Members Only Palm Beach: Exclusive Cast Tell-All (Part 2)

Miss Understood with Rachel Uchitel

The conversation continues in Part 2 of our exclusive Members Only Palm Beach cast sit-down on Miss Understood with Rachel Uchitel. Hilary Musser, Taja Abitbol, Romina Ustayev, Rosalyn Yellin, and Maria Cozamanis (aka DJ Tumbles) return to finish the conversation — but this time, the tension explodes.

When Gale Brophy joins the table, the fireworks begin immediately. Old accusations resurface, alliances are questioned, and the women confront the drama that continued long after the Netflix cameras stopped rolling.

Can these relationships ever be repaired, or are the feuds deeper than viewers ever realized? This explosive continuation is a must-listen.

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2026-03-17 96 min Transcript

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[SPEAKER_06]: Welcome to the show.
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you so much Rachel.
[SPEAKER_06]: You absolutely beautiful and congratulations on your marriage.
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_06]: I really appreciate that.
[SPEAKER_07]: All right.
[SPEAKER_07]: So you've been listening to what everybody's been saying.
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you so little.
[SPEAKER_07]: What do you have to say for yourself?
[SPEAKER_06]: Lyr.
[SPEAKER_00]: I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, but you want that fast.
[SPEAKER_00]: Up sometimes.
[SPEAKER_00]: Thanks.
[SPEAKER_06]: Because what you were saying to Roslyn about the premier party, first of all, you know Larry Wall.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, most of the buildings in, you know, Lisa, Roland, oh, Larry Wall.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay, my bodyguard, which had video tapes, because I didn't get a glass of champagne coming in.
[SPEAKER_06]: But Roslyn called me in the car and said,
[SPEAKER_06]: so get ready when you walk in that door to talk to her.
[SPEAKER_03]: Hello, she's saying not here.
[SPEAKER_03]: You came in hot, that was no book out.
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm on your own, I understand.
[SPEAKER_03]: Why would love to have a double hit with placements?
[SPEAKER_06]: So I wobble a little because I did it at a 45-year-old.
[SPEAKER_06]: So on heels, some little end steady.
[SPEAKER_06]: But, you know, Roslin had smoke coming out of my ears.
[SPEAKER_06]: I guess I did look for a glass of champagne, but there was no more glass of champagne since these are rolling very well, dotty, and my bodyguard chauffeur, well, an hour late.
[SPEAKER_06]: So there were not even post-weeks as for us to sign that we did, we've been using our videos, we can use our photos.
[SPEAKER_06]: So, I thought the glasses on a table,
[SPEAKER_06]: were, you know, welcoming glass.
[SPEAKER_06]: Like, at every party has a welcoming glass.
[SPEAKER_06]: But we did have a welcoming glass.
[SPEAKER_06]: Well, I keep in an hour late.
[SPEAKER_06]: So the girl, that beautiful girl out in front.
[SPEAKER_06]: And it was a, it looked like a beautiful party.
[SPEAKER_06]: And you did ask from money to Hillary.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I'm not drawing you.
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, my God.
[SPEAKER_06]: Hillary said, I, I have, I have it on a text.
[SPEAKER_06]: But I only am saying this because I wouldn't show us a ton of the last show was that maybe she asked you to I asked you to tell me I suggest I could not tell you what you were talking about.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's a show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show show
[SPEAKER_01]: said to Jaja, well, kind of helped you need.
[SPEAKER_01]: You seem to want to do this all yourself, but can we pitch in as a new guy and for her?
[SPEAKER_05]: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
[SPEAKER_05]: That's it.
[SPEAKER_05]: So Maria was nice enough.
[SPEAKER_05]: She sent $1,000.
[SPEAKER_05]: And nobody else contributed.
[SPEAKER_05]: But I didn't ask except for Hillary Maria.
[SPEAKER_05]: Who's who I did?
[SPEAKER_02]: She's really not.
[SPEAKER_02]: She's actually not sure if me.
[SPEAKER_02]: She gave me half because I thought I was Sunday and she said, well, that was very nice for you.
[SPEAKER_03]: And he didn't give you $1,000 cash, but my husband, he felt it was more important.
[SPEAKER_03]: to make a donation there.
[SPEAKER_03]: And he did, he bid on two tickets and even $3,500 to the David cone foundation.
[SPEAKER_03]: And he thought that would be appreciated.
[SPEAKER_03]: He bought an auction item, right?
[SPEAKER_03]: And he loved it.
[SPEAKER_06]: And everybody might talk to the items.
[SPEAKER_03]: But he failed and said it giving his house an order.
[SPEAKER_03]: OK, that's very nice.
[SPEAKER_03]: But he was I at that was to ask.
[SPEAKER_03]: No, I definitely like this thing.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, so both of us can make that out of here.
[SPEAKER_03]: That is clear.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, let's do it.
[SPEAKER_03]: Call them, they have what I'm doing.
[SPEAKER_03]: It's 35 times.
[SPEAKER_03]: Call them it tip.
[SPEAKER_07]: Oh, that's right.
[SPEAKER_07]: So what I'd like to be clear about is that we heard before you walked in, then you must have seen something.
[SPEAKER_06]: No, I'm not.
[SPEAKER_06]: See you, took phone call, Larry Wong.
[SPEAKER_06]: sent up the newsweek that's when newsweek actually made a rebuttal about the truth what happened that night okay and but you're so happy you have a lot of work on two different I'm still TMC to everything from that she was strong
[SPEAKER_05]: That's what you're talking about on the way to the premier in the way that you got from Rob.
[SPEAKER_05]: Well, he's not the article have come out.
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't know why you were barely watching out her days, why are you upset when you got to the party because we're trying to figure out because.
[SPEAKER_06]: Roslin called me and said, you have a lawsuit.
[SPEAKER_06]: There's an article that just came out that you have and it's terrible about you.
[SPEAKER_06]: And that, Roslin plays the angel.
[SPEAKER_07]: Look at Roslin plays the.
[SPEAKER_06]: Hi, what I'm trying to figure out was I think you're what you're saying is you're mixing up days because I don't know I'm not going to talk to you today So that was one hour late and it was a newsweek article that came out she told me Yeah, so that's why you heard her and I talking
[SPEAKER_06]: because she was saying, yeah, you never will lost.
[SPEAKER_03]: She didn't have enough right now, right there.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, it's right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there
[SPEAKER_05]: Melissa Butler is probably one of my very friends saying that if you need me to stay what happened with Gail, I saw everything.
[SPEAKER_05]: So, so you look as Melissa Butler, then why did she walk out with machines?
[SPEAKER_05]: She has actually wanted, because it looks like you were, you know, a little wobbly and that you needed help to walk out.
[SPEAKER_03]: Look at you.
[SPEAKER_03]: Look at you.
[SPEAKER_03]: Look at you.
[SPEAKER_03]: She doesn't want to jump at you.
[SPEAKER_03]: Same who's not here.
[SPEAKER_03]: That is one of my best friends.
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm sorry.
[SPEAKER_03]: She's not, but she did tell me straight up.
[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, you're going to tell him.
[SPEAKER_06]: And Melissa, but I don't work with her.
[SPEAKER_06]: It was not one of my best friends.
[SPEAKER_03]: But she did say, I love her.
[SPEAKER_03]: She would side with Tasha, one of her sons.
[SPEAKER_06]: Everybody's your best friend.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_03]: So hold on.
[SPEAKER_03]: She lets her back to Gaeong.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: Because she's like, I got it.
[SPEAKER_07]: She's like, I don't even know what the article said.
[SPEAKER_00]: What article was done that to the day that the show was called up with you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Let me just clarify something too.
[SPEAKER_07]: Because I think that when you're talking about is the article about what happened at the premiere, you're talking about what happened after.
[SPEAKER_08]: So what were you?
[SPEAKER_07]: But you couldn't have had anything like that.
[SPEAKER_07]: What was the article that was so sad day?
[SPEAKER_07]: It was news week.
[SPEAKER_07]: About what though?
[SPEAKER_07]: What were you so mad about?
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm trying to get a gun.
[SPEAKER_06]: You didn't really get the whole reading.
[SPEAKER_06]: I asked Larry Wall because he was sitting in the front with my bodyguard show for Torea.
[SPEAKER_07]: OK. And you know, do you remember you didn't know what you were mad about?
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_06]: Exactly.
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, this was bad.
[SPEAKER_06]: That while I'm told me, yes.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I finally had a lawsuit against Hill.
[SPEAKER_03]: That is not true.
[SPEAKER_03]: But.
[SPEAKER_03]: I was a teacher, yes, I have told her, because she was talking about it.
[SPEAKER_03]: If somebody is slandering you, then you do have a lawsuit.
[SPEAKER_03]: Got it.
[SPEAKER_03]: But I wasn't talking about that minute.
[SPEAKER_06]: You said what right now on Tasha, Ben Moralaga.
[SPEAKER_05]: But we never need to know each other about it.
[SPEAKER_05]: Then we're good.
[SPEAKER_05]: But I think we say a word about you before the promenade is such an after.
[SPEAKER_05]: I don't know the last two judges in me.
[SPEAKER_05]: That's the end of it.
[SPEAKER_05]: I apologize to you.
[SPEAKER_05]: But that was after the premiere.
[SPEAKER_05]: What are you talking about that happened before?
[SPEAKER_06]: She doesn't even remember.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm just here with you now.
[SPEAKER_06]: I can show you the art of Kongang.
[SPEAKER_06]: I just don't have an in front of me.
[SPEAKER_07]: So anyways, you were talking with us.
[SPEAKER_07]: We haven't done this for a long time.
[SPEAKER_07]: We're called on.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_07]: You guys are good.
[SPEAKER_07]: We all know that.
[SPEAKER_07]: We all did this.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: So you add a conversation with Roslan, which upset Tasha, and ultimately led to you getting kicked out.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_07]: So you recall that.
[SPEAKER_06]: Absolutely.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_06]: And you can call it apologizing to her, but she still wanted me out.
[SPEAKER_06]: You did apologize.
[SPEAKER_05]: I did, but he was too late because you had already threatened me.
[SPEAKER_05]: So I didn't know what you were going to do, and he was going to try and fall or I couldn't take a chance in a, you know, a mansion that I thought it made for good TV.
[SPEAKER_05]: It made for all of it, but I said that on purpose, but it's made for you as you threatened me.
[SPEAKER_05]: So,
[SPEAKER_05]: If you guys, I feel that kind of, of course not.
[SPEAKER_05]: I didn't, oh, is that why you threw it to me with a lot of such a loss there might not be what you didn't say.
[SPEAKER_05]: No, you didn't say how much of there might be a loss.
[SPEAKER_05]: You said, I'm still in you and I'm still I didn't say there is going to be a loss of tonight.
[SPEAKER_05]: That is what you said.
[SPEAKER_05]: That you have to wish you to read.
[SPEAKER_05]: I have to.
[SPEAKER_05]: You'll be standing there.
[SPEAKER_05]: There are a lot of people.
[SPEAKER_05]: I did here.
[SPEAKER_05]: I know.
[SPEAKER_05]: I know.
[SPEAKER_07]: We're going to agree to just agree.
[SPEAKER_07]: Because her memory and your memory and everybody else's memory seems to be different.
[SPEAKER_06]: No.
[SPEAKER_07]: Hillary remembers very well.
[SPEAKER_07]: And so does Rosalind.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I have.
[SPEAKER_06]: perfect videos.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't know.
[SPEAKER_06]: Absolutely.
[SPEAKER_06]: Everything actually, Lauren Clark, who's here, was a journalist that she did not know that I, you know, I knew and because she's one of my hand those right now.
[SPEAKER_05]: Right.
[SPEAKER_05]: I hired her.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yes, I did.
[SPEAKER_05]: I did.
[SPEAKER_05]: I took her back because she was in the video taping me and it was my party.
[SPEAKER_05]: So I took her phone.
[SPEAKER_05]: That's right.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_05]: And then slap back into her.
[SPEAKER_06]: Do you have a problem?
[UNKNOWN]: No.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay, so do you feel?
[SPEAKER_03]: I do feel the time she was trying.
[SPEAKER_07]: She could say what she wanted.
[SPEAKER_07]: Nobody bought her.
[SPEAKER_07]: Do you feel like you are physically, you know, threatened by what she did?
[SPEAKER_07]: right and yeah you said you took your phone and slapped back in some of these things no that was uh one of the journalists I understand but I'm just trying to get but I did not feel threatened okay but I should all okay so and you're saying that you wobble because of your hip replacements yeah and you have double hip and you have double hip no I had no drinks in me okay and you don't agree with that
[SPEAKER_05]: Well, that's what when I was told because I was called by the check-in people asking who she was because she seems to be drinking different champagne glasses outside.
[SPEAKER_05]: No, I'm getting that off.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_06]: No, but I have nothing.
[SPEAKER_06]: And you can ask Lisa, Lisa will be happy to write a statement.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't sell Larry Wall.
[SPEAKER_06]: Lisa, that's up.
[SPEAKER_06]: You don't have all these in one.
[SPEAKER_02]: OK, so I just stated you're at length.
[SPEAKER_02]: No, what you heard.
[SPEAKER_02]: I've asked if you'll let's move on from that.
[SPEAKER_02]: But I was standing right there.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yeah, she's very skillories.
[SPEAKER_07]: He's very popular.
[SPEAKER_07]: OK, so again, let me explain why I have you on to me.
[SPEAKER_07]: Because as we all know, it's not like he's listening.
[SPEAKER_07]: As we all know, Gayle is actually not part of the cast.
[SPEAKER_06]: Actually, I am.
[SPEAKER_06]: I signed a two year contract.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_06]: So I am.
[SPEAKER_02]: And not for the main cast.
[SPEAKER_02]: There are other friends that help.
[SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, you're a friend of mine.
[SPEAKER_00]: No, no, I signed main.
[SPEAKER_00]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_00]: So yes, she's main cast.
[SPEAKER_07]: Let's go on.
[SPEAKER_07]: She said the classic first season.
[SPEAKER_07]: We're not approved for yet.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: So you're sitting here because there's a lot of question.
[SPEAKER_07]: You were in a lot of scenes.
[SPEAKER_07]: You were somebody that a lot of people talked about.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I feel like this is a good time to get to the bottom.
[SPEAKER_07]: A lot of those questions.
[SPEAKER_07]: Is that okay with you?
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, I'd be very honored.
[SPEAKER_07]: So, let's start with a couple things that we're talking about on the show.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, Laryson, just to dig you on, give your hand, dress up.
[SPEAKER_06]: It's Flagler.
[SPEAKER_06]: I just don't want to give the exact number to it at the fact I don't want to be honest with you.
[SPEAKER_06]: Your mother would have a sending me threats.
[SPEAKER_06]: So I did not want to put myself in danger as a single woman in the house where my and
[SPEAKER_06]: did to her which I apologize five hundred million times.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was back with Stan.
[SPEAKER_07]: That's what we, well, well, we'll get to that.
[SPEAKER_07]: Just one by one at a time.
[SPEAKER_06]: I did not want to give the exact address on Flagler and that home building is absolutely spectacular.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I don't have a problem with your military.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was expecting very much as if this is for men.
[SPEAKER_06]: And you know, I always had.
[SPEAKER_07]: Well, the reason why I was asking.
[SPEAKER_07]: Roslyn.
[SPEAKER_06]: Hey did you I think love absolutely called all of you other than Romina Which is you'd expect to know it.
[SPEAKER_06]: I never talked to her which you we don't we don't have wrong
[SPEAKER_06]: So I didn't know you.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm not just me, but just me, but let me make a, I'm just to do something.
[SPEAKER_06]: I didn't know any of you other than Roslyn.
[SPEAKER_06]: So we've got Roslyn for you, you might not remember.
[SPEAKER_06]: Many, many years, and I thought that we did something.
[SPEAKER_03]: And we did something that they should make.
[SPEAKER_03]: And so yeah, it was like that.
[SPEAKER_03]: And so she was on the job.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, but these are many years ago.
[SPEAKER_06]: Hillary didn't remember it.
[SPEAKER_06]: I didn't remember it.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, we have close friends at Palm Beach in common, but no.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, I just want you to stick to the questions if you don't mind just that I can go through that mess with quick back.
[SPEAKER_07]: So the reason why I brought a Hillary, you know, mentioning not giving your address is because you do a lot of conversation towards Ramina and talking in the show about how important being in Palm Beach on the island.
[SPEAKER_07]: When it's actually you don't live on you live in West Palm Beach.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm all saved on the island of Latin 39 North Ocean for 15 years.
[SPEAKER_06]: My son went to the day school.
[SPEAKER_06]: I lived on the island.
[SPEAKER_07]: No one's saying you did, but I'm just, I'm glad you're up your way out.
[SPEAKER_06]: I like how you're all living.
[SPEAKER_06]: I think Flagler has one of the most beautiful views.
[SPEAKER_06]: She's going to be signed a $46 million on there.
[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you for upping the prize.
[SPEAKER_01]: It is $40,000.
[SPEAKER_01]: $40,000.
[SPEAKER_01]: It was $40,000.
[SPEAKER_01]: No, two and a half for the money.
[SPEAKER_01]: And then the four of them down.
[SPEAKER_01]: Wasn't that a great video?
[SPEAKER_07]: It's my hobby.
[SPEAKER_07]: OK.
[SPEAKER_07]: Let's address, I don't know all of you guys know this, but there is a story going around value in the press, and it was talked about on my podcast, and within your community upon each about a toe-biting story, because you can clarify, do you guys aware of this story?
[SPEAKER_07]: A lot of people have suggested that in the Hamptons, in her past, she bit somebody's toe-off who was the girlfriend or a wife of her ex-husband and her former home, and it was a big
[SPEAKER_07]: piece of information that people were given because they said, well, Gayle is not who she represents on the show.
[SPEAKER_07]: This is a woman who bites people's toes off.
[SPEAKER_07]: She doesn't have the etiquette that she was trying to You know, express to you.
[SPEAKER_07]: So, tell me this story briefly.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, succinctly.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was in the middle of a divorce.
[SPEAKER_06]: And Tasha and you were on the broadcast, and I hate to throw you onto the blast.
[SPEAKER_06]: That's fine, please.
[SPEAKER_06]: Do you, that actually said it, I did.
[SPEAKER_06]: Tasha agreed.
[SPEAKER_06]: But my son called me, because my husband only had, you know, visitation of rights.
[SPEAKER_06]: We had to have some in there at all times, because the girlfriend and friend on the courts down here, the judge felt that they were bulls, not capable of having my son along.
[SPEAKER_06]: So he had called me, I quickly drove over to my camp in house.
[SPEAKER_06]: My husband was not married to this feminine, trust me.
[SPEAKER_06]: She was on every drug on earth.
[SPEAKER_06]: So I run over to grab my son.
[SPEAKER_06]: She attacks me, pushes me down to the ground.
[SPEAKER_06]: I go into cardiac arrest, because I've had four ablations to my heart.
[SPEAKER_06]: I fall down, and as I fall down, I am pushing back with my feet.
[SPEAKER_06]: She bit my toe, not off, but bit it, you know, to a stitch type of thing.
[SPEAKER_06]: But, um, and he threw her on her train to get her out, you know, to the mad department.
[SPEAKER_06]: Um, and it was just total lie.
[SPEAKER_06]: It was all reversed.
[SPEAKER_07]: So you never been to anybody's toe off.
[SPEAKER_07]: Cool, stop.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: Just clarify.
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Um, you're the self-proclaimed random of a con beach.
[SPEAKER_07]: Did somebody pass that title on to you?
[SPEAKER_06]: not self-proclaimed, but I was past a title from Mary Lou Whitney, Mary Lou Cornelius Vanderbilt Whitney, until Mothae, to take over a few of the charities, because we would, and they gave me all the sponsors, so they gave me all the money for that, only that.
[SPEAKER_06]: Browning McLean and all the old guard of Palm Beach gave me all of their social registers.
[SPEAKER_06]: So, you know, they still did the room for me, so it was extremely easy for me to start.
[SPEAKER_06]: And it was, at that time, there was never no such thing, a crown and a baton, is a metaphor.
[SPEAKER_06]: A glass and thought it was real, but, you know, she wanted to be a queen, you know, that's going to take a long long time, not four years.
[SPEAKER_07]: So, it's interesting that you have this kind of animosity to somebody that you spent the entire show building up and being so, I'm very sorry.
[SPEAKER_07]: So, what happened?
[SPEAKER_06]: I overheard her sit there and lie and lie and lie and she just really totally social-climbed off of me and even Hillary said she broke a lawn on the show to give you know things she's going to get credibility from okay so you on the book used me I'm the one who has it's a member chefs so what I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm
[SPEAKER_03]: You used to be a little clear me, I brought you, and I thank you on the show.
[SPEAKER_06]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_03]: Exactly.
[SPEAKER_03]: So don't say I so much.
[SPEAKER_03]: I thank you with a zero that I could get from you.
[SPEAKER_03]: Zero.
[SPEAKER_03]: You don't have money and don't how do you know actually you're all leveraged.
[SPEAKER_06]: I know, yes, I know.
[SPEAKER_06]: I've checked it all out.
[SPEAKER_03]: You're a leverage to think, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
[SPEAKER_03]: This week after week, after week, after week, after week, after week.
[SPEAKER_03]: Anybody who has eyes and watches the show sees how loyal I was to you and I stood up for you and put you on a pedestal fought with all the girls to my own detriment and stood up for you.
[SPEAKER_06]: So don't fight with these girls because you, because of me, she's me.
[SPEAKER_06]: It was because you did not like them.
[SPEAKER_06]: You said he thinks about Maria.
[SPEAKER_06]: I say things about Hillary.
[SPEAKER_06]: I mean, she's very chill.
[SPEAKER_06]: She's very chill.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, I wanted to protect her back because I was grateful that she brought me on the show.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay, I'll move the parties.
[SPEAKER_00]: I just want to say one thing.
[SPEAKER_02]: I just want to say one thing.
[SPEAKER_02]: If you're trying to be heard, it is not a good look for you to come on and start to say things to hurt anybody in any way possible.
[SPEAKER_02]: So, lead with what good you can bring to the table right now because this is your platform and you could say a lot of right things.
[SPEAKER_02]: What's happening right now is not making you look any better.
[SPEAKER_02]: But I feel like you, you did get stuck in that from myself.
[SPEAKER_02]: So, let me send this.
[SPEAKER_02]: by learning everyone else, but you make yourself, I heard you in the other room.
[SPEAKER_02]: I heard you in the room, but let me ask you this.
[SPEAKER_02]: What, what did you bring?
[SPEAKER_02]: Speak from a place of like, you were hurt.
[SPEAKER_02]: Okay, so forget about the witches in this and that.
[SPEAKER_02]: What are you feeling?
[SPEAKER_02]: Because I feel, I feel that since the show came out.
[SPEAKER_02]: This is me, tell me if I'm wrong.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel that you feel that Roslyn pulled back a little bit because perhaps she felt like she didn't like the way the show was shown in some way.
[SPEAKER_02]: And when you said something to what we know about go back to the country, Roslyn didn't like the fact that, you know, it reflected off the show of you.
[SPEAKER_02]: So she thought, hey, that's not something I said.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I need to pull back because I'm seeing things that I don't agree with.
[SPEAKER_02]: So when you felt the pull back,
[SPEAKER_02]: You felt hurt like you did you not feel You felt hurt.
[SPEAKER_02]: You felt hurt.
[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't say that you used altos.
[SPEAKER_06]: You felt used yes because like he's a dad I felt like she has me to really stick up for her and ask for the cash.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay, but listen You know, forget the money.
[SPEAKER_02]: You forget the money.
[SPEAKER_02]: But that was after that was after
[SPEAKER_02]: you felt hurt.
[SPEAKER_02]: So then what happened is that you started doing more press and the focus became about us three specifically because let me ask you something.
[SPEAKER_02]: When we did that live, if I hadn't invited you, like do you honestly think you would have gone and disparaged us and sent stupid things?
[SPEAKER_02]: You probably would have had a great time with us.
[SPEAKER_02]: I personally feel...
[SPEAKER_02]: I wasn't jealous.
[SPEAKER_02]: Well, I personally feel that I was started to feel discarded and then you became a bit.
[SPEAKER_02]: Well, then tell me we're going to see a lot of data.
[SPEAKER_06]: No, at my age, no offense.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't want to go to scot dancing with it.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, shook it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Why are you trying to hurt people with a lot?
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, so let me ask.
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, it's like a lovely cab taxi, me.
[SPEAKER_06]: Your jealous.
[SPEAKER_06]: Your jealous, I mean, like really, at my age, I'm going to be in the avalanche or whatever, you're saying to enjoy avalanche in the dancing very much so that I know you know.
[SPEAKER_06]: Like, yeah, yeah, but I was out of there early, you know, you guys hear young and you shouldn't enjoy your life.
[SPEAKER_03]: So the five of us, the main cast, if we have issues, we are discussing them and overcoming that and moving on.
[SPEAKER_03]: It's not worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's worth it, it's
[SPEAKER_03]: So I stood up for you for eight episodes till the end.
[SPEAKER_03]: Like the trueest friend in the world.
[SPEAKER_03]: You told me also to bring the boss to take out and bring the boss.
[SPEAKER_07]: So let me tell you a little earlier.
[SPEAKER_07]: Let me tell you a little earlier.
[SPEAKER_07]: What did you see, Gail?
[SPEAKER_07]: On the show when you watched it back, that you feel badly about.
[SPEAKER_07]: The bad news.
[SPEAKER_06]: Bad news.
[SPEAKER_06]: What?
[SPEAKER_06]: Everybody, she kept telling me everybody's calling me a phony.
[SPEAKER_06]: Everybody's saying you're a phony, a phony phony phony.
[SPEAKER_06]: Do you think you thought I was a phony?
[SPEAKER_06]: Yes, it's disgusting.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was very...
[SPEAKER_06]: I didn't like the way I treated Ron Mina, I sent her an apology like 16 times.
[SPEAKER_00]: You know, I just I felt you said me an apology and then what I said I don't want to talk about this girl, you said well I'm going to get you off the show that I told the last conversation.
[SPEAKER_06]: Yeah, show me that.
[SPEAKER_00]: the last conversation.
[SPEAKER_00]: I would never know that's not true.
[SPEAKER_00]: You were like, I live on Palm Beach and like that's really good for you, Gail.
[SPEAKER_00]: Very happy.
[SPEAKER_00]: And then you started threatening, I don't know.
[SPEAKER_06]: That's not true.
[SPEAKER_06]: That's not true.
[SPEAKER_07]: You've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done it, you've done
[SPEAKER_06]: about Uzbekistan, go back to your country, right?
[SPEAKER_06]: Um, they, uh, I don't remember them.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: Well, how about, you know, we're speaking such good English after, yeah, but she's been here for 15 years.
[SPEAKER_06]: I think she speaks such beautiful English.
[SPEAKER_07]: Right, but do you see how that sounds?
[SPEAKER_07]: They kind of played back like she, no, you know, I have one lot of old things that come all over different countries.
[SPEAKER_06]: Actually, I'm first generation American, but, um, you know, I saw the difficulties with, with, they had just accents.
[SPEAKER_07]: Right.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: The looking back at the show.
[SPEAKER_07]: Can you understand how it could come off racist, mean being a bully and the question really is, you know, you're from older generation.
[SPEAKER_07]: This is no offense.
[SPEAKER_07]: I mean, you know, obviously a very respected older generation.
[SPEAKER_07]: Is it that this is how you feel and you just don't see that you're saying it or you're saying it to be mean?
[SPEAKER_06]: No, no, I was very wrong.
[SPEAKER_06]: I apologize to my own men in Texas, that I have an emails, or not an email, so I apologize, but in Texas, over and over, to try to let her know that I was truly wrong.
[SPEAKER_06]: Um, you know, it was just a long day, uh, we've been exhausted and, and wait on us and we'll admit I love you and I really mean that and I would like to be your friends, but I don't want to go out and I agree with you, please.
[SPEAKER_06]: I have no choice.
[SPEAKER_06]: See about that.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm very happy to stick on my age, but, um,
[SPEAKER_06]: I felt badly.
[SPEAKER_06]: I felt that was just the wrong thing.
[SPEAKER_06]: I did not know where it was back as Stan was, my apologies, and I am been in a free sis.
[SPEAKER_00]: You know, I would do feeding the hungry chair that, you know, is, well, I would just suggest in the future, never to say to anybody that they should go back to one of their country.
[SPEAKER_00]: It was very, very wrong.
[SPEAKER_00]: Can you have a higher analogy?
[SPEAKER_00]: Is that deer ball?
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you, sweetheart.
[SPEAKER_06]: And that's why even on the 8th episode, I gave you a hug.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I said, you know, I'm so wrong.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I thought we were fine.
[SPEAKER_07]: Comments from life.
[SPEAKER_06]: I think you have a fabulous career ahead of you.
[SPEAKER_06]: And so many things between the fashion.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I'm singing and liking music.
[SPEAKER_06]: You're just young and have it.
[SPEAKER_03]: That was nice.
[SPEAKER_03]: So if we were a show, like they would do them.
[SPEAKER_03]: You said, they were a show.
[SPEAKER_03]: I like the commercials.
[SPEAKER_03]: All right.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I was at Rachel's.
[SPEAKER_07]: A lot of people have commented about how you have just beautifully.
[SPEAKER_07]: Oh, thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: And you are a beautiful one.
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: One of the biggest scenes, though, that they show often is how you fell and your wig came off.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, that was the first time I ever wore a wig.
[SPEAKER_06]: OK.
[SPEAKER_06]: So I didn't know you had to put a band under it.
[SPEAKER_06]: And Rominah, thank you very much.
[SPEAKER_06]: It was very kind of you.
[SPEAKER_06]: you know, in the beginning I took it offensively, but it was very kind of you to send me a wig place and I thank you for that.
[SPEAKER_07]: I want to know what it was like to be and not moment up.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was very grateful, you know, even Tajian, I just had a bad moment and all the girls really rallied around me and I said when I stood up, I said, you know, thank you so much
[SPEAKER_07]: Why, I'm just curious, why did you start wearing wicks?
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, because I was on snowbirds, when we were filming snowbirds.
[SPEAKER_06]: And the hairdressers kept coloring the gray out of my hair and teasing it and putting extensions and pulling them out and it was thinning.
[SPEAKER_06]: Got it.
[SPEAKER_06]: And the girls all wear both, you know, or not, I don't think Hillary does.
[SPEAKER_07]: But this is all by the way.
[SPEAKER_06]: We're wearing, I mean, we're on room.
[SPEAKER_07]: The word you're looking for is extensions.
[SPEAKER_06]: And now it's toppers, you know.
[SPEAKER_06]: And so Rosalind was kind enough to give me her wig girl.
[SPEAKER_06]: Romina was kind enough to give me one.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I think it looks pretty damn good.
[SPEAKER_06]: It we look beautiful.
[SPEAKER_06]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Is there anything else that you feel like you need to clear the air about with these girls?
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't feel like you and Rosalina are 100% there.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm very upset and hurt.
[SPEAKER_06]: I never thought Rosalina would say the things she did when I was sitting outside the sitting to her other than that I thought we were actually fine
[SPEAKER_06]: I really want to be going up to her saying, you know, let's be friends.
[SPEAKER_06]: But we have to do it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, can I help you?
[SPEAKER_02]: You've sent a lot of texts.
[SPEAKER_02]: I've seen them.
[SPEAKER_02]: The voice mail's in the text and you've ripped into her.
[SPEAKER_02]: So she's now speaking in, like, basically in the box to that.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, it is so funny.
[SPEAKER_02]: And you went, she doesn't invite you to any of the parties.
[SPEAKER_02]: But listen to me.
[SPEAKER_02]: Now, the only evil to people is not going to make things that she better.
[SPEAKER_02]: It's where I was responding to that nice things that you've been sending.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't know, but you've been sending her not nice thing.
[SPEAKER_02]: No, she's keep saying I'm jealous.
[SPEAKER_02]: No, no, no, but you're sending her not nice things.
[SPEAKER_02]: I've seen them.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's what I was.
[SPEAKER_02]: Basically, like you are, the thing is like you don't belong here.
[SPEAKER_02]: You don't belong there.
[SPEAKER_02]: They're coming for it.
[SPEAKER_02]: That is not true.
[SPEAKER_02]: Her phone is right over there.
[SPEAKER_06]: Show me one text.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, picture.
[SPEAKER_06]: Our phone isn't right.
[SPEAKER_06]: Yeah, I think we're talking to each other.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, well, I don't want you to tell me I would like you to direct.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, I would like you to show me.
[SPEAKER_07]: No, no, we're not going to do the text right now.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, one text.
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm not telling you about that.
[SPEAKER_06]: here's what I'd like to say about it, just take a break because I actually love you with all my heart itself, I love TV and I love you on this cross and I had loved you very much, I supported you, I introduced you to all my girlfriends and bond each.
[SPEAKER_06]: You think they were all yours, those are my girlfriends.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay, now they've become yours, but they've become both of us.
[SPEAKER_06]: And I even said to you the other day, let's make this nice, we're like in a divorce, or our girlfriends are having to make decisions.
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't put it in the middle only you do that.
[SPEAKER_03]: No, I don't think you're telling.
[SPEAKER_03]: You send people videos of me dancing.
[SPEAKER_03]: You see, look how look hot she is.
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, quite an influencer.
[SPEAKER_03]: I know the dance.
[SPEAKER_03]: I know the dance.
[SPEAKER_06]: Don't forget your finish.
[SPEAKER_06]: and up to here and you're trying to represent moral law, though, you're trying to wrap the same time, me.
[SPEAKER_06]: She said that she had an orgasm when she was giving birth to you, which is the true story.
[SPEAKER_06]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_06]: So, I was saying I had an orgasm when I was eating candy.
[SPEAKER_02]: I know so why is it so bad?
[SPEAKER_02]: Why is it so bad?
[SPEAKER_02]: Let's not show it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Let's not show it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Let's not show it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Let's not show it.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't know.
[SPEAKER_07]: When she's topped it.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, Gail, I'm going to stop you because you got to understand you speak, but then you don't let people respond.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm going to give you a piece of advice.
[SPEAKER_07]: I feel like you're being honest when you talk to her and you say you introduce her to people and I think you feel hurt or left out or something and I feel like that's honest for you.
[SPEAKER_07]: But then it backfires when you're when you just get nuts a day.
[SPEAKER_07]: So she heard it because we all heard it and I think you were being real when you said it, but she also feels a certain way.
[SPEAKER_07]: So just let her say what she feels and maybe if you hear it instead of just hearing what you want to respond to her, then maybe you guys can work something out.
[SPEAKER_07]: Because I think she needs to feel heard.
[SPEAKER_07]: I think that's the issue.
[SPEAKER_03]: You don't listen and you don't let me speak and you don't respect my boundaries as a person.
[SPEAKER_03]: You do that with a lot of people I think.
[SPEAKER_03]: I know I'm really, but
[SPEAKER_03]: I did bring you on the show.
[SPEAKER_03]: I did bring you to the club with me.
[SPEAKER_03]: I am the one who brought you.
[SPEAKER_03]: I, to the show.
[SPEAKER_03]: You mean they'll take it?
[SPEAKER_03]: That's what you call me.
[SPEAKER_03]: No.
[SPEAKER_03]: I treated you to the fashion chart where I love it, that you sent next to me.
[SPEAKER_03]: I treated you for the place of hope, lunch, and yes, I paid for you.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, I did.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, you've never paid to me.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's not the process, you guys.
[SPEAKER_03]: Because she didn't have the tour of you.
[SPEAKER_03]: She didn't have it.
[SPEAKER_03]: She didn't have it.
[SPEAKER_03]: She didn't have it.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, she didn't have it.
[SPEAKER_03]: But your visit.
[SPEAKER_03]: The truth is that I stood up for you.
[SPEAKER_03]: The viewers only know that they saw up to Episode 8.
[SPEAKER_03]: And Rosaline was die hard.
[SPEAKER_03]: It's sticking up for Gal.
[SPEAKER_03]: No matter what you did, you could do no wrong.
[SPEAKER_03]: even though it's clear now that what you did was bragging or talking or saying I know this you know, whatever, uh, Tasha said you did.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_03]: I stood up for you though.
[SPEAKER_03]: I said, Gail doesn't do any of that to the end.
[SPEAKER_06]: Like, yes, you.
[SPEAKER_03]: The message is that I get or they've never seen a friend stick up for someone that much than the first time that you got on a podcast and got some media.
[SPEAKER_03]: Who do you trash?
[SPEAKER_03]: You trash me.
[SPEAKER_03]: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
[SPEAKER_00]: You said, Rosalind, you mean, I saw you in your head.
[SPEAKER_00]: I mean, you.
[SPEAKER_06]: You kept tapping or to even admit that you were tapping as with it.
[SPEAKER_06]: I didn't know what it was.
[SPEAKER_06]: There was room.
[SPEAKER_06]: And everybody, no, we were going to be in the Palm Beach.
[SPEAKER_06]: And in Palm Beach, we were spent even though it's a metaphor of the crown of the taunt, but we were spent certain metaphors, and we don't mock them.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, there's a way we were stuck in great, I know.
[SPEAKER_02]: Girls, you know, I'm listening to it all the loud.
[SPEAKER_02]: This is like the language after we had a call.
[SPEAKER_06]: I am very happy to ask Hillary's opinion.
[SPEAKER_06]: Do you think, well, we both know it's a metaphor, because it's key errors, but
[SPEAKER_01]: if someone we see is a clown she really want my opinion yes i i think that the entire concept is is is embarrassing to me that's it let me finish and please don't talk over me because i don't stand for it
[SPEAKER_01]: I think that the entire thing is embarrassing.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's particularly embarrassing to me because I spend a lot of time on the island.
[SPEAKER_01]: I think that one of the reasons that the people on the island are so offended is because of the whole queen thing.
[SPEAKER_01]: I certainly didn't ask for that.
[SPEAKER_01]: And additionally, when I was asked personally, do you think you are the queen of Palm Beach?
[SPEAKER_01]: My answer to that question in the chair.
[SPEAKER_01]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_01]: I absolutely do not think I'm the queen of pun, and on that.
[SPEAKER_01]: That me finish.
[SPEAKER_01]: I do not think I'm the queen of pun each, and the only queen I know is Elizabeth and unfortunately she just passed away, and there's probably a couple of other queens in the world, like there is a queen of Holland actually, and I couldn't remember what other queens there were.
[SPEAKER_01]: but I find it insulting to depict that any of us would even remotely be the queen of Palm Beach because none of us are even at the caliber or ever worth the cover of some of the people who are very good friends of mine who give
[SPEAKER_01]: hundreds of millions of dollars of charities and I find the whole charitable thing also a little district let me finish despicable and embarrassing because of all the people that I'm close with who do put out all this money and time and effort that really is needed to support those charities in Palm Beach and none of them are in this room.
[SPEAKER_01]: And never were in this room in here for you.
[SPEAKER_01]: So I would just like to say, having sat on many committees and by the way, I downplayed the charity thing because I was so horrified by it, but I'm on five or six different charities this year, but you know what?
[SPEAKER_01]: It doesn't really matter.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I don't like to plan to advocate about it.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I just do whatever I do for friends who else.
[SPEAKER_06]: And that's wonderful.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I think I'm doing wax to reach as a salary if anybody wants to come.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm willing.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I think that,
[SPEAKER_01]: Um, the notion was comical, but it was taken too far.
[SPEAKER_01]: It was taken too far.
[SPEAKER_01]: And, and I think one of the reasons that we've taken such a hit on the island is because it was taken too far.
[SPEAKER_01]: Exactly.
[SPEAKER_01]: And so on particularly emotional on the topic, because I don't like, I agree with to feel like I'm presented as thinking that I am the queen of Palm Beach.
[SPEAKER_01]: Exactly.
[SPEAKER_01]: And as a reason did think about becoming, let me finish you.
[SPEAKER_01]: No, let me finish, like even let me just say this like even on the poster, you know, I'm in the middle of this poster It says who's the queen of Palm Beach and it kind of makes me look like I think I am and I'm sensitive about that because I definitely don't think I am and my comments That's about it touch.
[SPEAKER_01]: Let me finish
[SPEAKER_01]: I definitely don't think I am, and when I was in the chair, I said it and it got cut.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I would like for that to have been on there, because I think I'd decay if there were a couple people about that, oh yeah.
[SPEAKER_01]: And so for me, it's very personal.
[SPEAKER_01]: okay with you and I live here year-round and I spend a lot more time being than you do and I you know and I at least in recent years there's I know you used to spend a lot more germary I've spent a lot more time with these people than anybody here and I've taken the biggest hit for that so care that we were playing with the batons in uh in uh in uh it's a joke no at least that's yeah
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't watch anybody's Instagram and I don't watch any of these podcasts in the only podcast I watched
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, with rosmans, because we are in our own back and and Rachel's all the time, I love Rachel.
[SPEAKER_01]: I love Rachel, but I am not particularly filled with lots of time to watch Instagram and podcast and things like that right now.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm trying to sell my 42 and a half million dollar board just mansion on the water.
[SPEAKER_01]: So, I'm glad you like it.
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm glad you like it.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm glad.
[SPEAKER_03]: Let's not do a side conversation.
[SPEAKER_03]: Sorry, just talking now like the truth is you were on every podcast saying I did sexual acts with a bit hungry taking back the ground
[SPEAKER_03]: You went on Mike, I forgot the shadow.
[SPEAKER_03]: I said to him, and you said to him that Rosemary Allen was doing sexual acts.
[SPEAKER_03]: No, he said it.
[SPEAKER_03]: Talk that you're taking back the credit, but don't.
[SPEAKER_03]: So you were acting like it's real.
[SPEAKER_03]: When I saw it, I laughed and laughed and laughed.
[SPEAKER_03]: And I'm saying it's a metaphor.
[SPEAKER_03]: And chair, I also said, of course, I'm not the queen.
[SPEAKER_03]: But I don't know, can't you have any of this?
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, I know.
[SPEAKER_03]: I know, just to be clear.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I just want to help you out a little bit because the thing is that we watch you on me as a viewer and viewers watch you on the show and assume it's a part right but then when you come off the show and you're still talking about them and the baton as it's a real thing and you know you go and your Instagram is filled with you being
[SPEAKER_07]: the grand-dom of Palm Beach, I'm just trying to have you understand why I think people get offended or confused because I think they think you really do think this and you think there's all these rules and that you don't have much to say besides that and I think that's where it comes off wrong.
[SPEAKER_07]: because you know you have a lot more to you, but no one knows about it yet because you talk about all these other things or you talk about what you used to do in the past.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I think that's where the disconnect is and so I'd like to see more from you.
[SPEAKER_07]: So last question I don't have for you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Two last questions.
[SPEAKER_07]: Are there rules in Tom Beach?
[SPEAKER_06]: actually they really are and even Hillary said it on an episode, you know right actually on the streamer she told Fuzzon, there are rules.
[SPEAKER_07]: What do you think other rules?
[SPEAKER_07]: The real rules?
[SPEAKER_07]: The real rules.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know what, honey, it's changed so much with all this money coming in.
[SPEAKER_06]: I mean, Hillary is a fun feature.
[SPEAKER_06]: So that's why I'm looking at our, but I think with all this money coming in that the island, which normally it was, you know, breastcoats, who you're with, like, just that kind of thing.
[SPEAKER_06]: But now it's changed.
[SPEAKER_06]: It's opened up to, you know, for everybody.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: That's interesting.
[SPEAKER_07]: All right.
[SPEAKER_07]: Lastly, if there is a season two, what do you, and you said you signed a contract, nobody freak out here?
[SPEAKER_07]: If you said you signed a contract for a second year of the season, we don't know if you have.
[SPEAKER_07]: But do you see a story line for yourself as a, as a main character?
[SPEAKER_07]: I'd like to be friends with all the girls.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, they didn't get to know me because honestly, I thought, I was always, she put me on the show, didn't get to know anybody.
[SPEAKER_06]: I always had her back when she would tell me this person or that person or Hillary, especially Hillary, you know, Tajik, Specialtiza.
[SPEAKER_06]: I took that side and I apologize to all of you for that because that was wrong.
[SPEAKER_06]: I really am just a normal girl.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't say I'm wealthy.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't say I don't brag.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't need to drive a world choice actually if I want when I can get one.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, it's like joke.
[SPEAKER_06]: I was in this, you know, and if I wanted a house in Highland on the highway, I could get one.
[SPEAKER_06]: You know, I don't need that.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't need the the fluff.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm just a normal.
[SPEAKER_06]: You're just a notion.
[SPEAKER_06]: I'm a business woman.
[SPEAKER_06]: You actually told me that you are a business.
[SPEAKER_07]: Then you are a backyard barbecue type of girl.
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, yeah, I'm definitely.
[SPEAKER_06]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_05]: Oh, no, I asked one thing, sure.
[SPEAKER_05]: And I, because, you know, you said before that you went all over the press saying that I'm a liar that you never threatened me at my event, which that is not proper etiquette, but then you just said you apologize.
[SPEAKER_05]: So, what were you apologizing for?
[SPEAKER_05]: It's, I was lying.
[SPEAKER_05]: I'm trying to make us all friends.
[SPEAKER_05]: No, but you apologized there on the red.
[SPEAKER_05]: You were saying, I'm sorry.
[SPEAKER_05]: Did you hear her?
[SPEAKER_05]: I found it.
[SPEAKER_05]: I've never not battled.
[SPEAKER_05]: No, you said, girl, it's too late for the apology.
[SPEAKER_05]: At the premiere did I follow you.
[SPEAKER_05]: I just stood at the thing I didn't follow you said it's a little too late for that You can't backtrack so what were you apologizing for if you'd ever friend because I wanted to stay my girlfriends were all in there You know, I That is a wrong I hope you learned the lesson.
[SPEAKER_06]: I just hope you learned the lesson because you did threaten me
[SPEAKER_06]: a frightened gym not specifically that there might be a lawsuit.
[SPEAKER_06]: But that's a threat.
[SPEAKER_06]: But I didn't have the out of threat.
[SPEAKER_06]: I didn't even know until I went to read it.
[SPEAKER_07]: She's saying have you learned the lesson that maybe you should have thrown the lawsuit if you don't even know what you're throwing.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't believe anybody should throw it in a lawsuit.
[SPEAKER_06]: I don't know why she has one against her.
[SPEAKER_06]: She did lots of threat because I was not.
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[SPEAKER_03]: because everyone knows you're hitchhiked.
[SPEAKER_03]: So there you go.
[SPEAKER_03]: You know what's Black Sun?
[SPEAKER_06]: You're the joke.
[SPEAKER_06]: And you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a line, you're a
[SPEAKER_07]: OK, with that, we're going to take a lot of good.
[SPEAKER_06]: You don't both have to look at it.
[SPEAKER_07]: And everyone's going to say, I'll go back to you.
[SPEAKER_03]: That's all they can say.
[SPEAKER_03]: You should be embarrassed if you sit down.
[SPEAKER_03]: George, you should look in the mirror.
[SPEAKER_02]: Cling it.
[UNKNOWN]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: Fine.
[SPEAKER_02]: Oh, wow.
[SPEAKER_02]: I got to ask.
[SPEAKER_02]: You shut.
[SPEAKER_03]: Look at this video.
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't talk about it.
[SPEAKER_03]: I need money like you start selling everyone videos.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, listen, you don't want to be like her student here.
[SPEAKER_03]: We're talking to you season two.
[SPEAKER_03]: Like a really.
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, George.
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm acting like a horse.
[SPEAKER_03]: She said, but you see now you know how she's about to get out.
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm married and I know that it's crazy, it's not like a boy.
[SPEAKER_02]: I know my name.
[SPEAKER_02]: John that.
[SPEAKER_03]: She just said that I'm acting like a whore in this.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, she just said it.
[SPEAKER_03]: Her husband.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_03]: Look at me.
[SPEAKER_03]: My husband is with me when I'm dancing.
[SPEAKER_03]: And he loves it.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, so that was really interesting having Gail here.
[SPEAKER_07]: And all of you had a lot of feelings about that.
[SPEAKER_07]: They are suggesting you should become a therapist.
[SPEAKER_07]: So let's talk to you for a second because we had a lot of to you.
[SPEAKER_02]: Highly uncoolified.
[SPEAKER_02]: Let's go.
[SPEAKER_07]: What did you think after the show came out, how did it affect your business?
[SPEAKER_02]: Um, I mean, when I watched the show, I was happy, like with everything with the show, obviously I saw things that I wasn't a part of, like you watched scenes that you weren't part of filming.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I don't like to watch myself on television.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't like to listen to my voice recorded.
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm just one of those people is yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I wasn't planning on watching this show, which my husband thought was ridiculous.
[SPEAKER_02]: But he did make sense.
[SPEAKER_02]: He said to me, well, how are you going to know how to respond to the ladies?
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, how do you going to know what happened?
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, oh, Tim, for a bit.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: So that's the only reason why I sat down and watched the whole like all eight episodes.
[SPEAKER_02]: But I was happy.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel like I was depicted accurately.
[SPEAKER_02]: And listen I was kind of like surprised why some of the things like people said and they're like interviews I was like oh, no, she didn't too sure But I also I wasn't surprised because I know what I signed up for and at the end of the day I felt like even when we were at interviews We were all a little cheeky right you know I mean that's what kind of makes our friend group fun is like you know a little kiss a little like you know tap on the cheek or whatever But so I was happy with it and I feel like the response that we got afterwards.
[SPEAKER_02]: I was very surprised
[SPEAKER_02]: is that I ended up getting a huge influx of great reception from viewers, and I did not think that that would be the case because we wrapped filming.
[SPEAKER_02]: I said to myself, I was kind of like down on myself because I thought, gosh, I wish I didn't cry as much.
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[SPEAKER_00]: She really doesn't cry this much in normal life.
[SPEAKER_00]: No, I'll tell you what she can.
[SPEAKER_00]: Sorry.
[SPEAKER_02]: So, like, even that one Rosalind was sitting next to me.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I could hear like when Yale was talking or the people were talking, and I could hear like Rosalind breathing next to me, and it's like literally I can hear if I'm breathing change.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like when she's in that mode of like wanting to respond or she feels like, and I can hear it and I'm breathing.
[SPEAKER_02]: So it's like everybody regulates their nervous because it's been differently.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I feel like for me because I'm extremely,
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm very ADHD and I'm very emotionally expressive.
[SPEAKER_02]: So when I'm either really happier, really sad or if I'm very passionate about something, my nervous system, it's always like, oh, down, you think it's a lot of work you see in my husband, he's like, oh, go ahead.
[SPEAKER_02]: He's like, what's going on now?
[SPEAKER_02]: He's gone, he's gone, he's gone, he's gone, he's gone, he's gone.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's a good man.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I know, right, he's the same.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I just feel like sometimes when I feel like somebody is an underdog or being ganked up on or if I feel like even now if you ask me a question and if I thank you.
[SPEAKER_02]: If I feel misunderstood, I'm just understood.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel...
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, um, my nervous system, my auto response is like, that's how I let go of my stress.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, when I hear you go, like, for me, it's just like as soon as I let the tears out, it feels so good.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, even when I'm happy sometimes I cry and I'm like, it's for somebody like that's so beautiful.
[SPEAKER_07]: I feel like you're an empath.
[SPEAKER_07]: like, you know, you have a lot of empathy and it comes out in an emotion.
[SPEAKER_07]: Right.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I know that there was, you know, at the beginning of the show, too, there was a lot of talk about your to emotional and whether or not that was real.
[SPEAKER_07]: But it clearly seems like for you, it's real.
[SPEAKER_07]: And that's how you express yourself.
[SPEAKER_07]: And maybe it's triggered by childhood trauma.
[SPEAKER_07]: Maybe it's just because you're an empath and you feel a lot.
[SPEAKER_07]: All of it.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I agree.
[SPEAKER_02]: And listen, I do agree.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like I watched the show back with their hampend times that I wished that I didn't grind certain moments.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_02]: Where are their times that I did cry?
[SPEAKER_02]: And I wish that, you know, maybe some people were more empathetic at the time that I was crying.
[SPEAKER_02]: Of course.
[SPEAKER_02]: But at the end of the day, I see both signs.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like I do agree that there are appropriate times.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I wish, if I could somehow retrain my nervous, I've worked my whole life.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I'm like working progress.
[SPEAKER_02]: If I could somehow learn how to
[SPEAKER_02]: That's goals for me.
[SPEAKER_02]: If I could do that and one day be able to achieve that, I love to take that home and unpack it at home.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't like to unpack stuff like when I'm out sometimes.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean?
[SPEAKER_07]: But to see it as a positive, I mean, I know it's like something you want to work on, but it makes you very relatable.
[SPEAKER_07]: And it makes people feel for you.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I mean, people like feel like, oh, I know that feeling.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, because you're authentic in whatever way you feel you need to.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't want you to come away from the show feeling like that's something you need to show.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel like it's something that I would love not to so much like suppress just to be a little bit more understood for it and to learn how to refine it a little bit.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, um, but I do love that all the people that reached out.
[SPEAKER_02]: I have like so many messages that people wrote stories like paragraphs similar stories or, you know, thinking me for being real and raw because I feel like especially Palm Beach, a lot of the representation of Palm Beach is people.
[SPEAKER_02]: are superficial.
[SPEAKER_02]: People are not themselves.
[SPEAKER_02]: People don't feel comfortable saying, I feel, you know, you know, isolated today.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel fat today.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't feel pretty today.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't have friends.
[SPEAKER_02]: Can I sit at the lunch table?
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, our vulnerabilities are something that we hold inside all the time.
[SPEAKER_02]: So for me, it feels good sometimes to say, hey, I don't feel okay today.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, hey, I don't feel like you're being a good friend today.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, hey, like, when Hillary and I talked after we finished rap, like, filming, we sat on the phone night.
[SPEAKER_02]: I honestly feel like it was almost four hours.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, we were out of the way.
[SPEAKER_02]: It was more out of it.
[SPEAKER_02]: My husband fell asleep on the couch and he's woke up and he's like, gun, you guys still on the phone.
[SPEAKER_02]: but it was such a great phone conversation because we bonded in that call and we probably both said a couple of like F-bombs, but we both like spoke in understanding one another in like, you know, being vulnerable, not being vulnerable.
[SPEAKER_02]: And at the end of the day, I feel like
[SPEAKER_02]: Sometimes I know some people are like, oh god, here was re-ish's therapist again.
[SPEAKER_02]: I can't help but want to appeal to people sometimes when I feel that thing to have something like For example, I spoke earlier about the tension with Tasha and I really want to say this to you directly because I haven't had a chance to like tell you
[SPEAKER_02]: So I feel that there has been some tension where there's been some divide and we haven't talked in the past several weeks.
[SPEAKER_02]: I wish that wasn't true, you know what I wish that we were on good terms and you know, people see us hanging out, we're doing TikToks and I wish it would be with all you guys.
[SPEAKER_02]: And maybe probably I want to do it TikTok with us, but whatever.
[SPEAKER_02]: But what I'm saying is that I feel sometimes, there's always gonna be a time that one of us is not happy, one of us is not mad at the other person or whatever.
[SPEAKER_02]: I just feel sometimes I wish we could maybe dig into our nicer appealing place where we say, hey, you know, you hurt me or, and I feel like I don't have that comfort with you.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like I feel like sometimes if I feel a certain way, I don't feel that our friendship feels safe for me to like be like, hey, this is what I'm feeling where this is what I heard because I feel like
[SPEAKER_02]: the invitation emotionally hasn't been there for me because we all keep ourselves differently.
[SPEAKER_02]: So maybe for you, you like to kind of navigate a certain way because you don't like all that mushy stuff or I don't know.
[SPEAKER_02]: I just I personally it's a me thing.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't feel like I have that comfort to like come and try to appeal to you and eat regard.
[SPEAKER_02]: But also to it's like I feel like a lot of times when stuff does happen, you do go into like this very like masculine space.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I feel like I'm always digging it to my inner child.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel like I do have trauma for my child too.
[SPEAKER_02]: And you've spoken about it a little bit.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel like sometimes when you do throw daggers, is it coming from a place where, hey, you know what they always say?
[SPEAKER_02]: Hurt people hurt people like, and I think to myself, maybe Tasha's not meaning to like not be nice right now.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean?
[SPEAKER_02]: Maybe that's like a defense mechanism.
[SPEAKER_05]: Like, well, I don't think that it was always like this with us.
[SPEAKER_05]: I think that when you cried in that scene at a healthy house, like I cried too.
[SPEAKER_05]: like I was upset seeing you upset.
[SPEAKER_05]: So I don't think that's the case.
[SPEAKER_05]: Maybe now because of things that I've heard, you heard, he said she said, I don't want to talk about that.
[SPEAKER_05]: Like this group has had a lot of conflicts.
[SPEAKER_05]: All we can find resolution as well.
[SPEAKER_05]: But do I like twisted on me?
[SPEAKER_02]: No, no, no, I'm not twisting it.
[SPEAKER_02]: What I'm trying to say is that,
[SPEAKER_02]: It has been like I have found an in with everybody so far and it was a puzzle piece for me to work out with Hillary.
[SPEAKER_02]: It was a puzzle piece for me to work out with Rosalind because I didn't have that on the day I get that bus.
[SPEAKER_05]: So what I'm saying is you're the one puzzle piece, but we have figured that out in the past, haven't we?
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't think I don't think we've ever 100% figured it out.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel like maybe not 100.
[SPEAKER_02]: We've always come out of the gate and then it's there's always been something that's happened and then we restarted.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I feel like, so we'll just have to restart again.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's just.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, I do know how you open to restart in the class.
[SPEAKER_05]: I'm always open to.
[SPEAKER_02]: Okay, like the old positive things.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, it is.
[SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I just, you know what I like about the group.
[SPEAKER_02]: I, what I appreciate is that, you know, like you're always going to hear things for other people.
[SPEAKER_02]: I do value when somebody can say to me, hey, yeah, you know what?
[SPEAKER_02]: I did say that, or I didn't say it like that, but yeah, you know what?
[SPEAKER_02]: You did piss me off.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I wasn't happy.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I feel like those are adult conversations that you could have with people.
[SPEAKER_02]: But I find it difficult sometimes when it's a situation where
[SPEAKER_05]: If I'm, you know, if people are telling me that you're saying not nice things about oh my god, I can't tell you how many people say that about you about me listen it goes in one year and out the other I don't want to hear it, but I think they're listen to that I will be honest with you.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, they're in the past several weeks when there are known things that there is discord and I know for a fact that it is coming from your side and I'm hurt and I'm like that's not cool.
[SPEAKER_02]: Tasha can be hurtful.
[SPEAKER_02]: Tasha's not a nice person.
[SPEAKER_02]: I do say these things.
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm actually admitting it.
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm admitting it saying, I do say these things.
[SPEAKER_02]: But when the other side is, there's no accountability and for two years, for there to be that you've never once, say, it's hard to feel that you're authentic.
[SPEAKER_02]: It's hard to feel that there's any investment other than just one side, like that's it.
[SPEAKER_02]: This is all you get, and it's hard to look connect.
[SPEAKER_02]: We talked about this.
[SPEAKER_05]: Like I said, and maybe that's how it's been recently, because I've had enough of the he said she said, I don't want to bring up all the bad things you've said about her and all the bad things she said.
[SPEAKER_05]: We talked about it.
[SPEAKER_05]: We talked about it.
[SPEAKER_05]: I don't, it's so negative that I can't even do the he said she said.
[SPEAKER_05]: But this is, I really can't.
[SPEAKER_05]: And that's not in authentic.
[SPEAKER_05]: It's a waste of my time in energy.
[SPEAKER_05]: I don't put energy into negative things.
[SPEAKER_05]: If you want,
[SPEAKER_05]: because that's not how you resolve it.
[SPEAKER_02]: But this is how people are feeling and telling you how I'm feeling.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, but let me stop you.
[SPEAKER_07]: Can I just help for a second?
[SPEAKER_07]: I think she's trying to acknowledge that she said bad things and other people are bad.
[SPEAKER_07]: And she's admitting that.
[SPEAKER_07]: I think what she's trying to say to you is she wants more from you.
[SPEAKER_07]: She wants more from your friendship.
[SPEAKER_07]: She wants to be better friends.
[SPEAKER_07]: Forget what happened in the past.
[SPEAKER_07]: Let's all.
[SPEAKER_07]: And they just said, I'm open.
[SPEAKER_07]: It's about moving forward.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I love about the parents.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I, because I think you're suggesting that that happened in the past.
[SPEAKER_02]: It didn't happen.
[SPEAKER_02]: And what did it happen?
[SPEAKER_02]: She's suggesting that none of it happens.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like what I'm saying doesn't exist.
[SPEAKER_02]: Right.
[SPEAKER_07]: So she's just asking for you to be open to moving forward and being better friend.
[SPEAKER_07]: And something I would say to all of you, I mean, you don't have to listen to me, but listening to all of you guys talk, again, I bring up this shared trauma bond.
[SPEAKER_07]: I would suggest if people talk in,
[SPEAKER_07]: two you guys that you don't know that you know, maybe say, yeah, I understand that's how you thought of Maria or Tasha or Hillary on the show.
[SPEAKER_07]: But you know what?
[SPEAKER_07]: I know them.
[SPEAKER_07]: I have my opinion.
[SPEAKER_07]: I was there.
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't want to get into it.
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, because you guys are the glue that holds this together.
[SPEAKER_07]: If you guys got a season two, you guys got to stick together.
[SPEAKER_07]: I mean, you don't have to have a villain.
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, all of you guys want to do well and should, I mean, I know what human nature is hard to want everyone to do well, right?
[SPEAKER_07]: Again, and you guys are all very different people, but the bottom line is my suggestion going forward.
[SPEAKER_07]: I feel like you guys all want to try to have some semblance of niceities between you and it would be helpful that when someone says to you someone said something, whatever about them to be like, you know what?
[SPEAKER_07]: You're not being a good friend right now, because it's starting up bullshit with me and Marie.
[SPEAKER_07]: Somebody says to me, you be like, you know what, I know Tasia, I don't wanna hear it.
[SPEAKER_07]: Like, you know, Tasia's a friend of mine, we have our own issues, but you don't need to tell me.
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, so like, keep everyone else out when it comes to you fight, isn't my suggestion.
[SPEAKER_07]: I think it'd be better because and then just goes directly to each other and says, I'm hearing this is hurting me as opposed to stop you as a minestute.
[SPEAKER_07]: But in between,
[SPEAKER_07]: We need each other too.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_05]: And we need each other too.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_05]: And we need each other too.
[SPEAKER_05]: That's kind of why I've been staying away, but I didn't want to hear that between us.
[SPEAKER_05]: Right.
[SPEAKER_05]: Also.
[SPEAKER_02]: And also in the media, though, like you were still talking of us, not with us.
[SPEAKER_07]: And also she's seeing the three of you guys on, you know, certainly post and then it's maybe here.
[SPEAKER_05]: But this was really good.
[SPEAKER_07]: I get it.
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm just saying leading up too.
[SPEAKER_07]: So here we are now.
[SPEAKER_05]: No, that happened actually right out to date.
[SPEAKER_05]: What do you mean the media that you did?
[SPEAKER_05]: No, like, the immediately like, well, yeah, because you're saying no, because this is what happens before every, like, before we filmed the presentation, it was like a group, let's go against Taja.
[SPEAKER_02]: And then, if that's how you feel, it's like, Taja, Taja, if everybody's seeing something one way and you see it differently, listen, listen.
[SPEAKER_02]: I think it wasn't going to happen.
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[SPEAKER_01]: For me, it's really unusual with this group to feel like I'm actually in the middle.
[SPEAKER_01]: All of a sudden, and I don't want to be in the middle of the three of you, Natasha.
[SPEAKER_01]: And now, I know, part of that party, you and I, we have been with me.
[SPEAKER_01]: You and I talked, I actually apologize.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yeah, yeah, but for, for, like,
[SPEAKER_05]: having that group that original group go against me.
[SPEAKER_05]: So don't you remember that was you said I should have mind to buy some business.
[SPEAKER_05]: Oh, with the other two girls.
[SPEAKER_02]: What do you know about my own business?
[SPEAKER_05]: And you see that's what you said listen.
[SPEAKER_05]: We're going to really
[SPEAKER_05]: I'm telling you my life, but this is what I'm so I'm telling you, I'm telling you your feelings and I'm telling you about my feelings.
[SPEAKER_05]: All right, so moving forward.
[SPEAKER_05]: I would like to have resolution.
[SPEAKER_05]: We had a conflict.
[SPEAKER_05]: Let's focus on a solution.
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm not going to say what I'm saying is that what I'm saying is is that because you said recently that you feel isolated, but I feel like you don't see that you put yourself on that island.
[SPEAKER_02]: Possibly.
[SPEAKER_02]: Okay, we are not going.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's beautiful.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you, you've ever said.
[SPEAKER_02]: Great.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's the most beautiful.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, I mean, I hold on once I get room in a do you have something you would like to ask I think the mover it be sure Say what you want it is.
[SPEAKER_07]: You know what the thing?
[SPEAKER_02]: No rooming out was going to say things that tied into going back to that party because she feels that there's never been Resolution here's the thing.
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't like to go back and break stuff up, but it's hard when you know Somebody says that none of that reality existed when it didn't
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, so this is the, I've realized that with some friendships, you just, you have to see people for whom they are as sure to pass any and that's a lot of bad things to also understand that each person has their own truth.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yes, from their own personal experience, you never know why somebody is maybe colder than you or more emotional than you or gets angry by sort of things.
[SPEAKER_07]: You just have to remember that sometimes you are assuming they're being a terrible person, but it might be because that's your experience.
[SPEAKER_00]: But this isn't an assumption, I understand.
[SPEAKER_00]: What I'm upset about is more of what is true and what acts will happen, and this wasn't aired, but one of the biggest arguments that happened between Mantaja and which was one of the main parts of the pilot episode was that I felt like Taja,
[SPEAKER_00]: was being kind of untruthful by creating a clothing brand out of nowhere and then stating that she's been a fashion designer for 20 years and to me I took it personally because I took a lot of time and I spent a lot of money and I spent a lot of hard work into producing a clothing brand and that's what I wanted to showcase on this show and here you are coming in saying
[SPEAKER_00]: buying clothes from Amazon and putting your name on it and we have the proof and so I felt very very kind of like upset about that because I'm like wait a minute you're going to come in and take all this you know um
[SPEAKER_00]: What word about the foreign credit?
[SPEAKER_00]: Thank you all this credit for something that I put in so much time effort and money into and so I felt very upset about that And then when I tried to speak to you about it.
[SPEAKER_00]: It became this, you know, huge argument wordy stormed up.
[SPEAKER_00]: I don't even remember what you said.
[SPEAKER_00]: I was hoping they were going to air it So I could see and When I spilled the drink and in hell of we were in hellers closet to begin with because I was talking about this and It was so freaking crazy that I don't know
[SPEAKER_00]: things in her closet.
[SPEAKER_00]: I spilled on Taj's jacket.
[SPEAKER_00]: That's why I was so afraid.
[SPEAKER_00]: When she told me that it was Taj's rag for a jacket.
[SPEAKER_00]: Yeah my freaking my heart like fell to my stomach goes like, are you kidding me out of all of
[SPEAKER_00]: Oh, that was on the show.
[SPEAKER_00]: That part, but they didn't explain why it was such a big deal.
[SPEAKER_00]: That was because we just got into this big argument.
[SPEAKER_00]: And I just feel like, listen, I would not care if you were like a fashion designer, too.
[SPEAKER_00]: I think that's amazing.
[SPEAKER_00]: But like that night, now you also came out with song.
[SPEAKER_00]: I'm like, okay, so first, your fashion designer, I don't know what you're doing.
[SPEAKER_05]: When I heard your name, never before.
[SPEAKER_05]: Come on, that's what it's all about, because you're wrong.
[SPEAKER_00]: From the before, let's get the idea out of it.
[SPEAKER_00]: You are modern, it's a creative storyline.
[SPEAKER_00]: What they didn't end up using, she went.
[SPEAKER_05]: OK, so, end to story.
[SPEAKER_02]: You inspire, it's flutter.
[SPEAKER_00]: OK.
[SPEAKER_00]: So, but I'm still like hurt about that and I just wanted you to understand why I was her, not because I felt, you know, like, I just felt like it was something where you wanted to take the credit for something that I was doing.
[SPEAKER_00]: And maybe I'm completely wrong, but we never talked about this.
[SPEAKER_05]: You're completely wrong.
[SPEAKER_05]: Who had this or like do you want to just say why a little more you had this before I do not I do not I don't want to discuss this because it's an insane accusation that
[SPEAKER_05]: ever since I heard her name, I became interested in music and fashion.
[SPEAKER_00]: That is the only thing that means Rosalind are wearing her designs at her wedding, which they didn't include in the show, which I'm glad about, because those also were just Amazon dresses and no, they were white label.
[SPEAKER_05]: Yes, they were white.
[SPEAKER_05]: If you knew anything about business, you would know if that meant.
[SPEAKER_07]: I must say, because we all know you're in husband five, so can you give us some tips or what you've learned having this many husbands on why this one's going to last and your thoughts on marriage and how people should find lasting love?
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm at six a.m. What my book is going to be about.
[SPEAKER_01]: I always say you're really getting right on the neckline.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'll give you a little preview, please.
[SPEAKER_01]: Here on this podcast, well, it has been number five as you all have met is a great guy, like, yeah, it's true.
[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_01]: He is always left smiling.
[SPEAKER_01]: He's always happy, wakes up happy.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I think for me what makes it work is what made my relationship with Cooper's dad work for so long.
[SPEAKER_01]: was he's amused by me.
[SPEAKER_01]: Because to know me, you really have to be amused by me.
[SPEAKER_01]: Otherwise, you know, you might, you know, you're, you're, you're, you're, we're not going to get very far.
[SPEAKER_01]: Because I'm, I'm, I am, I am.
[SPEAKER_01]: you know, sometimes I'm all over the place, you know, I do have adult ATHD.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm doing a million things at once.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm running, I am working 18 hours a day and you have to be amused.
[SPEAKER_01]: You have to think that's cute because, you know, I'm not your typical wife.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm not making dinner.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm not catering.
[SPEAKER_01]: So the relationship works for us because he thinks I'm cute.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, and the other inbeat and so did beat Mozart, right?
[SPEAKER_01]: And maybe that was because he was so much older, right?
[SPEAKER_01]: So that sort of makes sense.
[SPEAKER_01]: He found everything I did adorable.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was mesmerized by my work ethic.
[SPEAKER_01]: He didn't mind sitting in a car with me for hours with me, still making business calls on the way to the pokenose.
[SPEAKER_01]: instead of getting mad at me, which may be a guy my own age would have been like pit enemy.
[SPEAKER_01]: Sure, get off the phone.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was like, way to go girl.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, he lets you be right.
[SPEAKER_01]: So that's like those two relationships are my two best.
[SPEAKER_01]: and my two faves and my two true loves.
[SPEAKER_01]: In between, I think I had a rebound relationship with a really hot guy, and that was- It was the pictures of these guys.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was really hot, and you know, it was just that.
[SPEAKER_01]: I think a girlfriend of mine said, if you don't want to, I might have 20 other girls who do, and I was like, no, I guess I'll take them.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I didn't like dating, and it was too quick of a decision, but he wasn't great to add to my son.
[SPEAKER_01]: And he, you know, he had a wonderful daughter.
[SPEAKER_01]: We happened to have been blind.
[SPEAKER_01]: So there was a lot of family empathy for my family, you know, for her.
[SPEAKER_01]: And that was a very loving between the two kids.
[SPEAKER_01]: So that worked for a while until it didn't, you know, intellectually we were not a good fit.
[SPEAKER_01]: if I could say it that way.
[SPEAKER_01]: And then the next husband was the opposite.
[SPEAKER_01]: Super smart, banker, very conservative.
[SPEAKER_01]: Good looking.
[SPEAKER_01]: Handsome.
[SPEAKER_01]: Very handsome actually.
[SPEAKER_01]: I saw him at Starbucks and I knew immediately that he was supposed to be my husband and that he was a banker from Chicago.
[SPEAKER_01]: That's a little bit of the white witch in me.
[SPEAKER_01]: And it turned out to be true.
[SPEAKER_01]: Wow.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was at truest.
[SPEAKER_01]: BB&T at the time.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was up on that worth avenue thing.
[SPEAKER_01]: He was at Starbucks.
[SPEAKER_01]: And when he walked down the via, I was like, oh my god, the guy I'm supposed to marry just left.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I thought about it all week, and then all of a sudden he was walking by me on the street, and I said to my sister, I've been hanging up the phone because my next husband just walked right by me.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I literally chased him down the street and said, hi back, because he said, I need to me.
[SPEAKER_01]: It was a very cute moment that will ended up lasting in a nine-year relationship.
[SPEAKER_01]: Where at the end of it, I just sort of said, do you think we ought to call it quits?
[SPEAKER_01]: We're like roommates.
[SPEAKER_01]: It was no drama.
[SPEAKER_01]: There was no cheating.
[SPEAKER_01]: Was that the number three?
[SPEAKER_01]: Four.
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, good.
[SPEAKER_01]: One was pre-ped and didn't count because I would have been in all the files, Catholic.
[SPEAKER_07]: So do we think this one is going to last?
[SPEAKER_07]: Is your goal to make it last for us?
[SPEAKER_07]: I think you remember them also well.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_01]: But the goal is yes.
[SPEAKER_01]: I am definitely not looking or thinking or ever going to have a husband number six.
[SPEAKER_01]: Cream up the one.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm sure.
[SPEAKER_01]: Boom.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm not sure.
[SPEAKER_07]: All right.
[SPEAKER_07]: I have some fan questions.
[SPEAKER_07]: People wrote in and asked you guys specific questions.
[SPEAKER_07]: We're going to go through these quicks.
[SPEAKER_07]: So click answers.
[SPEAKER_07]: Rosalind, how has been a parent of five children shaped who you are and how you stay so positive?
[SPEAKER_03]: how being a mom and having five children was obviously the most important thing in my life.
[SPEAKER_03]: I was a full-time mother.
[SPEAKER_03]: I devoted my time to them.
[SPEAKER_03]: I enjoyed it so much.
[SPEAKER_03]: My goal was to make amazing adults and all five of them are high-achieving, amazing adult who support themselves and very proud of them.
[SPEAKER_03]: We had a lot of fun along the way.
[SPEAKER_03]: My husband and I built everything that we have
[SPEAKER_03]: Um, and it's been very fulfilling and I really did fulfill my dreams been moving here and I'm very proud of the life that we've built and I have four grandchildren.
[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, wow.
[SPEAKER_03]: Hello.
[SPEAKER_07]: I follow a question to that as what is your secret to stay so happy and positive?
[SPEAKER_03]: because I love my life, and I have a wonderful life.
[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, I have an amazing husband, extremely happy, and I'm grateful.
[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's very important to be grateful because there's always going to be people who are well-seared, who are prettier, who are very accomplished, who have what seems like everything, but we have to be grateful for what we do have.
[SPEAKER_03]: and killed our own blessings.
[SPEAKER_03]: And we have to really realize that it's not a competition, that everyone is for themselves.
[SPEAKER_03]: And gratitude makes you realize, you know, I have it all.
[SPEAKER_03]: I love that answer, okay?
[SPEAKER_07]: Rameena, who was the most fashionable on the show and why?
[SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, you can say yourself.
[SPEAKER_00]: I think everyone actually kind of really fabulous outfits.
[SPEAKER_00]: And I like that everyone just to their own personal style.
[SPEAKER_00]: I think everyone should have the space to do that.
[SPEAKER_00]: And we shouldn't judge each other's outfits.
[SPEAKER_07]: Taja, you the big grant was doing the show worth it and has it affected your personal brand or your professional brand and either way, good or bad.
[SPEAKER_04]: You know, it's definitely helped add more followers and more sales and didn't hurt it.
[SPEAKER_04]: So it's a good message, you know.
[SPEAKER_07]: Maria did anybody surprise you when you watched it back can win the cameras or when the cameras were rolling about how cast member changed either good way or a bad luck
[SPEAKER_02]: I would say that I understood Roslyn a lot better.
[SPEAKER_02]: I think Roslyn and Hillary both.
[SPEAKER_02]: I think when we were never really close close close close, we were always friendly over the years.
[SPEAKER_02]: We became better friends in the past like year and half two years, but then after watching the show back, because they always say that you don't know somebody until you walked around their shoes or their story.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I understood Roslyn from a completely different perspective.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I had a lot more appreciation
[SPEAKER_02]: But then I understood why she is the way she is sometimes.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I have more empathy towards that because I understand her better.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I understand her love language, so even though sometimes I feel like she's being a certain way, I am a better understanding.
[SPEAKER_02]: And then with Hillary, too, but even not, I found that quite surprisingly, we had a lot more in common, and people would not think that.
[SPEAKER_02]: They would be like, DJ Tumble is the most cross one.
[SPEAKER_02]: And then Hillary, she's two uptight, because I tell people when they write us, they're like,
[SPEAKER_02]: How about that Hillary?
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, how about that Hillary?
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, you don't know.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, she's cool.
[SPEAKER_02]: The funny thing is, is that like, the people only saw certain sides of us on the show.
[SPEAKER_02]: So it's funny, because I feel like we are all very multifaceted.
[SPEAKER_02]: And hopefully with the season two, you guys will get to see a lot more of that.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like of that, because we're funny together, like a lot of times.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, there's more depth to us.
[SPEAKER_02]: There's like just a lot more.
[SPEAKER_02]: Right.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_07]: Hillary, what is, so we also are your closets in your home, right?
[SPEAKER_07]: So what is the number one thing in your life that having $1 million in your bank account has not been able to fix or protect you from?
[SPEAKER_07]: Not assuming you only have $1 million on your bank account.
[SPEAKER_07]: But you know, you understand the question, right?
[SPEAKER_07]: To fix.
[SPEAKER_07]: Like, what is money without money?
[SPEAKER_07]: Like, you know, what does money not fix or help?
[SPEAKER_07]: But in your life, you know what I mean?
[SPEAKER_01]: You know,
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, the happiness is the answer, right?
[SPEAKER_01]: I mean, money definitely does not buy you happiness.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I've definitely been where I am now, which is somewhere in the middle, and I've been up here, and I've been down here.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I would just say in the people that have known me for 40 years, 30 years, I'm aging myself, but we'll tell you, I've never changed, right?
[SPEAKER_01]: He bought that, he smiled, my level of happiness has never changed.
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't actually know what it's like to feel depressed because I don't allow myself to go there.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm always, my sister says to me, I don't know how you're like that jack in the box.
[SPEAKER_01]: We had one week grew up, where that clown that you punched him and bounces up like on a string.
[SPEAKER_01]: Remember that?
[SPEAKER_01]: Do you guys have them?
[SPEAKER_01]: and she goes, how do you do it?"
[SPEAKER_01]: And I said, I don't know.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just who I am.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's built.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's in my DNA.
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't try to do it.
[SPEAKER_01]: So I think it's just happiness, like Rosalind so succinctly and while it's said, her life has brought her a lot of happiness.
[SPEAKER_01]: My life very different, one child,
[SPEAKER_01]: you know, I also filled my life with other things that were important to me to feel accomplished and that was important to me and so that makes me happy.
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, and Cooper makes me happy and the men of my life kept.
[SPEAKER_01]: Some of the time made me happy, if they can't make you happy either, that's the thing about men is we can't look at them and count on them to make us hurt.
[SPEAKER_01]: Right, let's just, you have to find happiness in your purpose and your slot for a new guest.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay, so two more things to do.
[SPEAKER_07]: I'd like to go around each person very briefly.
[SPEAKER_07]: And we can actually grab the baton, Ralph's only grab the baton.
[SPEAKER_07]: Wow.
[SPEAKER_00]: We've upgraded the baton.
[SPEAKER_00]: Just don't put it in your mouth.
[SPEAKER_00]: And how to blow up.
[SPEAKER_05]: I don't think that's gonna fit.
[SPEAKER_05]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_07]: If we could go around briefly and do two things, I'd like you to say, give us a little bit of season two happens.
[SPEAKER_07]: What do you think your story line is?
[SPEAKER_07]: Where do you want to be or what's happening for you in the future?
[SPEAKER_07]: They can want to kind of announce here or talk about that makes you interesting for season two that you're excited about.
[SPEAKER_07]: And the second thing I want you to do is hold the ton and say one nice thing about one cast member to their face.
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm really excited if we get season two for lots of fun and surprises and amazing things that we're going to do.
[SPEAKER_03]: And I think that we can all start off on a very positive thought and everyone can enjoy watching the drama, the ups and downs.
[SPEAKER_03]: I think that there's a lot of
[SPEAKER_03]: women in Palm Beach at in Palm Beach County who want to be on the show and I think that they would make it extremely interesting and spice it up and I'm excited about that.
[SPEAKER_03]: I also did start my own supplement that I worked on.
[SPEAKER_03]: It'll be two years in May so I'm very excited about that.
[SPEAKER_03]: And I just have a lot, so finally, you know, I fulfilled all my dreams that my love and my family, but this is like my time.
[SPEAKER_03]: The show was something that I did.
[SPEAKER_03]: As everyone knows, like my husband wasn't on the show.
[SPEAKER_03]: I did what I'd be on the show.
[SPEAKER_03]: But he was very supportive of me doing it.
[SPEAKER_03]: He said, I never want to tell you not to do something to show.
[SPEAKER_03]: So he's like, you know, you go ahead and do it.
[SPEAKER_03]: So now I wanted to pursue this because I did teach dance fitness.
[SPEAKER_03]: for many, many years.
[SPEAKER_03]: And I was always at two health and beauty.
[SPEAKER_03]: And it's important to me.
[SPEAKER_03]: But in a very proud of all of the things that I could do.
[SPEAKER_03]: The dance I could sing, that is beautifully, but I could do it.
[SPEAKER_03]: I did caddits.
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, no, when I was in paddits, that as a teenager, that was right talent.
[SPEAKER_03]: That's not correct.
[SPEAKER_03]: But, you know, it's just fine.
[SPEAKER_03]: Like, you don't use it, you lose it, which I lost it for sure.
[SPEAKER_03]: Got it.
[SPEAKER_03]: But, you know, I like being in front of the camera.
[SPEAKER_03]: I love doing the reality, and it's just loads and loads of fun.
[SPEAKER_03]: So I'll say something to Maria, okay, good for you at first and you know that because I've told you that speed for but as I've gotten to know you and we think completely open and honest with each other and what we've said about each other we discuss this I've grown to really love you and I
[SPEAKER_03]: think that we actually do a lot more common than people would ever think first see and don't take back or regret anything that I said because what I said has brought me to where we are today and I do think that you're a lovely person and a wonderful friend and you have a heart of gold and I love Damon too.
[SPEAKER_02]: Oh, my God, I don't have to put that to me.
[SPEAKER_02]: Did you write that before you gave me that?
[SPEAKER_02]: No, I just love that.
[SPEAKER_02]: You're so sweet.
[SPEAKER_02]: Why are you so sweet?
[SPEAKER_02]: This is a bad follow-up.
[SPEAKER_02]: And that was so good.
[SPEAKER_02]: Sure.
[SPEAKER_02]: I love you.
[SPEAKER_03]: And then it's, you know, in the beginning, we did not have for each other.
[SPEAKER_03]: And there were a lot of things that, you know, it's not right.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_03]: But I, you know, looked down upon certain things.
[SPEAKER_03]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_03]: And, you know, I always feel that I've grown from this.
[SPEAKER_03]: And I don't want to do that.
[SPEAKER_03]: We're like, thank you.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel that Ramina was a bit like proponent in helping foster that because my eyes were like I was closed off to it I was like Rosanna's so frustrating But Ramina kept appealing to me opening up and thank you because yes, like you know what I mean, so I don't care.
[SPEAKER_02]: That was just cute.
[UNKNOWN]: Yeah
[SPEAKER_02]: Honestly, you know, getting into like a season two or moving forward, you know, the show's been great.
[SPEAKER_02]: We've gotten great reception.
[SPEAKER_02]: I love that people are just loving us.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like it's amazing.
[SPEAKER_02]: And that's actually helped my DJ, you know, career.
[SPEAKER_02]: People are wanting us to come out.
[SPEAKER_02]: They're like, they want me to go play in their cities.
[SPEAKER_02]: And it's just, it's crazy.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like that people are traveling here to see you.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like we had a night that we hosted in Del Rey Beach.
[SPEAKER_02]: And we had people that flew out from
[SPEAKER_02]: So it's amazing, like just to think that people are like, you know, come out to Chicago, come out.
[SPEAKER_02]: So it's been wonderful, because there are opportunities coming out from that.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel that, you know, moving forward, one thing that I'd love to do is that I landed in Palm Beach as DJ temples, like that was my easy shoe end, because there wasn't a lot of expectations put on me.
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, I was able to come in in a different light where people were a little bit more forgiving.
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I wasn't scrutinized as much, because they were like, oh, you know, she comes into the front door, the back door.
[SPEAKER_02]: She's the entertaining.
[SPEAKER_02]: And then they got to know me and they're like, okay, she's cute, like, she's, you know, the DJ table.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: But that's how I developed a lot of my friendships.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel that for me because I'm very, um, I have a competitive nature where I always want to try to strive for the most.
[SPEAKER_02]: I am driven to try to see if, without tumbles, Maria can somehow find her place in on beach.
[SPEAKER_02]: I feel that like everybody deserves to have a place and a space at every table.
[SPEAKER_02]: And regardless of how Palm Beach has, you know, like a stigma as in how they've been traditionally, I feel that there is room for the, you know, old Palm Beach and for a new Palm Beach and I'm much more progressive vibe.
[SPEAKER_02]: And I am not going to, honestly, like, I won't give up until, like, feel like there's been a shift.
[SPEAKER_02]: And we're throwing, you know, the, the events and stuff like that.
[SPEAKER_02]: And they're accepting of, you know, somebody like me at the table, somebody like Rovina at the
[SPEAKER_02]: you know?
[SPEAKER_02]: Amazing.
[SPEAKER_02]: So yeah.
[SPEAKER_02]: Okay, so I have to sit to just one person.
[SPEAKER_02]: Yep, that's one.
[SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_02]: What I'd like to say is I'm actually going to exactly what I just said.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I want to thank Romina because I never thought that little younger you because I was like, oh, I'm going to get the marriage one.
[SPEAKER_02]: That you would be a lesson for me.
[SPEAKER_02]: And the one thing I'm most grateful for is that you were a constant for me and you're all this happened.
[SPEAKER_02]: and I am grateful for that because someone like me needs consistency in my friendship so I value that.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you for opening my eyes because I never would have had the opportunity to get close to Rosalind.
[SPEAKER_02]: We were very misunderstood.
[SPEAKER_02]: So I am grateful that you taught me something.
[SPEAKER_02]: So thank you very much because it helped me actually in many of my friendships.
[SPEAKER_02]: So yes.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you very much.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_02]: That's amazing.
[SPEAKER_01]: Hillary, what I want to get out of the season, too?
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, like what would your storyline be?
[SPEAKER_01]: What are you doing in the future?
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I think clearly my storyline will be the beginning of season, too.
[SPEAKER_01]: the sale of those.
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes.
[SPEAKER_01]: That has been a four year journey for me.
[SPEAKER_01]: It is the by far the most elegant, beautiful, elevated and expensive house making it, you know, a big, you know, deal to sell.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm sorry.
[SPEAKER_07]: I want to interrupt you and say, because I think we've all been there, right?
[SPEAKER_07]: Is everybody good there?
[SPEAKER_07]: to the finished product I don't think so.
[SPEAKER_07]: So I've been there and I want to say that it really was the first time I got to see your work because on the show, you know, you see how fancy your own home is, you see a little bit of them.
[SPEAKER_07]: But it's more than a spec house.
[SPEAKER_07]: It's a really beautifully done custom made home that you are showing me the details that I don't even think about when I look at a home.
[SPEAKER_07]: It was really well done.
[SPEAKER_07]: and it really made me understand what you do and how far do you work on it and I want to commend you for that.
[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_01]: I really want to say it.
[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah Rachel did come to my brokers open and you know it's yes I'm really proud.
[SPEAKER_01]: So I'd love to show
[SPEAKER_01]: the four of you, the house, we can make a time, we can have our own little private, it's morning, that's morning, it's morning.
[SPEAKER_01]: It talks in the house.
[SPEAKER_01]: And you know, I just like to say it's not that I don't want to film.
[SPEAKER_01]: It's that my pages are really business oriented right now.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm trying to keep it that way, because I'm really focused.
[SPEAKER_01]: You'll see a lot of videos on the house.
[SPEAKER_01]: Um, in addition, obviously the fan base is fun and the picture is that people are asking us all to take is really flattering, right, you know, you're sitting at a restaurant.
[SPEAKER_01]: I was in the Bahamas in the casino and, you know, the people come over and they're like,
[SPEAKER_01]: which you might and it's it's self flattering and of course you know at some point I'm sure it maybe a few years down the road it becomes you know something different but right now it's not of exciting and I have my first fan photo the first night after the premiere and my son was with me so it was like long
[SPEAKER_01]: It's your first fan photo, so it's been fun and I've had a lot of collaborations which has been great.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I'm collabing with this to 11 nail like tennis dress.
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I'm so into tennis.
[SPEAKER_01]: Tennis and they're of course, they're like it's so exciting.
[SPEAKER_01]: But I'm really focused on the house and that's my story.
[SPEAKER_01]: So it's where I don't know where I'm going to be out with the house and we start filming, but certainly they want to make sure they get that, you know, and before it sells.
[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm like praying to sell it and praying not to sell it because I really,
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I really want the cameras there, and you know, I know that our EP does too.
[SPEAKER_01]: So that's my main focus, and then interestingly enough, and something I never talk about, is my brokerage business, which I have had a banner year.
[SPEAKER_01]: of four to five times my gross sales of any year I've ever had.
[SPEAKER_01]: And now I have four to five more employees, all women, people that have come to me that have wanted to work for the firm since the show been inspired by what I'm doing.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I never really wanted that many people working for me, but now I'm really enjoying the mentoring.
[SPEAKER_01]: I've done some speaking at universities, and I have a lot of offers for interns, so I've taken on one.
[SPEAKER_01]: So those are all super positive things that, you know, so when people say, wow, you really put yourself out there for the show and was that really good for you.
[SPEAKER_01]: I want to spill all that out.
[SPEAKER_01]: I want to say,
[SPEAKER_01]: to that group of people.
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes, you have no idea what a positive thing this has been for my business, for my self-esteem, for all of it, and I'm really excited about that.
[SPEAKER_01]: So it's really working, you know.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I think that the the the story will be the growth of the brokerage business will be the sale The house and what comes after I'm sure there'll be a lot of phone calls and a lot of work becomes from whoever buys the house You know, I'll still be down there a lot that is always interesting and and on and on.
[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm excited about that and then they'll be the questions.
[SPEAKER_01]: Do you want to search for another property?
[SPEAKER_01]: So maybe we'll go looking
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm not really sure.
[SPEAKER_01]: Great.
[SPEAKER_01]: I think TBD I'll stop talking.
[SPEAKER_01]: I heard that right.
[SPEAKER_01]: I heard that.
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I'm going to come up with this.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I got you like just to give a message.
[SPEAKER_01]: You said that much today.
[SPEAKER_02]: I know you've been pretty quiet.
[SPEAKER_01]: I've been pretty quiet.
[SPEAKER_01]: I was pretty quiet.
[SPEAKER_01]: Um, Tom has just been exceptionally quiet.
[SPEAKER_01]: I would just like to say, but to Georgia.
[SPEAKER_01]: the woman who really had my back for the old show.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I know that most of you basically ate in me throughout the show, and I appreciate that you've not had anything to do with it.
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, you may have called me a longer.
[SPEAKER_01]: But, you know, it's okay.
[SPEAKER_01]: And maybe I came up that way, and maybe I sometimes actually was, and maybe I sometimes actually wasn't, and I was misunderstood.
[SPEAKER_01]: But to Tajaja for really having my back, and I know there's been a lot of tension with the group,
[SPEAKER_01]: And I've really tried to have dodges back because for me, I'm a very loyal person, and I'm standing behind Dodger in the sense that it don't really think that I think she's being misunderstood in all this.
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'd like you all to give her a chance.
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
[SPEAKER_01]: That's true.
[SPEAKER_07]: So that's my
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you, Hillary.
[SPEAKER_07]: You're coming up.
[SPEAKER_00]: I'm reusing this as like a, yes, you are.
[SPEAKER_03]: I think just when we start to the person.
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, just when we start to the person.
[SPEAKER_03]: She was all the whole time.
[SPEAKER_00]: Um, I'll make it short.
[SPEAKER_00]: I think in my, you know, storyline for season two, I will always music and fashion will always be a part of what I'm doing.
[SPEAKER_00]: But I think, you know, navigating the friendships that we've created here is obviously going to be a big part of it.
[SPEAKER_00]: And we still have a lot of work to do and there's, you know, a lot of love that I have for all of you.
[SPEAKER_00]: And I'm really happy to be here, even if it's hard, any job someone takes on is hard.
[SPEAKER_00]: Reality TV is as much of a job as any other job.
[SPEAKER_00]: If just we get to be super vulnerable and showing our personal life.
[SPEAKER_00]: So it's a little bit different.
[SPEAKER_00]: And that's why you get to see us in...
[SPEAKER_00]: you know, sometimes the saddest or most difficult times in our life, so I'm I've always been an open book, so for me it's not that hard and I enjoy what I do and I honestly have love and appreciation for every single one of the ladies, but I want to thank Rosalind because she's the reason that I've on the show, she's the one that referred me, I'll always be super grateful to her because
[SPEAKER_00]: Even though this group has not always been an easy group to be a part of, it's still being a part of a group and I love that and I feel like not every woman out there can say that she has like a strong girl group, yeah, bond, you know, that we can have these serious conflicts and still find the resolution after.
[SPEAKER_00]: So I'm very grateful for that.
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm like God, I was holding that like it was the mic.
[SPEAKER_02]: I know what you're doing, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like
[SPEAKER_05]: So I want to say that I'm happy to see you guys in like, you know, love energy instead of like you know
[SPEAKER_05]: I hate her.
[SPEAKER_05]: I hate, you know, bad energy.
[SPEAKER_05]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_05]: So I'm glad that whatever you guys had got resolved and that you facilitated that.
[SPEAKER_05]: I think that that's great.
[SPEAKER_05]: And even that, you know, the four of you right now have no animosity because that's not how we started and that's not how we ended.
[SPEAKER_05]: You know, so I am.
[SPEAKER_05]: I much rather see this than, you know, have to have fun calls and they're like, hey, no, I can't.
[SPEAKER_05]: Whatever.
[SPEAKER_05]: That is not what I want.
[SPEAKER_05]: Okay.
[SPEAKER_05]: I want us all to empower each other on more about collaborating than competing.
[SPEAKER_05]: I would like to see more of that on season two and and I love it that.
[SPEAKER_05]: We all have a lot of things that, you know, not just in common, but passions that we're pursuing.
[SPEAKER_05]: You know, like, we can all do more than one thing.
[SPEAKER_05]: It doesn't mean that if you just do real estate, you have to stick to that.
[SPEAKER_05]: You do, we can all do multiple things, because I always have done multiple things.
[SPEAKER_05]: I've had whatever restaurants, nightclubs, real estate, like, you know.
[SPEAKER_05]: And I want to also say that if sometimes I've seen like I'm a lone wolf, I grew up an only child, and maybe that has something to do with it.
[SPEAKER_05]: I don't know.
[SPEAKER_05]: So maybe that's why I like get to my
[SPEAKER_05]: you know, um, feel, uh, like, uh, I don't know, like, like, I'm not understood.
[SPEAKER_05]: Misunderstood again.
[SPEAKER_05]: So that's your way is protecting you.
[SPEAKER_05]: I guess so, but that was, you know, I really grew up, like I spent a lot of time alone, right?
[SPEAKER_05]: No, and my whole life, I still do.
[SPEAKER_05]: You know, so I am an only child.
[SPEAKER_05]: I wasn't only child.
[SPEAKER_05]: I do have a brother, but he was born when I was, you know, 18, 17.
[SPEAKER_05]: Oh, so yes, from my mother's second marriage, you know, so, but my whole child today's rough alone, so that probably has something to do with why I may be go off into my own lane.
[SPEAKER_05]: Right.
[SPEAKER_05]: And I would like to be more connected.
[SPEAKER_05]: That's something that I probably need to work on.
[SPEAKER_05]: So you're worried about that.
[SPEAKER_05]: So here, I want to pass the baton.
[SPEAKER_05]: Oh, no.
[SPEAKER_05]: It's heavy, hold on.
[SPEAKER_05]: It's not gonna say that you're wrong.
[SPEAKER_05]: Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
[SPEAKER_03]: I love that set that.
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, I think that was the most vulnerable that a lot of people have seen in a while as we I understand exactly what you're talking about too and I think it's very valid and I I'm hoping after this sit down you guys now
[SPEAKER_07]: I've had the opportunity to share a little bit about yourself.
[SPEAKER_07]: Do you understand a little bit more about the other people?
[SPEAKER_07]: And hopefully you can start on a new foot forward.
[SPEAKER_07]: And hopefully you guys will all gotta see the two.
[SPEAKER_07]: And then you don't.
[SPEAKER_07]: At least hopefully you will be able to salvage some of these friendships.
[SPEAKER_07]: Moving forward because at our age at any age over 18, it is very hard to find new women friends.
[SPEAKER_07]: And to find good will you can trust?
[SPEAKER_07]: So I think you guys are very lucky that you have each other.
[SPEAKER_07]: And I wish for you that you continue those friendships.
[SPEAKER_07]: Regardless of what happens going far.
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_07]: So thank you so much for being on Miss Understood.
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you for having me.
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you for trusting me with your stories.
[SPEAKER_01]: You were great.
[SPEAKER_01]: You were great.
[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you.
[SPEAKER_01]: You were great.
[SPEAKER_02]: You were great.
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you.

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