: And this was in I believe, Missouri. Before I go on.

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Speaker 2: Though, before I go on, how wild that this Scamanda is taking place season ten? The scandal on vanderbumb Rules took place season ten.

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Speaker 1: We're in a simulation. We're living in the fucking trumanshell. You're like, how is it so similar? And also the same season? No, do you really think that? Do you want to know what's crazy? Tell me in my notes, I said that my ache of the week is That's how I've been feeling that you want to be a part of a scandal. No, I feel like we're living in a Truman show and just none of us are aware such a couple of us. They're like, would you give us your ache? Already? I didn't know if it was going to be the ache.

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Speaker 2: Well, and now you've decided. So this is what happened. The Summerhouse Reunion is being filmed and West is set to go. The call comes in and the Hollywood reporter put the law enforcement officials in Carroll County, Missouri, responded to reports of a shooting at a home on April twenty second. When they got there, there was a seventy five year old woman who was deceased inside. He was identified as the suspect and the grandpa. You guys said that he was sitting on the couch and they have it as victim number one. And so Grandma and Dakota were sitting on the couch. Grandma was getting on to him about not keeping up on like chores around their house, keeping up on chores around the house, like basically get your ass up and you know, help around here. This was like thirty minutes that they were chilling on the couch and then the grandpa says that he just like fucking shot her in the head. Can you believe that? No either, and I can't even they did find a holster in the house too. I'm just like, how do you wrap your mind around like you're going into a reunion you're a part of, like this giant scandal that even Rihanna has like participated in, uh deciding she doesn't fuck with you guys anymore. Thought in itself is a lot, and then you find out that your grandma was shot by your cousin. Simone Biles says that she is staying in after it's between twenty I've seen twenty two and twenty six thousand for her bill for going to a red carpet and getting like all glammed up and fabulous between like the stylist and all of the things. And you know what, it was so refreshing to hear someone like Simone Biles say that because I have, in no way, shape or form ever spent twenty two to twenty six thousand dollars on getting ready for an event. Okay, and you have to remember, styling is like a whole different beast. You hire them, they bring you a bunch of clothes, you pick them, you try them on, you like you wear, you give back, So you're spending thousands of dollars on things you return.

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Speaker 1: I think the most.

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Speaker 2: I've spent on a stylus was like sixty f five hundred, and it was I believe it was multiple looks, but I just find it like I would. I would rather go to Rodeo Driver. Actually, my most favorite. If I'm in Palm Springs, the cab is on outlets who have literally every designer that you could possibly want under the sun. Still expensive, but at least if I'm dropping thousands of dollars, I get to keep it in my closet and if I want to wear it again, because I love to recycle. It's my most favorite thing, wear it again. Like I can't even imagine, like the pit that you would have and the glam and the hair that you just like come home and wash off and then send the outfit back and all I have is like a good photo.

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Speaker 1: Guess what I might do. Tell me it's called wild West, and it's like three hundred bucks a month, okay, And they just have like a clothing outlet and you go in and you pick and you can have up to I think it's like thirty five hundred dollars of clothing at a time, and then you return it and then you can get more. And there was a month it's unlimited, unlimited three hundred a month, so three hundred bucks a month. I get a gym membership, We'll just say, but a membership to go in. Now I can go in because I pay the monthly. Now I have three thousand dollars that I can put on credit to take and where, and then I bring it back and then they take it off and then I can go get three thousand dollars worth of clothing gain or one hundred. I could just go get a shirt or two. But yeah, and that it was at Coachella. The girl that was running it, she was like, you should come in. I think you'd like it. So I'm going to schedule a little walk through me and Calvino. Yeah you show show so yeah, wild West.

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Speaker 2: The other thing that I want to talk about is how crazy it is that I was watching the Beverly Hills Reunion the second episode.

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Speaker 1: It has been so good, but.

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Speaker 2: I was so surprised to hear that the Potomac Housewives had filmed with Mauricio and I've believe Chemo sabby and that a lot of them were like gassing him up and like flirting with him and talking about how sexy he is, and then Kyle receiving uh, like I'm sorries, like I that was not cool and Kyle's absolutely right, and maybe I'm up in the night with this, but I do feel like within our little Bravo community, it is like and especially with the Housewives, there's some there's some sort of unspoken sisterhood where.

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Speaker 1: You just don't date within the crew.

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Speaker 2: Right, even if you're not on the same show, you just don't do it. And as Kyle is talking about like if she wants Mo back, or like why they haven't filed for divorce, she's saying that it's not that she's waiting for him to come back, but it's more of just like a timing thing, like she's gonna know when it feels right. But her eyes said something different to me. And when they replayed her talking about how if they would have chosen the other life right where he didn't have two Nickels to his name, but we thought about moving to Colorado, he would be a ski instructor, and had we chosen that path, I think we would still be together. And how did we let something so beautiful slip away?

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Speaker 3: I just.

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Speaker 2: Men and women think so freaking differently, because Kyle's talking about how you know, she's holding on to like the memories and she thought that going to her daughter's weddings or you know, graduations, that she would be with the father of her child.

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Speaker 1: Then she shows up to a holiday party and her.

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Speaker 2: Not husband slash husband is like very much living a single life and feeling okay about it. And I I just can't help but think, like, are we supposed to like be together.

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Speaker 1: Men and women? But I don't know anymore?

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Speaker 2: Like what is the point you have your kids, you build a life, and then you know you run the risk of in thirty years where you have literally every single memory of your adult life and becoming a mother. How in the world does one party Usually the woman move on from that without holding on extremely tight, where the man can go out and just like find women in their twenties and totally be okay and not even think about the memories.

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Speaker 1: It's just.

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Speaker 2: Really really hard to wrap my mind around and reconcile it because I think about this like brief interaction that I had with someone, and I'm like, I can't imagine having thirty years with somebody and it coming to a close. I'm like wrapped up in my own head. Kyle is a strong woman, strong strong woman, and I don't even know if I should be sharing this. It happened so long ago. I have to say. When I was doing the podcast with Easton and my old assistant Jessica, I got the weirdest DM. And I was talking about Kyle and Moe at this time, and this was like at the height of them not really knowing what they were doing. But I got a DM from him saying something along the lines of, you know, I talk about him on my podcast and he would like to grab a coffee and I just never opened it or responded, I like, what, there's not a chance, and maybe trying to convince me that, like what I was saying. I don't even know what I was saying on the podcast about him at that time. He's trying to do control damage. It could have been control damage. I don't really know the point. But I'm certainly not going to be caught out having coffee with you.

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Speaker 1: I want to know that's not gonna happen. What a good look.

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Speaker 2: No, I just beyond the look. It's like, just no, we don't need to talk about one. There's so many other podcasts that are talking about this exact same thing.

00:26:23
Speaker 1: What you want to hear about? How about we all we'll all grab a coffee and you can try to win us all over, because it's not going to look good for you.

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Speaker 2: No, well, certainly not a one on one if you're upset about the podcast. There's many a podcast that are a talking So we're gonna need to make this a group meeting.

00:26:40
Speaker 1: He's trying to put out like one little fire when the whole mountain's flaming. It's like, buddy, just good luck.

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Speaker 2: Speaking of fires. So I was seeing that a lot of people were talking. Now that it's been it's been over a year since since the La fires that destroyed like thousands upon thousands of acres, destroyed homes, people are struggling to get their homes rebuilt. But there was this ad on TV that talks about these fires. And if you put in this these sprinkler systems where they go off inside of the house, they're basically yes, they're basically like a built in fire department where they're just like the house.

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Speaker 1: So your house is soaking wet while flames are around it.

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Speaker 2: And Easton said that he was in an uber the other day because I was like, oh my gosh, what a smart idea. I'd never heard of this, and apparently it's been around for a long time, these sprinklers, but now there since the fires last year, it's like.

00:27:51
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, everyone think.

00:27:52
Speaker 2: Yes, everyone's thinking this is what we're getting for our new build.

00:27:55
Speaker 1: So tell me what the uber driver says. So we were just talking and it just got brought up and he was like, yeah, I lost my house in the eaten fires. I was like, oh, did it burn down? And he goes, oh no, funny enough, I had the indoor sprinklers and it saved it. And I go, oh, so you're good, and he goes, well, no, he goes, it's a twenty two. You're in a rock. He goes, either your house burns down or it's saved by the sprinklers, and now you're just living in black, mold and ash. And he was like, because things, it gets so hot that the windows explode, so now everything's coming inside just getting wet. And he was like, like four feet up the wall, it's just like blasgusting, black, wet, moldy. And he goes, so and now I'm pissed off because he goes, I'd rather have burnt down. Now I have to He can't even go to the property yet because they haven't.

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Speaker 2: So it either gets burned down or he has to demolish his home. Yeah, but he was telling me, he was like, if it burns down, it burns down. Now you just clean the rubble. He goes, Now my house is standing, not livable, So now I have to pay to have people demolish it. So now he is in hasn't received any money from a lot of people, even people who lost their homes to the fire don't.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but like that was his biggest thing, and he was just kind of laughing about it. He was like I have to laugh at this point. He was like, so put him in, get mulled, don't have it burned. I actually have to vote today, and I'm not no, but I have heard that Spencer Pratt has a pretty good chance of winning this shit. I think I think his advertisements and things have been really well. I feel like he's boots on the ground. He's with the people he's going and he lives in his trailer, on his burnt down like he's When people look at Spencer, You're like, all right, I can relate with this guy. He's living like we do. He has a voice and is kind of fighting for what we see.

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Speaker 2: So many people are like, but he was in Reality to TV And I'm looking at and I'm like, so was Erica Kirk?

00:30:04
Speaker 1: Was she? Yeah? She was on Summerhouse. She was a friend of beforehand Donald exactly. So yeah, the wild wild West out here.

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Speaker 2: People can change, is all I know is during those fires, someone dropped the ball. Yeah yeah, yeah, one of the empty change needs to happen. The last thing I'm going to talk about before we jump into the ache and relief of the week, because I could not believe my eyes when I saw this, that Sydney Sweeney.

00:30:34
Speaker 1: You can just keep that. That's my ache of the week. Freaking when did a hard launch?

00:30:39
Speaker 2: Was Scooter Braun, Scooter Roun who did so many people in the music industry, the most notable many Swift, Swift.

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Speaker 1: One hundred million. It's like, yeah, off of other people's hard work, he did nothing cares who cares if he Hey, people can change. Hopefully he's changed whatever. I don't know. I'm not making any judgments. Yeah, we all have our thoughts of this. The way that I love to ignore, right flag.

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Speaker 2: I mean here is the heart wants what it wants, okay, And when you're in it, behind closed doors and you're making memories, it is very easy to fall into this place of like, I don't see anything beyond what's right in front of me.

00:31:31
Speaker 1: I just could never be with somebody knowing that that person did so many people dirty. He told her. You don't know what he's told her.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, a bunch of fucking lies. Yeah, we can see that. But again, when you're in it, when you're yeah, your heart is like in it, yes, like in it, dude. Like the amount of times that my mind and my gut are like, get rid of this person, get rid of them. This is not good for you. And I've always said them, and then my and then my freaking heart is like no, no, oh, we can't let go.

00:32:01
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I samh chakras aligned that's what it is. I'm doing that this week. I'm putting it into my notes. You got to get your seven chakras alone. Oh my god, Easton, I work on mine. You're onto something. Kevin Gates told me, Baby Diddy, what do he say? You got seven chakras, you got to get them all aligned. And if you can get that, there's a lot of things you can pray and meditate, breathing exercises, there's a lot of things to get your body, your mind.

00:32:27
Speaker 2: I will never allow what happened, yeah, this, however many months that it was to ever happen again. And I hate that. I'm thirty five and still trying to learn this. But that is why I cannot wait to go. I meaning I can wait, but I cannot wait to fall into putting myself out there, because then what happens is I become comfortable alone. I think that I have it all figured out, and then you know, what it reminds me of is when people talk about going to rehab and they're thriving in their sobriety, and then they re enter the real world and it's like, oh, this is very different than I thought. What happens is I become so comfortable and peaceful by myself, and I think I have it all figured out, and I'm like, now, I'm ready to date, and I go into it and it is so disorienting.

00:33:17
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's scary when the tires hit the road.

00:33:22
Speaker 2: Let's talk about our ache and relief. My ache of the week. Sosa is a crier, a whiner. You tell her no, she starts sobbing. She doesn't want to go to bed at night. She clings to me like a koala, which is great.

00:33:33
Speaker 1: I love that.

00:33:34
Speaker 2: But when it's time for bed and she's screaming bloody murder and crying mama, and it's nine o'clock at night, which is way past bedtime. It was a lot. It's turned into a lot. She's going through a weird phase. My relief is that it's Mother's Day. We're going to a comedy show. I don't know how the jij is gonna feel with the hip she may or may not make it. And then we're having a group of mamas go out on Sunday and just have fun with the kids. I'm thinking a little Benny Hannah from what Janet said, because that's hell of fun for the kids, you know, so fucking fun. And I'm also getting my jaw injected today. And if doctor Jamon says to me la la. This is called age and we're gonna need to like take some skin from here, see.

00:34:18
Speaker 1: And pin it. I just need to shave back like that. Sign me up, guys, everybody make a big deal.

00:34:28
Speaker 2: Gig said to me, Gigi gorgeous, because I was telling her about this at Craig's after the drag show and she was like, oh no, honey, don't do a filler. Just do a quick nip and a tuck. Call it a day. You'll get that nice l shape. You're gonna love it. I was like, you know what, that's the energy I need. That's the energy I want. Nothing wrong with a little Everybody help us over here, all right, what you're ache and relieve and let's.

00:34:49
Speaker 1: Wrap it up, guys. My ache has been Bernice. What's wrong? Her little artis Oh so her aches are your aches? Yeah, her ache ache of the week. So trying to gets that's what I'm thinking. So we're taking her in. We've been giving her some like some powder. I don't know. Lisa knows all the goodies about it. She gets it. I just feed them. But it's for joint pain. Yeah it's joint pain. But yeah, that's my ache. My poor little baby, and then my relief honestly, honestly, what is that this is the last week of like Lisa being immobile? I love that too, That's a great one. My relief of the week is the hospital house is almost coming to an end. Relief relief. What is that that the kids do or whatever? Oh? I don't like that at all.

00:35:48
Speaker 2: All right, thank you guys for listening to another episode of Untraditionally La La. Remember a bonus comes out on Monday, a regular old episode again on Wednesday.

00:35:58
Speaker 1: Don't forget.

00:35:59
Speaker 2: An Unlikely with myself and Amber Shoulders comes out every Thursday night at nine pm.

00:36:04
Speaker 1: You can catch it then or Friday morning.

00:36:06
Speaker 2: We will catch you, lay you bye bye