Ep:92 Arizona Bigfoot Neighbors
A couple from Arizona join me to share their very different bigfoot encounters, and some of the interesting theories they have about them. But going into this I had no idea I would hear about a totally different encounter with something absolutely terrifying.
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2023-11-24
115 min
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I heard a noise. I think it was the quail block being dropped, and I like like spun and shining my light in that direction because I heard this the doublock fall and footsteps. Somebody ran past me, just a few feet to my right. They ran past me to the fence behind me. Somebody runs to my right. Let's send a couple of feet of me. Sometump dump dump dump, like it's a biped it's a person, right, And then all I hear the fence behind me like like someone hit it, like bang. But then I heard nothing after that, so I thought he probably ran into the fence and then kind of like dropped and the other person like ran the other direction. So I heard two footballs and I'm holding this light, and I presume they thought I could see them, but I could see nothing. I never felt scared. I didn't feel scared at all. I felt in awe. It was completely in awe. I thought this was a rock, and it's it's this beautiful, soft moving thing, like I had no idea what it was. I could tell it was alive whatever it was, but it didn't shit anything that I had in my mind to label it. I was just I was absolutely captivated and mesmerized by the shiny glistening of the hair. It was so it was going saying sparkly is going too far, but it was absolutely glistening, like with depths that had depths of color, like something that you would pay a lot of money for if you went to get your hair done. That's that's what it looked like. It was. It was beautiful. So I'm met word and this is Tia Hi Hi. I'm Matt, a little nervous, never never done this before, so thanks for having us on your show. Hey, I've never done this either, so we're all in the same boat. So all right, everything's good. How are you guys? We're doing well. We were just reflecting. Tea has only told your story to a couple of people. I've told my my little stories a couple of times some of our friends. Yeah, but yeah, we're I'm looking forward to her telling her story. Both of you sounds like have interesting stories. But between the two of you, it kind of makes for a really interesting story. You know. You have you had some things, some things that you said that kind of struck a chord with me that I found really interesting. So I really wanted to have you guys on. So I really appreciate you having the patience and everything and agreeing to come on and do this with me. Oh thanks, we're excited. Yeah, we're honored. This fun just start at the beginning and you know, kind of just walk us through it. Yeah, okay, So I was I was married at the time to my ex. He was just a staunch skeptic about all all these things, and he was a police officer for the city. And we were returning from northern Arizona. It was I remember it was cold. It was like winter months, so I think it was like December, and we were returning in the dead of night in my little sedan, but we had a sedan at the time. M and uh. Just driving around the it was kind of like on on the passenger side of the car, there was just this big cliff, like a big kind of a mountain that had been blasted to make room for the highway. And the highway was so small, it was only two lanes where you know, you had to be real careful you're going around, you know, all these blind corners and curving and there's there's one pathway, you know, for for oncoming track and the others is for you, and then too on the driver's side was just this vast planes just kind of like grassy plains. It was really dark. I just remember, you know, no moon was out. It was very very dark, and we were it's probably like, I don't know, one thirty in the morning. We were making this trip back home and we were going around this blind corner and we come to a stop where because there's this enormous, just enormous blonde boulder in the road, and the boulder is so big it takes the whole width of the car. And to give you an idea, it was it's a Malibu, an older Malibu, and it was the width of the entire hood. And so we literally come right up to this boulder and it's right at the curve of this blind corner. So we stood, we sat there in the car just kind of came to a complete stop. And keep in mind, there's no power out there. There's no other vehicles out there, there's no street lights out there, so it was it was completely black and the only power is what your car is generating in the high beams. So we had our high beams on. So we come right up to this boulder with our high beams on the boulder's just you know, about maybe a foot max. From the hood of the car and just stop and we kind of like, in the midst of crap, what do we do? Do we take the chance of you know, going around the boulder into oncoming traffic on this blind corner where there could be you know, a traveler coming the up direction and risk ahead on collision in the middle of nowra where you don't have any help, you know, or you know, what are we going to do? And right at that moment, the boulder side it literally you know how It's not that I heard it because our windows are up and it's really frigid cold outside, but this whole boulder moved like like this huge like a like if you were sitting on top of a person's chest and they just had this big you know, inhale and exhale. This this thing just sighed like it was miffed, and then it slowly got up and it had it was on all fours And do you remember, like I always try to use this explanation, the only thing I can think of is, you know, it was at at Robotic Chines from Star Wars, right so it had like it was a very flat back. It had. It was on all fours and I can't you know, like a horse, a dog, a cat, everybody's got a haunch. Most animals we can relate to have some haunch or some butt with a tail. This did not have a haunch. It looked like it was walking on four long arms, no tail. And what was so striking? And again this wasn't This wasn't like a smear in the wind shield or like, oh, it's you know, foggy inside. Oh, this was like we kept our cart immaculately clean. This was in high beams just to float away from the hood of the car. And this thing gets up and it starts walking slowly on all four arms, and the it was covered in there's absolutely no fur. It was completely hair long eighteen inch beautiful, freshly combed hair, strawberry blonde and shiny, very shiny, like you'd see something out of a panting commercial. And the only what was incredible was it looked absolutely solid and high beams in our car, it looked just like a rock. And the second it got up from the roadway and started walking, that's how that's where you could see all of the beautiful hair, just like moving with the body. But what was so interesting was there was no haunch, and there wasn't that you know how dogs have that extra kind of like a heightened heel, cats have that. There wasn't that at all. It was just a straight leg, just like if you were walking on your arms. Four of them long, eighteen inch golden blonde like strawberry blonde hair like a panting commercial, perfectly groomed. And we watched this thing transverse like the width of the car. And all I could see when I saw when I'm looking at the head end is there was absolutely no neck. It was all I could see was like a bump where the forehead would be, but the whole head was like shunken into the chest cavity like the interior of your clavicle. There was no next stem. It was just like a sunken head bump like on the head end. But obviously my ex could see the head area a little better than I could. All I could see was like the part of like the forehead kind of sticking out, and then it literally just walked off slowly into the darkness, completely disappeared. I couldn't even see it once it got into the dark fields. But there's nothing out there, just acreage after acreage, no buildings, no vehicles, no people, no lights. It's just endless planes. And even looking past his head out of his window, I could not see it. Once it reached the dark plains area, it was just gone. And I'm looking at him and he is he's just his eyes are as big as saucers. And he slowly turns to me and he says, let us never speak of this again. And we slowly accelerated and went around the blind corner. And he would never speak about it ever. He just couldn't, could not muster understandably. So I'm sure we've all been through that where you try to, you know, share the unusual things that you've seen. There's a lot of things, you know, outside of our reality that we, you know, feel comfortable talking about and can be threatening to some. So he literally could not comprehend what he saw. He couldn't talk about it, and I wanted to ask him, like, did you see the face? Did you see the face? And he just would not speak at all. He absolutely, adamantly would not speak any We didn't talk. We had a three hour drive. We didn't speak a word after that. He literally was like focusing on driving and breathing. That's poor guy. I kind of felt bad for him after that, but I that always stuck with me. I had no idea what I saw. I made the mistake of sharing this story with a you know, a good friend of mine who's you know, has difficulty hearing this kind of esoteric side of things, and was adamant. I saw a bear, and I'm like, no, no, I know what a bear looks like. We all know what a bear looks like. You know, there was no snoots, there was no you know how even when like a bear has a gate, you'll actually see a distinguished you know, like a gate pattern in the shoulder blade, so you'll see that it's very distinguished. You'll even see like fat packs, like you know, there's there's some fat padding on a bear, you know, and you'll see that moving. It was completely flat, completely flat, and it moved. It moved much like an at at just four long, very long arms, no fur at all, no tail, and no neck and had this thing stood up. And what was funny was I never shared the story with anybody because I, you know, you're kind of nervous about it at first, so you know who would take seriously. When I met Edward, that was one of the first things I told him, and he's his eyes got all big. He's like, that sounds like a that sounds like a sasquatch saw a bigfoot. And I'm like, really, like, this is always just not at me, Like I want to know what I saw, because it definitely wasn't anything I'd ever seen. It definitely wasn't a wolf. Had this thing stood up, it would have easily cleared eight feet easily. It was just lots of leg very I mean, the back itself was like the width of the car. And uh, absolutely beautiful hair. I was Uh, I was mesmerized. I was just literally mesmerized by by what we thought was solid and then as it moved it was flowing and shiny and strawberry blonde and about eighteen inches long hair just straight, kind of like what you'd expect off of, you know, like a beautiful show dog, like those really long I don't even know what kind I'm thinking of, but their blondely really long, beautiful hair that's been groomed and groomed and groomed for you know, maybe an hour or something, but beautiful. So I yeah, it looked solid, and then as soon as it sighed and started moving it wasn't. And then it just yeah. We never spoke of it again. He couldn't bring himself to talk about that further. So first off, Wow, So I saw something down in Texas one time, and I would count it as a bigfoot sighting. But the problem was I never saw the head. I couldn't see the head. And that was the one thing that has always kept me from saying, yeah, that was a bigfoot, because if I saw the head, I could definitely identify it. But the thing that I saw was not gigantic by any means. If it was a bigfoot, it was definitely a young juvenile. It was probably it was on all fours at the time, and its back would have probably been around three feet off the ground, maybe at the most, probably not even that, probably not even three feet. It was dark in color at the closest point, I was probably only geez maybe thirty feet and it was during the daytime, but it was just where it was. It was like going down this trail and I was trying to say I was out there looking for bigfoot with a group of people. That was another problem. But it was just it was always like at this angle behind the trees where I couldn't see its head and I was trying to move, and it was moving as I was moving, and the angle was just always wrong. But a couple things. Its back was completely flat, the head did not stick up like above the back. Really yeah, it didn't have launches, it didn't have a tail. And it looked like the front arms for lack of a better word, and the back legs were all they seemed fairly uniform in size, like it was running on four arms like you're talking about. Yeah, yeah, And it didn't run like a bear. It didn't, you know, it didn't it and move like a bear at all. And that's one that's just like always really stuck with me. And here you are, you know, talking about little minute details that are exactly the same as what I saw, and I've tried to explain to people, and that's the same thing that I've heard from many other people who have witnessed these things and been able to identify them whenever they've seen them on all fours and not standing upright, especially the flat back thing. That's one of one of the key things that people you know, describe seeing. But unless you see it for yourself, I don't think people really understand it because, like with a bear or just about any other animal that is designed to be on four legs, their shoulder blades like stick up whenever they walk right. They're not squared shoulders like a person is. And this thing that I saw hadn't square shoulders, and it didn't have shoulders shoulder blades sticking up out of the back moving with its forward limbs as it moved, and it didn't have that extended heel like canines and felines have that you were talking about. All very similar, you know, except color and size and length of hair are basically the only difference is like whenever you saw it on all fours as it moved, how high was its back in compared to the front end of the vehicle. Oh, that's a great question. I would say seventeen inches sixteen inches something like that taller just the back above the hood. And it's a sidian. So whatever that is from the ground, what animal could it have been? Considering where you were at at the time and the size, the only animals that it could even fall into that category of that size would have been instantly recognizable to you, right, And I'm I'm not saying this like I definitely think you saw a bigfoot. I just want to say that, but I'm just for the benefit of people listening, you know, and the type of questions that people would have. That's why I'm asking those questions. I mean, obviously there's nothing. I mean, geez, maybe like some muskox or something would have hair that long and be that size, like very very limited group of animals here that we're talking about right and out in the planes, Like just to clarify too, I just remember kind of looking out that direction and seeing it was no trees at all. It was literally just grass like grass like kind of you know, like fall winter grass where it's turning golden kind of thing. But it's like, I you know, at the time, we were only like familiar with the area because we were driving there earlier in the morning, but driving home from that area, it was just just vast plains of just that brush. That's it there. I don't even remember seeing like big bushes or any sort of you know, no trees at all. And the other thing that kind of made sense was what kind of makes me laugh is that it was so cold. I remember we were just really cold in the car, even though we had the heater on, but it wasn't working that great. And you know, whatever it was was obviously you know, sleeping in the roadway that was asphalt that probably had harbored some heat from you know, the sun earlier that day and had fallen asleep or was comfy or something. But it was the funniest part was that you could tell it was like like fine, a move like it was irritated because it was like like fine, dumb humans in my way. Yeah, I was comfy and you could tell it. I mean, whatever it was, it looked relaxed and natural, but it looked it looked completely solid. We thought it was a boulder, and I remember thinking, like that boulder because what I can see in like the high beams, that boulder was blonde and it's not matching any of the rocks on the passenger side. The rocks are like kind of a you know, like a typical brownish a little bit of red in it, but it doesn't it doesn't match the color. Like where did that thing come from? You know, where did that fall from? And then you're kind of wondering something's going to fall in the car, and then you realize, oh, that's not a rock. You describe the hair as being like a kind of a golden strawberry blonde. Yes, beautiful. Would you compare it to the color of like straw dead grass, No, it had more. It was a It was a strawberry blonde. It wasn't like a straight blonde. It literally had a little bit of red to it. And it was shiny, like shiny, like what you'd expect in like a Pantine commercial like that, like really beautiful. I was literally stricken by how what the heck is that? Because it definitely was not furry. It was just hair, lots and lots of long hair too. And the hair it was, I mean, it looked like someone had literally combed this being for hours. It was freshly groomed, like beautifully groomed. And that's what was so striking. You could just see I mean in the high beams too, it was just you know this, you could see each kind of like you know, a hair can kind of clump in long you just think of like a woman's long hair as as she moves, you can see the clumps kind of like going, you know, fluid, like a fluid motion that's going with the body, that's that's walking kind of you know. That's what was so striking was we were at this looked just like a boulder, a solid rock in our high beams, and then suddenly it was soft and moving and I was just what, you stood back in a second, just what what am I looking at? And I had never had an experience like that before, so I didn't know what to think that was. But it definitely was not a beer. I talked to a guy from Florida who actually just randomly struck one of these with his vehicle, but he just clipped it. It was jumping. It had to like kind of jump over his hood, if I remember. It was trying to clear the vehicle and it was just a little short and he just barely clipped it. It got away. It was fine, apparently. But he described the hair in a very similar way to what you're describing. Wow. Even with the strawberry part, the reddish little bitter. I think his was more of a reddish brown, but the way that the hair flowed and everything, it really stood out to him. Wow. And a lot of people have said things about their hair having certain properties to them that maybe help with them camouflaging themselves and stuff like that. And I'm wondering if that might be true, since in both instances the thing was being viewed in the headlights of a car, and I'm wondering if the light played off of it a certain way and that's why it was so striking, like you're describing and the well groomed, you know, panting commercial like, You're certainly not the first person I've heard describe it that way either, Oh wow, cool. I've heard it ranges. A lot of people, you know, have definitely said like, oh, its hair was all madded looking and stuff. But I have heard numerous witnesses talk about it looked like, you know, what you would expect like in a hair commercial, Like it like it just got there brushing its hair out all day or something. Yeah, there was one male bigfoot that was being seen here in Oklahoma at a famous casino that some people might be familiar with, and some of the people that saw that one described it as almost handsome, the way that its hair looked and everything in the way that it was well groomed, and they wondered if the others. Maybe the females had been taking care of it. That's cute, Edward. Whenever you heard this story, man, your jaw must have hit the floor. What what did you say? It did? Well? Okay, So this was years I we got together in twenty sixteen, and this was early on in our relationship. We one of the things that brought us together was being able to talk about topics like this. And I think the first like I remember showing her the video Everything you Know is Wrong by Lloyd Pie. It's like one of the first things that I watched together. Anyways, Yeah, like she did not know she'd seen a big foot, and I wasn't sure, but I at least knew that they could walk on all fours. So that got us talking about it. And I just wanted to interject a minute ago when she was describing it. It's like every time she's talked about the hair, like she's she's doing all these hand signals to show the hair flowing left and right and left and right, and nobody sees that. By me, yeah, I wanted to at least with her hands, she's trying to say that they were going but the hair was swinging left and right. And left and right as it was walking. Is that is that true? Kind of like, yeah, it was like long and like like wavy but not tight waves, very kind of like yeah, like a panting commercial, like they're not they're not tight waves, but long kind of like if you took a bunch of spaghetti and you hung it and then you're moving the spaghetti and it's all waving together like that like in a walking pattern. That length kind of And did you say it was eighteen inches long? It's about eighteen inches long. That is super long. It's crazy long, like yeah, beautiful. Yeah, it was wild anyway, So you want to share yours. Yeah, so I've got some stories too, but I hadn't ever seen one. Did you have any other questions for Tea about her sighting because I've never seen one? Yeah, a million, of course. But I mean it's fine. I always have questions anytime, you know, whenever somebody else has seen one. No offense, Edward, But I'm just saying it's like a thing where I, you know, hearing their stories helped validate what I've witnessed and makes me feel better, if that makes sense. And that's why I'm so appreciative of people like yourselves coming on here and sharing your stories, because I'm hoping that other people who have encountered things and had experiences it helps them just hearing other people talk about it, even if they're not ready to talk about it. I mean, I guess, just a couple more quick questions and then we'll hear Edward's stories. Before you saw this thing, I mean, was Bigfoot something that you thought about? Were you in the anything paranormal? Had you had experiences with paranormal things and things of that nature before this? I I have, they weren't Bigfoot related, but I've seen a skin walker. Oh geez. Yeah, that's a whole nother story. That was at my folks house and I was nine. That was that was like, boy, you know, have you ever felt that you were so terrified you were paralyzed with fear? Sure? Yeah, unfact like I literally yeah, I literally felt like I remember as a kid, I was always kind of like older than I was physically old, you know what I mean. So I remember, even at nine, feeling like my heart had stopped seeing this thing because it was That's a whole nother story. But yeah, I'd never seen anything Bigfoot related. I had I'd only heard about Bigfoot, but I had never gone, you know, down that rabbit hole or done any research from my own or and I had had other experiences like through you know, just at my family's house. They also grew up in Orpe. Sorry. I grew up in a home that was basically embedded at like in the foothills. So there was a lot of interesting history to the land and a lot of mountains around you. Not a lot of trees, just beautiful like desert scate mountains. I used to dig up arrowheads in the backyard kind of thing. So there was things that my parents would describe that they saw that was odd. So they would They lived at like the foothills of these mountains, and this was also in Arizona, and they used to go walking every morning in what they call a canyon, and the canyons just kind of like this neighborhood passway before it was all built up with a bunch of homes. But they would just go up in this loop that would take you out like maybe I don't know, three mile walk and they would go up into the mountains and they would come back down to their house. And she said it was in the summertime. It was early morning. They'd go like around seven thirty in the morning and no clouds, just a beautiful, crisp blue sky, beautiful sun everywhere, and they're just they're at the peak of the peak of like their trail, I guess, and they see in the distance this paint. Well it was a white horse covered in all of this really beautiful ceremonial garb kind of like colorful feathers and bones, that kind of dress. The horse was really dulled up, really nice, and the Native American who was riding him was also in ceremonial garb, just a lot of the beautiful I can't remember what that's called, when they wear this kind of a handmade bone and feather decorated thing they wear over their chest and matching the garb that matched the horse. And my folks were just a enamored. They were just like, oh wow, beautiful. And so they walked right up to him, and they could tell they had been running because the horse was covered in sweat, and he was covered in sweat. They were really really sweaty. And my mom walked right up to him to be like, where who are you? Like this? Your horse is beautiful whre did you come from? And he disappears right in front of them. There was broad daylight. Yeah, broad daylight. So that was where I grew up, and I would find all sorts of interesting things in the backyard and my mom, thankfully my dad wasn't, but my mom was as we call it, I call it fringy because I hate using the word conspiracy theories. That's like a curse word to me. But I like to call it fringe because it's all the stuff outside the box. So my mom was very fringy, and you know, would talk about all sorts of you know, things like that with me as a kid. So I just, you know, always had always kept my eyes open and would question things. And where their house was had a lot of kind of interesting, interesting history apparently in that area, but I wasn't aware of until like later, I guess later in life. And as a little kid, you're like, oh, everyone's yard has arrow heads in it. You know, you just kind of assume things when you're little, right, So yeah, yeah, And I think the only other I'm trying to remember what about the projector story? Oh yikes, so that this story? Why, I don't know, do you want this it's not Sasquatch related. I'm interested in all of it, all of it. You're the best, Matt. Okay. I think it's all connected in one way or another. I don't know if it's absolutely I don't know if it's all that stuff that's connected or if we're the connection between all of it. But something's going on. Yeah, well said, Yeah, the projector's story was really nightmarish. It was. So I've always been kind of like the kid that was born into a family that like never understood her. And I'm sure probably some of your listeners can relate to that. So I, even though mom was really fringy, they I didn't really have a lot of I guess camaraderie. And so I was always a kid that's like, yeah, yeah, there you go, just kind of go into your corner kind of thing, like, you know, you don't want to speak up too much about certain things. And plus my dad, you know, would get kind of nervous about fringy things, so you wouldn't talk you couldn't talk to him about that stuff. So there was one of the past times that we loved doing as a family is do you remember, like when we had the really cool projectors and our dad always had the reels going and so I'd always love and so we didn't really have movies, but we had our projector reels, and so he had the old projector set up with the reels and we're watching like old clips of you know, birthdays and stuff that we're celebrating in the kitchen. And it was you know, it would be my mom, my dad, and my dad had you know, he was like had an old like I don't even know what you call him, but it's before they had JBC. It's like it still runs on. It takes film and it makes it, you know, when you're playing it sound. So he had reels of when we were younger in the kitchen celebrating you know, birthday stuff. So it's just the four of us and we're having like mom makes a cake and it's my little brother's birthday and she's got the candles on the cake and everything, and then there's always presence on the other end of the table and you know, the lights are on everything, nothing weird out of the ordinary. And in the film, so what happened in real life And at the time I think I was I think I was ten, So in real life. What happened is, you know, my that's my brother's birthday. We sing to him. He could he you know, we're eating cake and blows he blows out the candles obviously before we take and then he opens his presence and that's just how everybody's birthday happens, pretty muching yourself, bringing your family, and that's what happened. And then when we're watching that, this was like the following year, we're watching this reel back, and on the reel, what happens is my brother opens up all the presents and then I thought my dad had kicked it into reverse. But what he like, he kicks the He was trying to entertain. He's like, watch this kid's you know, your dad's going to through some cool. So he like kicks the machine into reverse so that it shows us going backwards. You know, that's kind of fun, like watching people move backwards. But what I saw was everyone was moving forward in the film like normal. No one was moving backwards. They're moving forward as a normal day. And my brother goes and gets like scotch tape and he's taping up all of his packages, and then the packages are all together again and everyone is like laughing, and I'm like wait, and I'm pouring. I'm like yelling at my parents like are you guys watching this? This doesn't make any sense, and they're just it's like and it was like I was talking to gosh. It was. It was absolutely terrifying for me because I'm watching this and none of the bodies are moving backwards. They're moving forward. My kid brother tapes up his packages and it's all in a pile, and I'm watching him tape it up on this film and I'm like, Dad, this doesn't make any sense. Are you in reverse? And he's like, yeah, you know, it's in reverse. I'm like, do you see the image? This doesn't make any sense. Why is he taping up the packages? He goes, well, it's in reverse, and I'm like, that doesn't make any logical sense. I'm like arguing with my parents how what they're seeing, what we're watching doesn't make any sense at all. And my brother was just, you know, kind of my brother just kind of nod and go along with you know whatever louder voice was. And I'm like, you guys, this doesn't make any sense. Look at this, and I'm and then I kept pressing my dad like, play it back, play it back. And my Dad's like, no, you you're just making a big deal out of nothing. And I'm like, you guys are watching the same thing. I am. This makes no sense. And I remember I was just oh, I was so upset for a couple of years after that. That's just oh that was so scary to me because it just didn't make any sense. I could clearly see it and it and it just it just and they just thought, oh, that that's normal, that's just what would play back and reverse and I'm like, no, no one's even even the sound wasn't reversed, Matt. The sound wasn't reversed, the motions weren't reversed. And suddenly he's taping up his packages. Yeah, I would. I would assume that to open the packages, he is probably just tearing paper off left and right. Oh of course he's a little boy, right like what right? Like so that was creepy, yeah, I would say. So. I mean, do you even have a thought on what was going on? Why, what that experience was about? I I don't know. I remember during that time, I used to have kind of like night tears, and the night tears were they were. They were things I had to work on my own because my parents are very much kind of hands off, like if the kid is having stuff going on, it's something they need to deal with, so I would. And the scariest part is, this is a really big house and our bedrooms for the kids is at like this after this long cord or this dark, long corridor that's flanked by like one side like all Florida ceiling glass. On the other side is like huge oak double doors and you have to go down this long, long corridor and then the kid's bedrooms are like way far away, so from like civilization. I mean, it was a kind of a creepy a cool house, but a creepy house. And so I used to have these wild kind of nightmares that would start off as something really boy. It was always a mission. It was always terrifying, And actually I dreamt of one of them was I actually saw the image of do you remember like the Terminator, the initial Terminators where the skin comes off and they have the glowing red eyes and the I actually saw that years before that movie ever came out, So I wonder if that's like a collective consciousness thing. But I had this reoccurring dream about the Terminator, but I had no idea that that's what it would be called. I'm just a kid, And it was this this ritzy little girl, she was six, this cute little kind of pettifo dress, and she had these ritzy parents with this big, old, fancy mansion, and they had this nanny, this robot nanny that would perch at the edge of the edge of her bed, and it would like when she would say good night, it would shut down and the thing would like kind of curl up into a fetal position, but perched at the end of her bed like this, the footboard and all the red lights would shut off, and then in the morning would wake up and it would take care of her. But no one seemed to mind that this thing looked like a terrifying chrome skeleton that's like six feet tall. No one seemed to mind that. But these people had the money for it, and they bought this thing for her for their daughter, keeper safe. And then years later this movie comes out and I'm like my heart like practice, I mean, it was just it was wrenching for me to see that. But so I would have these recurring night tiers. That was one of them and the others, and then I would have them over and over and over again and tell I would face whatever was scary and the and as soon as I did, it would shrink to be like something innocent, like a puppy or a kitten, or like my friend suddenly, but it would only happen after I learned to not be afraid. And so I had these dreams over and over and over again until I learned that if the only way to escape the night tier, the only way to escape the fear, was if I was to face my fear in the dream, and then I stopped having them. That's how I cured my night tears. And so I think this was during a time where I was still having the night tears, and so I wonder if whatever entity or being was testing me was trying to make me fearful in the moment of obviously being conscious, because I was wide awake with my folks in the living room watching this, you know, on our NOx Lancer screen, and it was absolutely terrifying to see because it made no logical sense. And the worst part is that you know, you're surrounded by people that also have eyes and a brain and ears and they're not using their their senses to to you know, discern that, Hey, that is weird. Why is that happening? You know? So I think that was I don't know if that was maybe training or a test of some sort to show that maybe I didn't really belong in this, you know, in this in this group, that maybe you know, I needed to like keep my wits about me and to keep my eyes open because I didn't know when, you know, another test was going to come or I don't. I never got the feeling that anything at the house was malicious until that's the skin walker happened. And that was and I only say it's a skinwalker because again I didn't know what I had seen until many years later, because I you know, it's hard to talk about these things because they're they're fairly terrifying. What did you see? You didn't describe it early? Oh, so okay, So, my my dad had this thing where he they had quite a bit of land and so they were always building on My dad was an entrepreneur and he lived he he worked and lived at the same place. So he worked out of the home and every every couple of years he would like build on to the house. And so this was one of the you know, the biggest additions he ever made to the house was he built himself in office. And this office, you know, it was a brand new building. It was right off of the house. You just have to like walk from you know, the outside door of the garage, you know, from this little walkway that's tiled really nice, and then it's about I don't know, ten feet away from the house and there's his office door. And the office was beautiful. It was. It was fairly small, I mean it was. It wasn't like, let me think it was maybe I don't know, five hundred square feet five hundred square feet me four hundred. And it was you know, dry wall and stucco. And he had so if you come into the front door, there's a big picture window right by the front door, and then his desk. He had a really big desk opposite of that big picture window. And he was really proud of himself that he had haggled this scoring deal from this estate sale and got this huge I called it the dungeon candelabra. Like it was not candlelober were the things that chandelier. It was this honest looking chandelier that was like wood and had these like spiky brass bits. He was like from the it was very brutalless from like the seventies, and it was enormous. This thing was just huge, and it had probably about twenty different fixtures for the light bulbs, and he had like a hundred what bulbs in this thing because he was so proud of it, and it lit up like the sun. It was like hard to look at when you were in that office because it like fried your retinas. So he's got this huge desk with this huge chandelier, and then if you're walking past like the big desk, there's another big picture window. I mean, the place is real bright, super bright, brand new glass, brand new paint, brand new carpet. And so, you know, my kid brother and I were all excited about the new office. So we're asking her mom, Mo, Mom, can we can we kind of camp out in the office tonight, you know, and we're not sleeping over, we're just you know, just there a couple hours past your bedtime, you know, to kind of camp out. And I think I said, I think it was about nine at the time. So Mom was like, yeah, sure, let's go out to the office. It's kind of fun. So we grat we're in our jammies and and you know, we brush our teeth and we got ready for bed and we're gonna go camp out in my office with mom. So she's so so she's sitting, so I'm I'm sitting with my blanket. I have my blanket and a pillow, and I'm sitting cross legged, and I'm facing the door, the front door, and that gigantic picture window that's right next to it, and then my kid brother is to my left. We're sitting kind of in a circle, and then my mom is to my right, but there there are kind of a backsides are away from that area. And so I'm sitting there and we're just talking and We've got the gigantic, you know, chandelier on that's like the sun. It's so bright in there. And I'm you know how every time like you're just kind of your eyes get relaxed and you're in a conversation. But if you're facing like a window or something, your eyes just every once in while just kind of glance up at the window or a door just because you're aware of you know, possible traffic or whatever. Once every once in a while, just you know, we're just talking and we're laughing, and we're just talking about the day, and and then, you know, my eyes are just keep glancing up at this gigantic picture window and what's directly out outside of it is a huge naval orange tree that's been there since the early seventies. So it's a really big, beautiful tree. And I could see, you know, the leaves, and I can see, you know, just like the trunk and everything. But there's a nice kind of like patio area, just a small little patio area right outside that window. So I keep looking up and I just see the pretty tree and the leaves and the bark. And the reason why I can see this so well is because this freaking chandelier is so bright that it's illuminating everything outside of that gigantic picture window. Right. So the night goes on and we're talking. We're only in there for like thirty minutes, and I look up and I met, huh, boy, I see this. I see this huge almond shaped, like a fattened almond shaped wide face. It's probably the width of two basketballs, but it's like kind of like, I guess, an egg shape on its side, pushed up against the glass, almond shaped eyes, elongated huge eyes like a chessure cat with a big treasure cat grin many many, many many teeth, something out of a nightmare, and a tiny, tiny little nose that's mashed up against the window. And it is looking dead at me, and my heart stopped. I'm not joking. It felt like I had never been what I was beyond afraid. I was beyond fear. Literally I couldn't breathe, I couldn't speak, I could I couldn't even blink my eyes. It felt like my heart stopped. And I'm looking at this This thing is looking right at me, and it is so please that I am so terrified. It is just eating this up. And my mom and brother see my face and they see that I stopped talking, and they're like, dear, what's wrong, what's wrong? Are you okay? Just in the most unhelpful way, and so turning around and looking where my eyes are looking right, They're just looking at me like I'm the entertainment. And I can't move my limbs. I'm completely frozen. I can't say anything. And it took all the concentration I had to muster out what I thought was a word, which it wasn't. It was just me going and all I could do was like my motor skills were completely shot. And I had my blanket, like my sleepy blanket, right, and I've got both of my hands kind of like I'm holding onto like by candles. I'm holding onto my blanket with like my stressed knuckles, my white knuckles, and I'm slowly pulling I'm moaning like that, and I'm slowly pulling my blanket up over my head where I curl into the fetal position and cover myself with a blanket. And all my mom and brother could do is like, what's wrong with her? I don't know? Are you okay? And they're just like I'm like why wouldn't you turn around and look? Because that thing was in the window for many long, painful seconds. It was like, let me think seven eight eight seconds, full seconds, and that's all I could do. I couldn't talk, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't do anything. And it took them a good twenty minutes to cojole me out of my cocoon, and so so I and then like yeah, like a total of maybe thirty minutes before I could talk again. It was awful. It was awful, And so I never told that story until I was in the workforce. I was an adult in the workforce, and I told my coworker. Her tuned out to be really fringy. He's like, that's a skin walker. You saw a skin walker. I'm like, what's that? Then That's how I learned about skinwalker ranch And so I don't know if that's what I saw. I just know whatever it was, I could feel that its eyes were locked with me, and it was so pleased with itself that I was absolutely beyond terrified. It loved it. It was like feeding off of me. And I was nine. Yeah, you were doing a lot of pantomimes that I that I saw. Nobody else saw it. It sounds like with your with your hands, like it may have been like the face might have been about eighteen inches wide, like what's two basketballs. It's like if that's about two feet what you're doing right now, wide really wide, kind of egg shaped, with elongated almond eyes and a tiny, tiny little nose completely out of proportion a lot like if you were to take your nose and like make it really wide and flattened against your face, like up against a piece of glass like that. And then this chessure like grin with a just tons of teeth, loads of teeth and now like jagged teeth like what you'd see from Stephen King stuff, not like that. It was like normal shaped teeth, but a lot of them, so like humanoid looking shape teeth, not like jagged anything like that. No hair, it was it was a kind of a whitish gray. And and that again another another thing is like, well, you know, was it a dirty window? No, these were brand new windows, like we literally peeled the stickers off of them, you know, that day, like they were installed. They were clean, they were right out of the factory. There wasn't a storm. And it wasn't like oh you saw a bunch of leaves outside. No, no, no, no no. This was a face smushed up against the glass and it was eyes were locked on me, and it was it was absolutely unbearable. I mean that was eight seconds of like pure wow. Yeah, I had never I'd never been so paralyzed ever. I've never felt that before, and I never saw anything like that again, and I hope I never see so again. Translating what you're doing with your hand gestures in front of me. This is this face was wider than it was tall. It wasn't rared right, it was like an egg on its side, but it was it was symmetrical, but it was like an egg shape. So from from your from your hand, gesterress about two feet wide or almost two feet wide and about a foot and a half tall, and it looked like you did, big almond eyes, and it had heavy eyelids, like like kind of you could explain them as like bedroom eyes, like a heavy eyelid. They were opened eyes, but they were huge. They were like I don't know size she's doing, about three inches wide with a tiny little like a nose a size of our nose. But it's flat and wide. You can barely see the nose. It's like you could only see basically where like nostril slits would be. And it was boy. Yeah, So that was the only thing. That was the only time I ever felt that there was something with a with a dark agenda at the house. I'd never seen anything or felt anything other than you know, those those creepy dreams, which at the end once they taught me like do not fear then you know, I had much easier childhood. I just I could go to bed and know that, Okay, if this happened that, you know, I what I learn, do not fear face your fear, and then I would I would end that part of the dream, that dark part of the dream, you know, would end quickly, very quickly. So I you know, obviously that's terrifying, okay, Like and the fact that you know you were nine at the time, that would that would be even more so. So I know that it's impossible to really compare the two situations. But whenever you saw the possible bigfoot, the boulder that changed into this creature, what kind of emotions and feelings did you have from it? Whenever you realized what was going on. That's such a good question, you know what. I never felt scared. I didn't feel scared at all. I felt I felt in awe. It was completely in awe that I thought. I thought this was a rock, and it's it's this beautiful, soft moving thing. Like I had no idea what it was. I could tell it was alive, whatever it was, but it didn't fit anything that I had in my mind to label it. Right. I was just I was absolutely captivated and mesmerized by the shiny glistening of the hair. It was so it was it's going saying sparkly is going too far, But it was absolutely glistening, like with depths that had depth of color, like something that you would pay a lot of money for if you went to get your hair done. That's that's what it looked like. It was. It was beautiful, beautiful. And I think part of it too, is that I could tell whatever it was, this this person that we had clearly you know, disrupted. I saw it, Keeve. I saw it like like just it was kind of miffed, like make that big dramatic exhale, you know, like a big intake of air. And then oh it was so funny, yeah, because it was super dramatic, right, And I'm like, oh, no, what what? And so when I think, I guess in the moment, all I saw was a sudden movement, but it was calm. It was It wasn't rocking erratically, it wasn't you know, running away. It was walking very slowly and that you know, it didn't turn in faces. It was just kind of you know, just like fine, I'll move like that. That kind of body language I guess that it's like I'm just going to go over here. Then, you know, so did you think that, like I know that it's not stuff that people really think about, so a lot of it's going to be like afterthought. But was it a situation where so now you just spent your time wondering, like what was that thing that we saw? Oh? Yeah, did you like instantly recognize that like this is something that isn't supposed to exist, like this isn't normal. That's a good question. I I didn't have. I didn't have a label in my mind for what that was, and I had never done any research, and I wasn't even aware, like I had heard of bigfoot, but it didn't register, like you know, you think of the only big foot I could relate to at the time was do you remember the show Hearing in the Henderson's. Uh, yeah, I think I've heard of it. I think it was from the nineties, so it was, yeah, I know what is podcast? It's actually was a really cute show, and so that was my only label in my mind of what a bigfoot was was that show And that's not it just didn't register. That's all literally all the background I had when I saw that, it didn't fit a single thing that I knew of, So I knew whatever I had seen was not fitting my reality filter. And when I saw his face, he was like he was paralyzed. He was paralyzing. All he could do was barely mustard like he was just concentrating on driving and breathing. And he was very he his eyes were so big that nineties like let us never speak of this again, very firm, and I could tell like he could not handle. He couldn't handle, you know, what had just happened? Like, And I didn't want to like push him either, because we were trying to get home safely, and so we were we were kind of thinking, Wow, we're out in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what that was, but it's a hell a lot bigger than we are. You know, our cell phones don't work out here. Who can you call if that's a problem, you know what I mean, Like, there's no there's not there's not even like a gas station for miles, like, there's nowhere you can go. And so I think we were just focusing on getting getting home. Yeah, but it never got out of my mind. It drove me. That's like what was that? It never got out of my mind. I just remember being absolutely just captivated, captivated and watching it and the high headlamps, like just absolutely mesmerized. So Edward, uh, yeah, she told you this story. I know that it kind of clicked your head immediately. Hey this was a bigfoot she saw. Yeah. So for me, I'm a you know, I was I think, like you, you know, reading reading the Walkness Monster books and the big Foot books in that area of like the school library, you know, in elementary school or whatever. So I mean, but I never, I just never. I just I had never met anybody who'd met one, and I for most of my life I'd thought, hey, that's like an you know, Oregon and Washington sort of thing. Then listening to your podcasts with like Baron Kuombo and I forget what that show was called back in twenty ten, twenty eleven, something like that, I kind of got exposed to a little bit more information. I really loved all your work, and I began to realize, oh, they're in the South too. Oh they could just be about anywhere, you know. But anyways, so from that from your stories in that group, I learned, oh, bigfoot can move on on all fours and I had that kind of in my head when she told me the story, and I said, you know, that might have been a bigfoot because she just didn't have any explanation for it all. But she was like, hey, I've got this crazy story. Good listener. So then then we watched the Lloyd ply video, which I think is fascinating. Anyway, I have a number of experiences kind of from around our house, but I have never seen a big foot. I did. I did hear voice once, which scared me, and I've had some other kind of weird experiences. So you emailed me and you kind of told me, you know, some of your experiences and everything. And you know, at the end of the email you said something, you know, like if you want to talk to me, great, if it's too weird, I understand, Like I think you kind of it almost seemed like you were kind of downplaying your own experiences a bit, and I think you had some very substantial experiences. Yeah, it's it's weird, like the thing is for like the longest time, I didn't know that these were big foot. Well, so so let me figure out how to how to help tell the the thing is for a long time, I didn't know these word bigfoot experiences, and then once I kind of realized, hey, yeah, this all kind of fits together, this is probably a bigfoot situation going on. It was really confirmed for me when I had kind of like a scary night and a bigfoot spoke to me through the wall. And then after that it kind of all settled in my mind and I just kind of just let my imagination sore a little bit. And I think that has has been important to me. So so I go back to like like listening Like so I'm going back like ten years. I'm listening to the Bigfoot podcast during the day while I work, and I'm just like, my soul is yearning for bigfoot. But I live in the middle of a city, right, They're not you know, that's not going to happen, right, right, But I think I think there is some some level on which, like you know, things will work out. And I just, for whatever reason, my soul just craved bigfoot contact. So like when I it started to happen, I didn't I didn't believe it because it's like, oh, I'm just you know, I'm looking for a bigfoot experience. So I didn't I didn't believe it, and I still could have like, uh, what is it called, like talk myself out of it, except for except for the voice, and then that was that's when it all was confirmed for me. But like I I remember hearing on on those those podcasts long ago that you and the group kind of saying like, hey, you know, a bigfoot is kind of like a haunted house, except it's outside. And we've we've sort of had that kind of situation but for a long time I even so let me let me describe kind of our house a little bit, kind of where we are. So we're we're located in this on the southwest side of Phoenix, and and there's this kind of mountain range slash park called South Mountain Park, which is really large municipal park. I think it's the largest city park in the world or sorry, in America. And it's basically like a you can't call it a mountain range, except like if you're in Arizona living in the city and you know, five hundred feet high or whatever, is it seems like a mountain to these are These are big hills, kind of kind of big section of hills that separate a couple of cities, but it's a it's a wilderness area, and our house is in a little community kind of surrounded by other smaller hills just enough to give us really terrible cell phone reception. But we've got also like a city canal that goes through it, so we're like the closest year round reliable water source, and our house is just a couple hundred yards away from that. And when I when when I moved in with Tia, like there wasn't a closet space in the house and room for my stuff. So the first thing we did is we kind of build an outbuilding, like a storage building on the on the far part of the property, like at the back fence, and uh, you know, we we we made it kind of tall so it'd hole all my stuff, and we kind of put like a loft up there with a bed just in case I wanted to sleep out there with my cat, who wouldn't get along with any of her cats. So this was kind of like a giant cat house, plus storage for my junk, you know, And and we we put desks out there and I could I could work out there during the day and spend time with Taz. And we had power, but no facilities. So this is a little bit to say, but it's seeing it's critical to the story. Otherwise, believe me, I wouldn't share that. I would. I would pee in like a gallon jug, like my p jug, and like I wouldn't And I mostly back this is this is like twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen time. So mostly I was working in the office, but like one day two days a month, I would I would work from home and and like sometimes I would work out with tas. I want to spend time with Taz in that little casito we called it, so uh the jug. Yeah, I wish I had my own little building with a p jug to be honest. Yeah, that sounds wonderful. And I'm sure my wife would you know, send me out there quite a bit. Okay, I work. I'm gonna I'm gonna put pause in the p judge for out because that's that's the story. That's gonna get to this another story later. But so so just is like every night I eventually we had another cat with Taz and or another two cats with Taz. And so every night I'm walking out there, sometimes without a flashlight. And on this particular night, this first story I want to tell, like at the gas station, there's always a little knick neckt they want to tell you that are like they look fantastic when you buy them, but then they never work. And at that point they had these like little LED flashlights. It was like five bucks and it's like little you know, click the end and all these LEDs come on and like just really crappy. They look great in the store, but they just do not illuminate anything. And literally, I remember maybe the batteries had run down a little bit, but I took this flashlight with me. I'm taking food out to the cat's gonna put them to bed. It's it's sometime in the fall, and I'm not sure what year this is. This is probably twenty eighteen, but I'm not sure. And so it's a cold time of year and it's pitch black. It's one of the I guess it's is it a new moon? I think it's a new moon when there's no moon. So it's completely pitch black, and I know my feet and know the way to the casita. I don't you know, there's no snakes in winter. I'm not really worried about anything, and I've got this little flashlight which when you click it, it lights up, but it doesn't illuminate anything. I literally had it just so I could help find Like I could hold it six inches from the door handle and like fling the where they get the key into the door. Does that make sense? Like I just want to be able to see the key block so I can unlock the door. That's all that the splash lay is good for. But anyway, so the other component of the store is I was feeding the birds a lot at this time, and we had these things in Arizona. I don't know if they have them in Oklahoma or anywhere else. Maybe they do, but I've never heard of them anywhere else here. They're called quail blocks, and they're kind of like grains and peanut butter and like I don't know, maybe agricultural stuff that it's not good enough to be sold for some other purpose. And they just compress this down into a big, old, like really hard block. Like they sull them for like eleven to twelve bucks, and they probably weigh twenty pounds and they're they're about one foot by one foot in size, or maybe little smaller ten inches by ten inches something like that. Maybe weighing fifteen or twenty pounds. These things are big. They call them quail blocks, and I won't put them out in the yard for the rabbits to kind of nibble on and the quail. These are too hard for the quail to even peck at. I don't know why I call them dove blocks or whatever. So I will use them a lot for deer here. Okay, so you got those two. They're salt blocks. But we also have those kind of blocks too. So I had three of these in the yard and I noticed they were like moving around the yard and I just thought, huh, it's interesting, like maybe if the rabbit gets really excited and it's leaning against it can can move. You know, we have a slight grade to the ground. So I never really thought much about these, but I had a couple of them in the yard and I kind of knew where they were, and I was really interested. I love watching wildlife. So anyways, I'm walking to the casita. I'm taking some food. I'm gonna put the boys to bed basically and lock up, you know, just check on a mixture they're wading. I've got water sort of thing. So I'm walking to the casedo. I've got a little flashlight in my hand and it's on, but you can't see anything with it. And I heard a noise I think it was the quail block being dropped, and I like like spun and shining my light in that direction, and the coil block, I knew, was about twenty you know, fifteen to twenty feet from me. So basically, well, what I thought at the time was that we had some there's a little house next door to us where there's been a lot of renters and it's kind of miscreant kids. And he had told me once about a story where somebody had taken a photograph of her inside her house, like through the window, and there was a part of you know, how gosh, what are those fences called? With a yeah, no climb, So we have a five foot tall no climb chaining things. That means there's no poll on top, no pull on the bottom, and we're at attaches at the corner of the property. Someone they live on the adjoining property. Someone had undone the bolts on that so that it was attached to top but not at the bottom, so that you could basically crawl through the fence. If that makes sense, ye, Like, so it's like a triangle, a triangular hole, and she'd had this property. So I thought that like little kids were getting on the property and like maybe smoking or something. We have about an acre of property, and there's some areas you can be on the back of the property where we wouldn't see you because of like some yeah kreosope pushes anyways, so I thought there was two teenagers or like, no, I'm sorry, not teenagers, maybe little kids. I thought there were two miscreants on the property because I heard this the doublock fallom and footsteps, like somebody ran past me just a few feet to my right and like hit or well, I don't know what they did. They ran past me to the fence behind me. So there's a fence twenty feet behind me. The the doublock that I'm facing is twenty feet ahead of me. Somebody runs to my right, let's send a couple of feet of me. Sometump dump dump dump, like it's a biped it's a person, right, And then all I hear the fence behind me like like someone hit it, like bang. But then I heard nothing after that, so I thought he probably ran into the fence and then kind of like dropped and the other person like ran the other direction. So I heard two footballs and I'm holding this light towards them. I'm saying like, hey, you can't be here. You're not supposed to be here. And I presume they thought I could see them, but I could see nothing. The splash like illuminated nothing, so I saw nothing at all. But somebody ran like a couple of feet to my right and hit this fence, and then somebody else ran the other direction around the other side of the house. Anyways, scary event. I dropped my stuff. I think there's kids on the property, so I go and I get a baseball that and I stomp around the property like hey, you don't belong here for like ten minutes, fifteen minutes, because you know, I'm the man of the household. I'm supposed to you know, I've never been in a situation like this before, and I don't what to do. So I'm this wanted to go put on a show like, hey, this is our this is our house, is our property, and then I take care of the cats and go to bed and forget about it. And this is where the story switches over to tea because at night when I fall asleep, something happened. What happened to you? So always the interesting things that happened at our place happened between like two to three am or like three point thirty. That's like the witching. So we're sound asleep and both of us are pretty you know, like good sleepers, you know. And I got absolutely jolted out of my skin. So if you can think the wall that's facing where Edward had all this activity and that that evening, that is our bedroom wall, and that's the same wall that has our headboard up against it. And then above the headboard is this wide painting that hangs above the headboard. It's about the same width of the bed. And so I got completely jolted out of my skin with a Someone was smacking their hands right between our two heads, right above our headboard, right underneath the painting one two, three, four five. And what was so crazy was that the force of this and it just it's like the sound of like a like someone smacking their hand hard against the outside of the house, the outside wall, and it's as a sighting. By the way, the house has sighting on it. It's not stuck or anything. And what was what was so jolting was not only is the headboard shaking with every blow to the house, so was the painting. And I thought I was scared the painting was going to fall down on her heads. And the the the force, like the sound coming from the spot right between her two heads, like above the headboard was a witch that was bigger than a large man's hand. It was like a large a very large dinner plate or a small serving tray like that size. And so I could every time a blow happened, you can feel the headboard in the pain like that. And I'm like, I'm like lightly punching him. I'm like, did you hear that? And of course it takes him like a few seconds to come to because at the times you could sleep like through locomotive. And she wakes me up and she tells me that somebody came and banged on on the house. But I don't don't have a sense of like how big this hand was and what she's conveying, Like she just said, look, it was so so they hit it so hard, like the headboard shook, and I'm like, yeah, well, okay, you know a teenager can do that. And you know, but like the painting kind of like flung out a little bit from the wall to ying. Okay, well, you know the teenager, except that I chased them off, so they came back and they wanted to, you know, they wanted to, let me know, put me in my place. You know. So even though i'd heard a big foot and whatnot, I know that like a house slapping thing is kind of normal. You tell me that. You listen to the podcast and you're saying that, like, so, yeah, at nighttime I was walking out here and something dropped this big old mineral block and took off running. And then later that night something was slapping the side of the house. But I had no idea that it was bigfoot. Yeah, I know, I deserve this. But the thing is, at the time, I was thinking, like, this is Arizona. Yeah, they live here, there's no none of that. It took me a long time. That's that's what's kind of like shameful. Is like in the time, I don't know why I was so clouded about it, but I just had it in my mind like, oh yeah, no, she had some teenager on the property at some point, like taking a picture through the window. These you know, we've just got these. It's this problem house. You know, their teenage boys. So anyway, I just didn't think beyond that. And since I slept through somehow this crazy experience, so I we we only recognized this one. I remember like six months after this like thinking back and thinking like oh, because it was huge a spot where they were and it wasn't like, you know how Matt, Like you could make a different sound if you were doing like a monkey fist hit, you know, or punching a wall, totally different sound than if you're using your open, flat hand. And it was like it was more than a slap. It was like bam, bam bam five times and the pain is pain. And I thought was gonna come right off the wall. It was. It was nuts. But so go ahead, baby, go ahead. Okay, So so I'm gonna go to a switch to another store, which I know when this one happened exactly. This was a twenty nine I'm going to say exactly, and I'm going to get the date wrong, twenty nineteen in February of it was rainy. It was I think the twenty second so I think if I looked at a computer and went back in time. I think the twenty second is the Thursday morning, But basically that Wednesday I had I had been in the casita and I worked there all day enjoying Taz and box Car, and I've been spending a little bit more time in the casida because earlier that week, and this is the way I remember, and Tea remembers it slightly differently, like we'd had some weird looks, like the cats were acting weird. Like we would go out there, and I remember one time we went in there and we were standing in the doorway and we were calling to the cats. That's broad daylight, and they're really chill cats. It's broad daylight. And box Car is like giving us the weirdest expression. He's freaked out, and he's looking like above and behind us, do you remember all of our heads. So there was one day that Edward was wearing a baseball cap. Yeah, and box Car like ran on box card Jacksie. He looks like a hobo. He's really funny, but he's really relaxed. These cats are they're so two of them. They're just super relaxed. And at the time Taz was no longer with us. Taz had passed away, but Edward showed up wearing you know, a colonel's hat. It was black and what he was wearing it backwards, and box Heart looked right out. And he's seen Edward a thousand times, like Edward always feeds him, so it's not a big deal, and he normally just like slathers all over you, loving and he's just really chill. And so Edward opens the door. I'm behind him and I see Boxhart's face and box Car looks right right at his head, So I don't know. I just figured it was the cap right, and Randon hid like rand and Hidd would not come out for food. It's totally unusual for him. He's he's like a you know, just a disposal for food. He loves it. Ran Hidd wouldn't come out for like, I mean, it was hard. It was like twenty minutes. Like my fear thinking back is that something was standing by behind us that we couldn't see, and it was So that's that's anyways. So that was a couple of days before this story happened. So I decided, Okay, box Car's been acting weird. I need to spend more time with the cats. So I worked from home that whole day, and I fill up the p jug, so it needs to be emptied out front. Like so there's a kreosop books uh, a creosop bush about ten feet in front of the casida, so I empty it. And this this, this was some old tea. This smelled like ammonia, like concentrated on you. Terrible. I probably probably hurt that that poor bush. So but but I I realized later that this might have been an attractant or like maybe claiming a territorial claim of some sort that I was aware of. I've heard a lot of bigfoot stories start out with this story. So yeah. So then so then I go back and I finished my work in all that, and then I I I'm sleeping there that night, and it's very misty but not rainy night, like maybe a little drizzly, And the roof of this casida is slanted. Quick, go ahead, Matt. It was a it was a gallon out there. Gallon. We got it. We got it. I'm embarrassed about it. That's a lot of pe I'm sleeping out there that night, and I hadn't slept out there many times, and at the first it was the first time I slept slept out there like in like the for February for us is like as cold as it gets, like it's that's I mean, I guess it is winter, but it was. It was really cold that night, and there's drizzly and whatnot. And I just I'm I'm hanging out with the boys. I'm reading something I guess on my phone or whatever. I'm I'm in this little loft area. I've got two cats. Oh Tas were there too, so he must he must have still been I remember I remember him. So at any rate, I'm just trying to get back into the story. So there was like when when the weather, when the temperature changes a lot. At our place, there are a few places in the house where like like creaks or noises will come. Like we have a shade thing made out of aluminium that will like you know, bong a couple of times as like changes temperature and like the metal contracts a little bit. It'll kind of like let out some tension a few times, settling noises. And I remember, I'm sitting there and it's like, you know, it's ten o'clock and I'm hearing these kind of like like tapping noises on the outside. I'm like, oh, okay, it's getting colder, so maybe that that wall over there is creaking a little bit because of thermal expansion kind of contracting now. But it just kept happening, and it kept happening, and it kept happening, and after a long time, you start to get that creepy feeling like you're watching things on your phone you're not really paying attention, and then you start really getting this creepy feeling, Oh my gosh, like this, like the temperature hasn't changed in the last hour, Like it's it's one o'clock in the morning. It's been in the forties or high thirties for I guess probably would have been in the forties for hours. Now, Why am I still hearing these like tapping noises on one side of the house or the other. That's gonna come in a second, so I keep hearing these I'm hearing Basically, I was. I felt like I was surrounded and I being like this whole building was getting tapped on and tapped on and tapped on, and I started to get like super scared, and I'm super exhausted too, because I've had this long work day and so I'm like, I'm kind of dozing a little bit and my doze. I don't know why I was focused on Bigfoot, and it may have been the situation I was in, and like I was obsessed with Bigfoot or kind of new about Bigfoot and listen to these shows. I just I kind of remember kind of dozing off a little bit, I'm dreaming about Bigfoot. And I wake up a little bit and I'm thinking about Bigfoot. Oh my gosh, maybe it's a bigfoot tapping on the on the house. But I just can't quite get there. I can't convince myself that they're here really that this would happen to me. And uh so anyway, anyway, so I'm when I when I'm when I fell asleep, I was having this dream that I was back at college and I had a big Foot buddy, and I'm telling them, look, look, you just can't come to class with me. You have to, like people are gonna freak out. You got to go. You know, honestly, Buddie, I love you, but you're gonna have to jump over the fence and kind of like walk this back way otherwise you know, people are gonna panic. So I'm having I think maybe I'm having a dream of a positive interaction. I'm I'm I'm telling that part of the story like this like conscientiously because I want to emphasize I think that they are beings that have some I kind of go a little wou here. I believe the wu because I feel like it was I was getting my surface thoughts read or something like that, and it was saying, like, Hey, what kind of interactions does this guy have with us? And like I fell asleep a little bit, and like I was saying, Oh, he's having positive interaction with the big Foot in his dream. Maybe he could be a friend at any rate. At so I'm not evil to sleep. I'm kind of freaking out, and but I still have convinced myself, Oh, this is just thermal expansion, coeficient whatever, thermal whatever, just knocks. It's not I'm not under siege. And then what happened is this like musical rhythmic tapping. And I've never heard any of else describe this. I still remember like perfectly, and Matt, have you been camping? I know you've been camping a bunch of times. I know there's been some point when you've been under a rain fly where like it's tied to a tree or something and the water pools a little bit there, and we has the water pools, it gets top point where the water is deep enough that like a lot of it spills at the same moment. And then after it's spilled, like the the the closs goes back up and it stops flowing, you know what I'm talking about. Yeah, So I hear this rhythmic tapping, which it was six seven six, Like I kind of want to tap it out here, but it's like it's it's it sounds like a like a falling like it it sounds like twenty exactly twenty rain drops striking, and it's it's a pattern of six and then seven and then six and this perfect rhythmic pattern. I thought, oh, that's amazing, Like it's you know, the water's collecting. This is great for Arizona. We don't get enough. And it's collected at that corner of the roof and it just kind of pitter patterned on that side. That's that's wonderful. And then it did it exactly the same six seven six, and it's at the other corner of the house or sorry, the the little storage building. And then this is when I freak out because I'm like, that's really unusual. I'm gonna get that I haven't forgotten. Yeah, so I have the same pattern them both, and like I like, I'm starting to tingle all over my body. I'm starting to get like hyper ventilating. I'm panicking. I'm like, wait a minute, that is a conscious communication that that is not rain drops. And then it downs on me and I guess, this really terrible sinking feeling is that is the high side of the roof. That is not the low side of the roof. It did the two corners where the roof slopes up, so it couldn't have been water pooling, and then dripping and tapping, and then I knew like, oh my gosh, so there is somebody here. They're tapping on the casino. It's a big foot. Oh my gosh, what am I going to do? And then I started thinking about the p I'm like, oh my gosh, I think I've heard of that. Maybe I maybe it's upset. It's a territorial thing. So I start really panicking and I just stay in a panic all night. I can't sleep and I'm just in this whatever. And at three point fifty am, you know the sun is going to come up, and probably around five thirty, but it is still pitched black. At three fifty it speaks to me through the wall. This Now, this was a terrible idea in my mind when when Tea and I built this building, she said, Oh, I'd love to do art out here. Let's have some big wide windows. We can get some big wide six foot wide four foot all windows that like Bigfoot could just tap on and completely shatter and just step through easily. And I was feeling so exposed and I was panicking. I got in this panic so not I heard it speak to me, and then I like, then I woke up completely. I was a wait a minute, Oh, I just had this crazy dream like it spoke to me, and then it did it again, and while he was awake, And did you say that cats were going nuts too? No, at this point, box Car was relaxed. So that made me think, like box Card heard it before at any rate, so you have to do the voice. So after he hears the voice while he's conscious, so he's conscious, he's texting me my phone, so anytime he's out there more. I was like Okay, do you know worries like I've got my phone on me anything or whatever. So my phone is going nuts, the dinging, and then looking at a text and it's like, so the love of God, do not step outside. Can you see anything out the window right now? Do not step outside? It spoke to me. It's he's like, text after TEXA and he's like panicking. I'm actually surprised he's able to type with a thumb or what my hands? My hands are shaking, shaking. So I was terrified, and I have at the time, I found a video that sounded like very similar to this. I haven't been able to find it since I should have bookmarked it, or maybe it's been I don't know, maybe not found on YouTube. I haven't found anybody. I haven't found a video that sounds like this. What it sounded like to me is it sounds like the Tasmanian Devil from the cartoons the Looney Tunes. And it also sounded like a person talking but instead of like like if you took like a tenth grade or something that's really struggling with English, and like they say uh, like between every word is like uh, that's kind of normal in English kind of the way we're taught it. If you're a place that uh with a growl, that's exactly what this sounded like. And I'm mna see if I can I can do it. I'm psyching myself, thought, I'm getting back in the I don't know how I came across. I would say it was like it was like very very fast gibberish with like a growling, constant undertone on the whole thing. And I fought the time, Oh my gosh, it's gonna kill me. It's upset. And it sounded like something the side of a horse was making this voice. It was super deep. I don't really remember how deep it was. I just remember at the time thing like you'd have to be the size of a horse to be able to talk like this. And I was scared to death and I thought, oh my gosh, terrifying. So I haven't I haven't heard an YouTube videos like that. People talk about the Samurai chatter, know this Sierra Recordings. I don't think that sound it's quite the same, but it's there's like a there's a gibberish chatter, but it's there's not the growling. I don't maybe the growling made me think it was angry, like who out here has a gallon gallon sized bladder? You know, it was marking my territory. I'm not trying to take anything away from your experience. I'm just speaking open minded here. Why do you think it was talking to you? Yeah? So this this comes to like kind of my world view about all this. And you know, from just ringing all sorts of esoteric stuff just just throw it's just throwing a lot of information into and just letting my intuition to sit with everything. And I think that just based on all sorts of paranormal stuff, and it's not acknowledged by our society and it's not the norm. I believe that they are people just like weird people, and that they have some psychic gifts. And the thing is, I don't think that's unusual. I think that's normal. I think it's normal for humans too. I think we're taught not to use them, like I know people talk about it's very common for people reference like oh I felt somebody staring at me right right, Or if somebody goes hunting. There's a lot of people that will hunt for deer whatever, and they teach themselves. Okay, I can't just I can't just stare at the deer. I'm gonna look to the left until until I'm pretty much sure I got the B on it, and then I'm gonna like look at the deer and do the last little bit of aiming and shoot, because if I just stare at the deer for like thirty seconds or sixty seconds, it's gonna know I'm there and like run off. And I have I have tons of thoughts on this, and I don't know if they're gonna I think they'll derail the program, but but I think, like, I mean, there are a lot I have. I have human friends that have like psychic abilities at some level because they practice them, and they pay attention to them, and they nurture them, and they go to school for these things, and they do trainings for this and they have you know, plant experiences or whatever you know, to have you know, they they experience and and train themselves in that. So it's I mean, and if you if you look hard enough on the in the histories, you'll you'll find that, like, you know, the military had a remote viewing program for a long time. Why did they do that? Well, I mean they were getting results. And I think I think we're we're spiritual beings with and I think telepathy and mining and whatnot something that can be taught. I think dowsing is related. I think there's the whole host of different things that kind of point to or suggest, Hey, we have these abilities. It's natural, but we're being we're being taught to ignore them. And if I could add something to your the so the voice. So when he tells me the story, Matt and he found he found a recording online which I thought initially was from this. Was it Serra Nev in the seventies? Okay he sounds so it was when he played he found a recording that match what he heard and played for and I was like, oh my gosh, babe, was sur President was like, I don't know if I could have mustard up enough motor controlled like text, He's like, that's what it sounded like. Like, wow, that's crazy. And that happens to be the darkest corner of the whole property is back there. There's no lights, there's no power, nothing, and all this stuff always happens when there's no moon out. And when he told me this and playfram like you know, it's nuts as I've heard that before, and it's always between like around two to three am, and I would hear it through the bedroom wall when I this was before he moved in with me. I used to hear pacing along that side of the fence, that voice like that, you know, kind of loud Tasmanian double like gibberish voice pacing along that fence line. And I thought, I told myself, Oh, that's just my neighbor who's probably three sheets to the wind. And then as we got closer to my neighbor, I we are doing a campfire in one of our yards one night and you're talking and I think, oh, we had some adult beverages. There are a couple of beers and stuff were passing around. He goes like, oh, no, thanks, I don't drink. And I'm like, what, you don't, and he's like, no, no, I can't. He had some kidney allments years back, and he's never been a drinker. And I'm like, wait a minute, or and I had to like like get together on her notes. I'm like, what in the world was that? So I have been hearing that for years before Edward ever moved in with me, Yeah, she told this to me. And and I think I've heard, I mean, I know i've heard. I don't remember where, but I've heard people tell stories of like like women when they're living by themselves, sometimes a male will come around and be a little interested and just maybe even just to let them know, hey, you're safe here, you know, and just kind of talk to them or whatever. But I don't know what was going on there. The reason I asked about why you thought it was talking to you specifically, is just trying to process the situation. Uh. Usually this type of behavior is associated with what we would call teenagers. Teenagers and their usually not alone. Whenever they do this sort of thing, there's usually more than one, and there's been quite a few reports of others coming along, like mature adults and kind of scolding the teenagers or telling them like, hey, you're too close, or and like the type of vocalization that you were doing that you heard that night. I was just wondering if it might have been a situation where one was talking to another one or scolding another one for you know, tapping on the roof and messing with you, or you know, just something along those lines. But like I said, it's just I don't know. I was just wanting to kind of get your thoughts on it. Oh, you know what, that was an early thought I had, Like actually, in the moment, I'm glad you asked that question. In the moment, I thought, I was like hyperventilating and thinking like, oh, they've been tapping on the the house all night, trying to see if i'll like peek out, like from from where so that we have curtains in there, but they don't close completely, so they were gaps on both sides of the house where this they could be peaking in at me. I had to break the news to you. But they've been watching you for a long time. Okay, you may not know them, but they knew you, right, So, at least in the moment, I was telling myself like, don't move. Maybe they don't know you're here. But they had they they had been. They had been tapping right next to my head, like a foot away from my head a couple of times too, So I I maybe I was trying to convince myself like they don't near here, they're just talking to each other. Yeah, but I don't Yeah, I don't believe that In hindsight, it could have been one talking to the youngsters and tell them, hey, stop teasing that that guy and I in my in the fantasy of my mind, there's there's like a family and and I think the first I think the first day, sorry, the first time they encountered them and they kind of ran past me. I think that was probably the kids, Like I startled them and they ran off in two different directions, right, that's kind of like what teenager can do an olympian jump over a five foot no climb fence and like not not flip over into the dirt. Like I didn't think about that at the time, and like I wondered about that for the longest time because we do get have Alina here, but like I just I cannot, I cannot imagine that I heard it well, I mean I heard a person running. There's a certain cadence to it. And the pigs don't do the same, like they have a shuffle lee and you hear, yeah, totally. So this whoever this was, like was able to run perfectly on you know, slightly rocky soil in pitch black and clear of foot fence. Both of them, yeah, he said, both of them. The other one ran down the other side of the house. I don't know where it was. I didny right. So that was the that was the talk, that was the voice incident. And for the longest time I would tell the story kind of to friends occasionally at social gatherings. I told my coworkers and they all thought they never mentioned it again. They just politely never mentioned it again, and they're like, uh, okay. And and whenever I would tell the story, I would say, yeah, I'm not sure if it was angry or not, but I kind of assume it was angry at me. And I told the story about it. Maybe it could have been about a year ago. It was about a year ago at like Thanksgiving, and a woman that was there that I didn't know very well. I met her literally twice, kind of a friend of a friend, and I told it and she heard it, and she kind of responded. She was she was fun to talk to. She you know, has she I don't know how to describe this. This person says that they have psychic abilities, and I'm cool with that. She's not the only person I know who would say that about themselves. And so, so that was about a year ago. And then I want to say, in March or April of this year, So we're going back like seven or eight months. Tia had gone out shopping with a friend and they had bought some some walkie talkies that said on them, hey this you can you can talk for forty miles or four up to forty two miles and up to is like I think the important word that should be for yeah back, So I remember. So they had a fun time that I went and picked her up and brought her home, and she was driving and trying to talk to Hey, Rowl, can you hear me? Can you hear me? And like literally we barely leave his road, like one hundred yards from his house, we can't hear him anymore. So he's he's like trying to they're trying to play with their walkie talkies. Anyways, we take this walkie talkie home, doesn't work hardly, and we just leave it on and I forget about it. So that's like I think that was a Friday night. So no, that was a Saturday night. And then so Sunday morning, I'm sleeping in and at like seven o'clock in the morning, I hear like the the radio we left it on and charging kind of near where I sleep, and it said hi at like seven o'clock in the morning, not like that though, it was like Hi, that's right, right, And it was kind of a choppy high, and I kind of had the sense like maybe two people were talking in just for a second at the moment, I thought, oh, there's just some cross chatter. Two people are talking, and like, you know, I'm maybe they're on the same channel. They're pretty far away, and I just it just picked up a tiny bit of a stray radio wave. No problem. I went back to sleep, and then like thirty minutes later I started getting a string of text from that woman that I'd met at the Thanksgiving party party who is psychic. And she said like like we had never texted, Like I got her number on my phone and she got mine because we had some common interest. You know, has been doing with like fringy things like it's like psych psychic stuff. That's that's cool. I wanted to get No, we hit it off at the at the party. This is a potential friend, let's look at your number. So she had my number and so my phone starts going off. She'd never texted me before, and she was like Hey, I don't know how to explain this, but I'm getting this message. I should have gotten my phone out and looked at this up and I haven't looked at it in a while, but the gist was out of nowhere. That morning, she she said, I'm getting a message from your hairy friends, like she said, referencing that like Thanksgiving Christmas meal where I'd met her, and she said, they wanted to clarify that that when they spoke to you, it was not in anger. That and she said, I'm getting the sense that you've got a big harry friend, and she specifically referenced that they say hello, they say hello, yeah, so, and so this was literally that the radio in the room had sorry, the walkie talkie had spurted life and said hi. And then thirty minutes later I started getting these texts from her, and it felt like a confirmation and it felt very interesting, but I felt like I don't have an answer for that. I've never heard anybody else with a story like that. This is what happened, and it feels like they're trying to say, hey, you know, we weren't mad at you, Sorry, we freak you out, and get some more of those doub blocks. Yeah, they like the seed blocks a lot with you. Well, we haven't. I haven't. I don't know if it was like conscious or not. I haven't bought one since right. Well, and now, Matt, that was the last time he stayed in the casino. So that's my story. I think that's pretty much. And we have a couple of I'll tell one or two more real real quick one. Oh, I forgot the thing, the most important one. Okay, So I have a Chevy Vault and I park it at the front of the property, at least I did at the time. I don't remember when this was. This had says to be for a couple of years ago, so this was this was before the high that thing that happened this year within the psychic communication, but this was after the Hello through the Wall story from twenty nineteen to February, So this is probably this is probably twenty nineteen or twenty twenty. And I've got this the car charging on the front pad in the front front of the house, and we've got a kind of a garage there that we built the garage, so it had to be it had to be done. So so let's say twenty twenty and I'm I'm just thinking about all these things, Matt. They're all swimming through my head and like Bigfoot and blah blah blah. And I've heard stories about Bigfoot being invisible, and I'm pondering, how can they even be here? You know, we've got a bunch of rabbits. Is that enough to live on there? As well? Coyotes lived here, and I remember that Kumbo said that if there's you know, coyotes can be supported in the environment, then Bigfoot can be subort So I'm thinking through all these things and just trying to weigh and just deliberate all these things. And I have this very strong feeling like like, you know what, I had heard some stories about Bigfoot cloaking and being invisible, and I said, you know what, that kind of makes sense because I've seen I've actually encountered this in a completely different media that has nothing to do with Bigfoot. About like spiritual beings. When they're you know, maybe a higher level of development than we are, they can they can cloak themselves with respect to us, that they're not bothering us, that we're we're doing our evolution and they're doing their thing. But they just hide themselves from us so that they're not interfering, you know, because that would if that would affect our evolution, sort of like a star trek, you know, when they star trek lands on a planet, they're like, oh, we're not gonna we don't want to interfere in our civilization. So I was reading some esoteric fringly stuff on that that subject, and I thought, oh, it makes sense then that they would be invisible and and you know, so you couldn't see them. Maybe they're hypnotizing you or whatever. They have some control over that. And I just was standing by my car and I thought, oh, so there could be one right here, And exactly as I thought that, a big branch on a do you know what an ironwood tree is? An ironwood tree out here in Arizona, Kia told me that you can break a chainsaw trying to cut through an ironwood tree. And this was an ironwood tree. A fresh limb broke at about twelve feet up thirty five feet from me. There is nowhere to hide, there is there's nowhere to stand. There's like a bunch of like spiny bushes, and then there's like a big ironwood branch like twelve feet in the air above it, and the branch snapped, a healthy branch right as I thought that no wind, that no wind at all, bright sunny day, right in front of them, and I was just like oh, And then I remembered, you know, box Car, like getting freaked out and looking at my in like tea saying, oh, you shouldn't be wearing the hat, like the hat is making nervous. I just remember, oh, my gosh, maybe there was an invisibly big foot like right there, you know. And so Matt, I'm I'm I have an invisible Bigfoot buddy. I don't know his name yet, but he's he's called me through a through a friend, through a bro and someday when I'm not so scared that y'all made him, but he's he's around and I don't know. I just in the way I was thinking through it, Oh, bigfoot can be invisible. He could be like right here, right now. I literally thought it, and then like a second later, not even two seconds, like like perfectly timed, the branch breaks. I turn around. I look, I'm like, oh, yeah, oh that makes perfect sense. Well, and then for me it was kind of like, oh, well, he if he if he wanted to hurt me, or if we didn't have a copasitic relationship. I you know, he's in charge of this. I'm he could hurt me if he wanted to. He doesn't want to hurt me, And and I just I thought, oh, I see he's able to he wants to communicate, and he is allowed to communicate a little bit indirectly. But you know, probably in some way that's not interfering with my free will, you know what I mean. I think. So here's the other the thought I have, Matt, is how many times do you have someone come on your show and it's like they saw a big foot at the side of the road, like literally not threatening them, They just glimpsed it, walked into the trees, and they're traumatized for decades, you know, afraid to tell other people, socially isolated, you know, that been the therapy that we are very emotionally fragile species, or at least the way we're raised or taught or raised up to be just super fragile. Where it comes to this like if I saw you know, if I don't know, whatever, it might be an alien or a sasquatch or dog man. People will see these beings terrified and emotionally damaged, and I think, like this guy or this family is like, just what do you have to do or you have to hide yourself around humans otherwise they'll freak out and they'll be emotionally damaged, like emotionally injured. That's how fragile they are. So that's kind of the way I see it as like, Oh, they're being very courteous, you know, they're going to extra mile to like I mean, there are neighbors. We call them the neighbors. The neighbors. Yeah, there are neighbors, and they're good neighbors. Like they're trying not to freak us out, you know, and they know how fragile we are. And Matt that next morning, Edward took me out to see this this limb that had broken. And I was very familiar with the tree. This tree has been there as long as I bought the place in twenty eleven. So this tree is an old tree. And this limb was like three inches thick ironwood. And I know that I've had neighbors like break their chainsaws on cutting ironwood before, and it's like there's no, absolutely no wind that day, and for this to just snap right when he's like, oh, there could be one wing right now and snap, it's like freak And it was. What's crazy was it was still hanging. It was like hanging there so you could It's not like it tore off the tree and fell. It was hanging there after it had snapped itself off the tree, still there. Yeah. I don't really have an explanation for that. I mean, you know, so again circumstantial, it's just timing, but I just don't feel like that's possible. I think it's a clear message and that's how it feels to me, right right. No, I mean if I had experienced that situation, I would probably be sitting exactly where you're at mentally. There's a lot of things, a lot of things in your story anti a story, you know again, that are like firing off little memories of my own and things I've experienced in things I've heard other people talk about, and it's really interesting. I would definitely enjoy the ride and stay in the same mindset that you're in. Yeah. One of the things that you said in the email that really stood out to me was about people kind of setting themselves up for the type of experience they would have, and being open to those type of experiences might result in having those sorts of encounters, as opposed to a person who's just dead set that these are just flesh and blood and just another animal, some sort of undiscovered primate that might ultimately lead them to have that kind of encounter where they wouldn't experience the other things. And I thought that was a really interesting concept. Yeah, I feel like a lot of people. I think I've heard this on your show a lot where people will say like, if you've seen one, then you'll see them, you know. Yeah, And there's some elements it could be just like, oh, you just need to learn how to spot them. I think the other aspect is like when you when when they've when you've seen them, and they know you haven't freaked out, then they're like, Okay, I can let this guy see me. He's not gonna freak out, you know, and I'm gonna slowly accustom him to seeing me. You know. I think I think they I mean, I think they know what we're thinking. This this universe we're in, I feel is a universe of consciousness. Well, I have a lot of reasons for thinking that, and there's a I can't but but I think this. I think this is a conscious universe, and I think that like psychic abilities, I think it's natural. I believe in the do Lars and physics. Like, there's a lot of stuff that we think that is paranormal, and it's really just oh, these are things that are totally natural that fit with the universe we're in. But our science is trying to you know, our science has has built a very small box for us to stand in and has deceived us, you know. And like, you know, if somebody some of the kid is having psychic experiences and it's kind of like more sensitive than the rest, well they take that kid, put them on medications. You know, a generation or two ago, they would have put him in a you know, a home kept away from other people, and jammed ice picks in his noggin, you know what I mean, just horrible stuff. From a very early age, I have definitely believed in at least part of the population having an ability to tap into some sort of psychic abilities on occasion. And I totally agree that it's most likely a scenario where everybody has the ability but not everybody can tap into it or knows how to tap into it, or even thinks about tapping into it. I don't know if it's controlled by environment or outside forces somehow, but I definitely believe that it exists. And therefore, if these things are in fact a type of person, a type of people, like I believe they are, and it is not far fetched at all to think that at least some of them would also have some of those abilities on some level. And uh, yeah, so I don't I don't think it's crazy at all. I don't think any of us crazy. That's kind of where I land with it. And just in I mean, there's so much research and this is getting kind of away from the topic, but just even in terms of like they've done psychological like experiments, there are science experiments you can do on this sort of thing, and they've discovered that like like the first day you do a crossword puzzle like you put in the New York Times, it's the first day it's seen, like it takes a certain amount of time on average for people to break it. After like you know, millions of people do that crossword puzzle. Like if you did that crossword puzzle New to somebody like a week later, they answer all the questions faster on average. Wow. And it's on some level, the cross puzzle answers have kind of gone into the collective consciousness and it's like available to you on some level. I think it's called like the one hundredths months the effect. Oh, that's right, and and there's there's other things like that, like measurable ways in which we can we can see that humans are psychically, we're subconsciously connected to one another. And I think it's a very spirit it's a spiritual teaching too. Like I didn't learn this from anything anybody else. This is something I came to myself after some some a lot of other spiritual readings. And gosh, I know I'm going to get the quote wrong. And this is so important to me, and so it's a super embarrassing if I get this wrong. But like Jesus I think said like love love one another passion. I am saying, yes, love thy neighbor as thyself, right, And I've heard that my whole license as a kid. My mother was a minister, my brother's pastor, very religious family, love my neighbor as thyself. They could have just said love your neighbor a lot, right, or love love people. You know, they said love your neighbor as yourself, and I think the reason why I came to like much later in life and I kind of connected this. There is a there's a book of esoteric teachings called the Raw Materials, which are basically teach that we are all one mind that has like been fragmented to make life interesting, and so you don't know you're a part of the same mind, but there there's evidence, like at some deep levels, like one hundredth monkey effect or whatever. I think the message is love your neighbor as yourself, like not love your neighbor in the same way that you want to be loved. Love your neighbor by consciously recognizing that person is you, It's that person is a fractal of you. It's best for you to that there are good outcomes for your neighbor. It's best for you to love everybody and look for good outcomes for everybody, because they are all you. You are in them, they're in you collectively. You're having this experience of multiplicity, but we really are some sort of collect on some level, a collective consciousness, or we share a collective consciousness. So that's like kind of of where my I guess where more my spirituality comes from, because you know, you can translate Christian ethics very easily into like it translates very easily, I guess you could say. And so I try to live a very ethical life, but by trying to see myself in other people in a very little sense, like recognizing, Hey, that person over there that's doing these stupid things and hurting themselves, it would be good if I could help that person, help them not be hurting themselves, because that person is in me on some mobile. I don't know if it's true, but that's that's the way I'm living. There's a lot of people that believe that these creatures, these beings, whatever you want to call them, can read people's kind of just their spirit, their their their being. It goes beyond just their intent. But as humans, we would most likely understand it as intent. But you know, I mean, we have the same ability. If you meet someone. Sometimes we're caught off guard by the person and we come to the realization that they're not anything like we thought they were. But for the most part, at least some of us are pretty good judges of character and can kind of tell what kind of a person someone is, you know, by observing them and talking to them a little bit. And there's a belief that these creatures can look at a person and see straight into their soul and tell exactly what kind of person they are, and that it takes a certain kind of person for them to have a relationship with them or reveal themselves to them on a different level than no offense tea but them crossing the road in front of a car, for instance. And I'm not saying that Tia is a bad person or that couldn't have one whole experience. I'm just saying, you know, a lot of things can be factored into the idea of why you would have the type of encounters that you've had. Edward, Yeah, I think I think. I think that's I think that could be true. And like to you put it this way sometimes like very similar to what you're saying, Like, how often have you heard somebody say, oh, I'm sure glad I didn't trust my gut feeling just then. You know, I had a gut feeling about this person. I'm so glad I ignored it, you know, right, I think we do have a deep instinct, like sometimes like a primitive psychic response like to people or situations. And I've never heard anybody say I'm glad I didn't follow my gut feeling. And it's interesting to you that you had your experience and then somehow you end up in this relationship with this guy, and now he's had these experiences. Yeah, we're we're happy, we're enjoying ourselves. And we've got neighbors. And Tis got a little list here and she keeps underlining this one. We basically we have a neighbor down the way who probably he has encountered this invisible friend as well, because he was the very very smallest, narrow thumbnail sketch of of situations. He had a dove block out too, and one time he was out hanging to the doug block and he was moving it or something like that, and he just got this like kind of freaky sensation like someone was really staring at him with intent like dread. He said, he felt like he was not that he felt anger, Like he wasn't feeling someone's anger at him. He just felt a presence that could like break him in half, you know what I mean, Like just a very powerful presence looming over him, and he thought, oh my gosh, I'm gonna die right now. And it was the middle of the day, absolute middle of the day. He heard a grunt and like didn't see anything at all, and all he was doing was fussing with a seed block in his front yard and then telling him Edward's telling him the dinner table, like his story, and like you could see Jim's eyes get all big and like, oh my gosh. So yeah, when you put the glove blocks out there, they're not yours anymore. You've given a gift, right, hands off off the boat, right, and Matt, you'll appreciate this. I was talking when I have these kind of talks with friends and stuff, and I try to encourage them, like to don't be afraid, Like, don't be don't be fearful. There's so many wonderful different walks of life around us that we are not even aware of, and that you know, being fearful just you know, pull put the role over your eyes. You know, you don't get any closer reality when you're when you're in the mode of fear. But I was talking to a couple of friends and I was explained to them, and I said, you know what's great is nowadays, like people are talking more and more about cryptids or about esoteric fringe, and they're they're a lot more open to it nowadays. And it's it's slow, it's very slow, but it's happening and it's a beautiful awakening. If you've encountered something you can't explain, whether it be Bigfoot, alien's ghosts or whatever, send me an email at Bigfoot Crossroads at gmail dot com. If you get a chance, check out the website Bigfoot Crossroads dot com. You can finally to the social media merchandise, past episodes, everything you need all in one place. And then until next time, remember there's something in the woods.
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