320. Should I break up with my phone?

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Speaker 1: Hello everybody, and welcome back to the Psychology of Your Twenties, the podcast where we talk through some of the big life changes and transitions of our twenties and what they mean for our psychology.

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Speaker 2: Hello everybody, Welcome back to the show. Welcome back to the podcast. New listeners, old listeners. Wherever you are in the world, it is so great to have you here. Back for another episode as we, of course break down the psychology of our twenties. I've been having this huge desire recently to see what it is like to go without my phone for a week, for a month, maybe forever. And I'm not talking about a digital detox, although that would probably be nice at this point. I am talking about a full breakup, a full intervention, a full divorce between me and my iPhone, because I've been tracking so much of my unhappiness back to this device that has become ubiquitous in all our lives and what it's been doing to my mind and to my productivity, into my relationships, and to my self esteem. We are probably never more than five meters away from our phone at any given time. We take it to the bathroom, even if people think that's gross. A lot of us. Do we spend more time with it than our friends and our own parents. It is this constant force in our lives, so why aren't we examining our relationship with it more. What's really caused me to start thinking about this was not one. It was actually two things. Two things I came across recently. One was a quote. One was an article. The quote was from Henry David through and it essentially said, the cost of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. And ironically it came across my Instagram feed and just kind of reached through the screen and grabbed me, and my brain immediately was like, oh, this is talking about your phone and the habits that you currently have with this device, and how much life or time I'm giving to scrolling and to apps and to social media for very very little reward. It is like a pit that I am sinking so much of my day into almost six hours a day at this point, which is like, honestly a bit disgusting when I say it out loud and in actuality. For how much time I am spending on this thing, I'm getting basically nothing from it, and that time would so much be better spent learning a new skill, or experiencing the world, or being present with my friends. So that quote really just kind of gripped me and has been running through my head a lot recently. The second thing that has me thinking me and my phone need to get some serious distance was an article written by the ABC that I read about a group of teenagers who call themselves the Ludite Club. Ludites, I only just like this is the name of a group of textile workers who during the Industrial Revolution refused to use machinery. They like actively destroyed machinery, like they were anti technology. These kids, the Ludites, they don't have smartphones. They some of them have never had a smartphone. They don't use social media. They have what they call dumb phones, so basically a flip phone with no apps. It's just for emergencies. And they're kind of this group of individuals who seem so connected. They have all these friends, they seem so much happier, so much more self expressive, and just wise beyond their years. And I was reading this article when I was looking at these kids who have kind of gone against our expectations that they would be quite lonely or disconnected, and I felt very, very envious. However, when I also started thinking like, maybe I could do that, maybe I should do that, the first reaction I had was one of like panic and almost anxiety about the thought of not being connected and all these situations I might not be able to handle without my iPhone, And it just brought me this extreme unease and it made me think, any item whose absence creates that's that much of a reaction needs to be rethought, because how can an inanimate object control my emotions, my self perception, my sense of capability that much. How did we kind of let it go this far to the point where a lot of people wouldn't know how to navigate their own city without their phone, They wouldn't know how to get home, they wouldn't know how to entertain themselves, they wouldn't know how to be connected. It's kind of scary when you really start to interrogate how this technology is actually harming us. And I know I sound like such an old lady, like I sound like such a concerned parent, but it is what I want to talk about today. I'm in this weird mental head space of wanting to rethink my technological habits, and I want to see if you guys are feeling the same way, and also how we can find kind of a solution here, because it might not be a full breakup with our smartphones, but there definitely is part of this that we need to rethink. Is there a middle ground or have we just gone too far? What would our brains? What did our brains look like before our smartphones? What do they look like now, what could they look like afterwards? And just so many other questions that I've been having around what this is doing to my mind. So I'm so excited to be able to explore with you guys today. Hopefully give myself some answers, give you guys some answers if you're feeling this too. Without further ado, let's talk about why we should maybe be breaking up with our phones stay with us. So other than that throw a quote and that article, there have been a few other kind of wake up calls for me recently. I would say, firstly, it was a conversation I had with my boyfriend where he kind of made like an offhand comment about me always being on my phone, and it offended me a little bit. But he said to me afterwards, like, surely you know this about yourself. Surely you know that you're someone who's like always working, always on their phone, like this is just kind of who you are. And I was taken aback because I did not think that about myself. It was like a major psychological blind spot for me. Something that is obvious to others obviously not to me, and I kind of had chosen, I guess, in some way to ignore that this is how other people perceived me and this is how I behaved. Then after that, I started really going into my screen time data and just realized, like, wow, I this thing is controlling me more than I'm controlling it. Like I'm picking up my phone three hundred times a day. Each time I'm on it for like two minutes or more, I'm basically giving up my life to this inanimate thing. In like one percent increments. Social media, I think, like most of us, is probably where I spend most of my time. And I think I could largely excuse that because social media is part of my job and so it was justifiable. But really, I think I could only be on social media for thirty minutes a day or less and still do my job. This was again like just an excuse that I was giving to myself, I guess, an excuse to stop me feeling a bit embarrassed or ashamed or alarmed, or like, to stop me from recognizing that something kind of needed to be done. There's also this realization I had that if someone asked me, someone held a gun to my head and said, tell me the last five things that you saw on Instagram or the last five reels that you scroll past on TikTok, I would not be able to tell them. A lot of this scrolling that I was doing and that I still am doing, is entirely mindless. And if I wasn't present with the outside world, which I wasn't because I was on my phone and I obviously wasn't present with whatever was going on with my phone like that, time is basically entirely empty. I basically I could see the argument that I wasn't even conscious in a weird way, and that was kind of a scary feeling. That's just time that it's just been rubbed out by me, just I guess, going numb from watching reels or doing things on my phone. I really would ask you to ask yourself that same question. Could you do that? Could you tell me the last five videos you've liked on TikTok or the last five things you saw on Instagram that genuinely actually change your life. Could you give me any kind of recount on the value being provided by your phone or by social media. Yes, there are small things, but I don't think that value outweighs what it would feel like to not be on your phone. I think that we make all these excuses for technology that no, you know, like I can make online friends and it's made life so much more convenient, and it helps me with this, and it helps me with that. But let's not kid ourselves. There's so much more value in the real world and being outdoors or being really intensely present with a friend than there is ever going to be from some kind of artificial connection that we have through a screen. I think the tension that we have with our phones is that they are actually very useful tools, and they have of course been designed to have all these capabilities and to have convenience in mind. You know, we don't have to carry a map and a notebook and a wallet and a calculator and a flashlight and an address and an address book and a camera around with us like we don't have to carry all of these things, and that's pretty marvelous. Definitely is saving our arms and our shoulders from heavy backpacks and heavy tote bags. Like it has been designed to be helpful, it's also been designed to take up as much of our attention as possible to be an attentional leech. Specifically, the apps we have on them have been created to use the fact that our phones are always close to us and basically an extension of us, as a way to really lure us in and to get us to spend more time and in some ways more money on them and more money within these like digital spaces. Smartphones and you know, social media going go hand in hand. They go hand in hand, and they were both really designed around what psychologists call intermittent reinforcement. Intermittant reinforcement is the same principles used in gambling. Basically, in gambling, you never know when you're going to get a reward. With your phones, you never know when you're going to get a ping, you never know when that person's finally going to text you back, or you're going to receive a like or a message, so you just keep checking just in case. You just keep scrolling just in case you missed something, and in some ways it becomes quite mindless. What maybe started as a dopamine related and dopamine motivated behavior has now become one that's just like entirely normal and devoid of a lot of feeling. Actually, there have been certain former employees of Google and Facebook and Meta and Yahoo who have come out and said, this is what we were doing behind the scenes when we were designing these platforms and we were designing these apps. It was called a race for attention. That's literally what it was called. Because there was this idea, whoever has our attention, has our money, has our ears, has our eyes, can deliver messages, can persuade us, can influence us to act one way or another, and that is an incredibly lucrative business model. And so these apps, and you know, the people who designed our phones had you know, literal neuroscientists on their teams being like, how can we make this more alluring, more flashy, What sounds will attract people the most? How can we get people more hooked in? Now one, we can't stop scrolling. You know, our phones were designed to exploit our deepest psychological vulnerabilities, our deepest biological vulnerabilities. You know, the fact that we craved opamine, the fact that we crave serotonin, and the fact that something like Instagram or social media or any number of things can provide us that in like a very nice snack like bite. I know, I'm kind of starting to sound like a bit of a conspiracy theorist here. And obviously I don't think that there is some big, bad, nefarious plot to have us all reliant on technology and on a to devoid enjoyment from anything else. I don't think there's some big plot to slowly control our minds or whatever else people might put out there. But I do think that because we've taken all of these technological advancements for granted, we haven't considered the implications further down the line for our brain, for our neuroplasticity, for how we socialize. Let's examine that for a second. Because this technology has only been around for let's say twenty years, already, we have seen changes to our brains. You've probably seen a few articles here and there exclaiming that our phones are rewiring our minds and they're making us less human. The truth is a lot more nuanced than the headline suggests. But yes, there is truth in that statement that smartphones are reshaping the way our brains process information, regulate, attention, experience, emotion, think, feel, express, empathy, all the things that make us well human. One major area of concern that I think is on everyone's minds is obviously attention span. I feel like this has gotten a lot worse for me in the past four years, perhaps since COVID. Tell me if you feel the same, But I feel like my attention pre COVID post COVID is so different, and some people will attribute that to smartphone use. So there was a study published in Nature in twenty twenty two that basically found that globally our attention spans have measurably shortened in the last decade, and they link that mainly to rapid fire dopamine driven feedback loops provided by digital content. You know, apps like TikTok and Instagram are designed to overstimulate us, and they have trained our brains to kind of expect novelty and expect some new form of entertainment every few seconds. And because they've been trained to expect that, it makes sustained long term focus and attention feel boring and feel almost intolerable. That's why when you know you've been in a task for a while, you suddenly will have this weird, almost impulsive urge to scroll. It's like your brain begging for like a treat, begging for like a hit. The problem with that is that many of the tasks were required to do as humans, or that we would normally enjoy doing, don't operate on the same dopamine reward scale or the same timeline. Take, for example, working towards a thesis, working towards a big exam, and your business idea or long term project or goal, you're not going to get a hit for a while. The dopamine that comes from successfully completing that big goal or that big task is significantly delayed. It's definitely not on a six second, twelve second, one minute cycle. The way that our phones are operating, There's going to be a lot of repetitive hard work that you will not be rewarded for in the moment. But because we can no longer sustain our attention to focus on those things, because we are so used to being rewarded instantly, it can become a lot harder to sustain our focus and our attention on the thing ahead of us and to complete goals. It becomes a lot harder to resist small daily temptations in favor of a more valuable feeling later on. Studies have shown we are becoming worse at delaying gratification. We want the pleasure and we want it now. That's not good news. We are actually as a society less inclined to do hard things. We can't pay attention for as long and on an emotional level, phones are also interfering with our ability to self regulate. A study from the University of Texas demonstrated that the mere presence of a smartphone, even if it's off, actually reduces our available emotional and cognitive capacity. Why because part of your attention is always unconsciously monitoring your phone just in case it lights up, or it vibrates, or someone needs you or it demands your attention. The phone, your phone becomes kind of like a cognitive parasite. It's like quietly siphoning off mental energy even when it's not in use. That's the critical thing, even when it's not in use. This is due to what a psychologists call, in the context, the smartphone use brain drain. We have limited attentional resources, and so if we are constantly exercising our willpower in one way subconsciously really trying to resist checking our phone, trying really hard to not pay attention to it, we actually are depleting our overall resources in another way. And that's what makes concentrating on another task substantially harder, even if you don't realize it, just the fact that your phone is there and that you want to touch it, even if you're not, it's still making what you're doing now more difficult. This effect was strongest in this study amongst the participants who reported being more emotionally dependent on their phones. So people who said they used their phone to deal with difficult feelings, they resorted to drowning out uncomfortable thoughts using social media, using these proxy forms of social connection. There was one question that was like, uh, I can't remember what it said, but it was basically, can you imagine can you imagine dealing with this situation? And it was like someone breaking up with you without having your phones? Do you think it would make it worse? And almost everyone was like, oh yeah. There were all these questions that basically showed that our phones are like a little security blanket, like we're children, and when we're sad, or when we're lonely, or when we're tired, we go to them for nourishment in a weird way. Let's also talk about social connection for a second here, because I think it's probably one of the most important parts of this conversation. Everyone everyone wants to talk about it. Do our phones make friendship and dating harder or do they make it easier? I feel like everyone split down the middle. Half the people say, no, you know, I'm more connected than ever. The other half say, yeah, you might be more connected, but is that real connection for me? I personally think that our phones are again a tool, but when they become the only tool through which we can connect with others, they're not useful anymore, like they've served their purpose almost too much to the form of reliance. I saw this tweet the other day that I think captures the price we've paid for this convenience and this ease beautifully. This person said, our phones and social media, they don't work because humans are inherently social. They work because they figured out how to replace real connection with the artificial sensation that we are connecting artificial because it doesn't require either person to be truly present or in invested in the other person. You can maintain a friendship through a series of happy birthday messages, through sending reels back and forth. Your dating life can become looking at thousands of faces over and over again, rather than walking into a bar and feeling the spark in real life. And so no, it's not the same, but in some small way, we've been made to feel like it is. Psychologists have actually given that experience a name, the experience of I guess having these like bite sized, small moments of connection in like a digital space that aren't real but kind of sustain us until we can meet up in person. They call them social snacks, or they call this process social stacking. These brief digital interactions that mimic the nutrients of real connection are important, and they do sustain us over time, like a stacks between a meal, but they are not a meal. They don't feel us, and over time, as these micro interactions become the default, they actually begin to substitute the real thing. You know, a phone call no longer needs to take place if you feel like you know, you're kind of full on just texting them throughout the day, laughing with someone until you cry doesn't happen as much, really, like sitting down being present with your friends for a weekend and not pulling up your phone to show them something or not, you know, being like, oh, what were we talking about? Because you've been distracted by a notification. It just doesn't like that's all that happens these days, Like there is no just sitting down and being like, I'm here, you're here. Let's be completely present and know there isn't something more interesting than I want to be doing. When connection just becomes like I guess, an exchange of content, we do lose the intimacy that comes from actually knowing and being known by another person. And then sometimes you can get to the point where, because you've been snacking all day, like social snacking. I guess you're so tired by that that you can't even do the real thing. Like all of this technology is meant to be helping us and making the real thing more convenient, but then when you're so exhausted by all the stuff that happens in between, you don't make it happen. Hopefully this is making sense, But what I've been finding is that I can't even be bothered to reply to texts or to reply to reels or to messages anymore, because it's just so overwhelming. There's just so much and as soon as I open my phone, it's like, oh my god, there's like fifty people or whatever, like I need to reply to or there's just this actually feels like more effort for less outcome. And so unless someone's like message, you mean to make plans, Like, I'm not particularly engaged, but I also realize that so much of how other people interact with each other takes place in those in between moments. So that's the dilemma. Like you both want to participate and you want to be around for those moments. You also are kind of exhausted by this process, and you understand how over reliant you are on it, so you do want to take a step back, like it's kind of exhausting. Really, Hopefully that dilemma makes sense. The more I think about it, you know, the more it does kind of sound like a toxic relationship, right, Like me and my phone are in a toxic relationship. We need to break up. It's like when you get to that point with someone when like you can't be with them anymore, but you also don't know life without them, so you're just kind of like hoping it will get better or like working up the courage to do it. That's literally what this feels like. It's kind of funny, honestly, like talking about these ananimate objects like it's a bad boyfriend, but it kind of is. It's this boyfriend that like actually keeps telling you that, like you can't live without them, but you probably couldn't. So with that in mind, let's take a step back. Let's take a step away, have a short break, Go have some water, go have a tea, and let's come back and talk about solutions, as well as some more stories of people who have gone completely technology free, whether they regret it, what they've learned, whether they would recommend it as well, all of that and more after this short break. So, I've been really fascinated, particularly by stories of people who have stepped away from social media and their phones entirely and what happened to them afterwards. I feel like it's like I'm watching from afar seeing their experience. They're my guinea pigs, and you're probably gonna hate what I have to say next. All of them love it. Literally every single person who has a story about quitting their phone, all of them are like, I'm happier, I'm lighter, I'm more productive, I smell the flowers, animals come up to me, food tastes better, Like all of them have a story like that. One woman who quit her smartphone for a year and wrote this big article about it, even said that that year felt like the longest year she'd ever lived because she basically gained more time or a greater perception of time, which like that feels pretty profound. I think a lot of us could do with more time in our day and a sense of more time in our lives, more time to do things, experience things. She's saying that that gave that to her, and even more like kind of shocking example or story of this was a town in France that has gone completely phone free. This town is like fifty kilometers away from Paris. There's two thousand people. It's called Sane Point Point send Port. I think si n e prt senn Port very interesting. Basically, like back in twenty twenty four, they voted on this and their mayor was like, do we want to go phone free? Fifty four percent of them said yes, and so mobile phones are banned in public places. Like you walk down the street apparently, and like you just don't see phones. It's like you're from a completely different time. And I don't know how they enforce that, like whether it's a fine or what not. But people apparently really really love it. I'm sure some hate it, but from the article that interviewed the mayor, he was like, people really enjoy this idea of just being present with their neighbors and they're watchful and they're really enjoying their community rather than just feeling sucked into this device. That gives the impression of community. You know, when you read blog posts and stories of people who have quit their phones, it is it feels like people talking about being converted to a new religion. And yes, of course a lot of these cases are anecdotal and they're based on someone's personal experiences, but the science does back up some of their personal findings that their perspective, their worldview, their brains feel like they've been changed. The biggest claim that's come out of the scientific community recently is that just being without your phone for seventy two hours or partaking in a three day reset creates changes in your brain activity that researchers can physically observe and see. So this particular study, which I feel like has been talked about everywhere recently, it was published just earlier this year in March twenty twenty five by the University of Klonne and Heidelberg University in Germany, and they took a number of people between the age of eighteen and thirty and they basically said, you are not allowed to use your phone for three days unless you are literally in an emergency, do not use your phone for three days. And during this three day period, the researchers conducted psychological tests and they used brain scans using fMRI to kind of just examine what they were seeing and what the effects were of restricting from usage. The brain scans were kind of shocking. They showed the brains of basically people in withdrawal very similar to how the brain of someone withdrawing from drugs or alcohol would look. There were these huge shifts in the reward and craving regions of the brain. And whilst they weren't entirely clear on why this was, they basically suggested that because not using your phone is a kind of withdrawal from a dopamine source. Your brain is very quickly trying to rewire how it can seek out stimulation and pleasure elsewhere when it's been overly reliant on one source for a long time. This is just one finding among so many studies, and a lot of these studies I think have cropped up largely in response to this new anti technology revolution and whether not using your phone does make a difference, because you kind of have these natural groups that you can test against, like you have a natural control group, you have a natural experimental group because a lot of people have resorted to not using their phones, whereas there's another large majority who use their phones excessively. Another one of these studies was done in twenty twenty two. It focused more on mood, and this time they asked people to go without their smartphones for a week. Almost all participants reported significantly lower levels of anxiety, specifically social anxiety, and much higher levels of life satisfaction. For example, a lot of them said their days had more good moments than bad when they weren't using their phone. They said they found themselves smiling more. They said they found themselves more emotional, and more in touch with their emotions, and that they had better social interactions without this constant influx of notifications and stimuli. You know, I think what's really happening is that the brain is allowed to return to its natural rhythm, one that yes does include boredom, and it will include scary thoughts sometimes, but also creative thoughts and deep focus. And when any of these things come up, they're not immediately stifled by the insertion of a screen. They are allowed to flow naturally, and when people get into the rhythm of that flow, they feel more human. Also, to be expected, sleep improved. We know that blue light exposure from our phones is really bad for our circadian rhythm. But I think the most profound thing from this study wasn't that they were happier. It's that actually not having a phone didn't decimate their friendships. And obviously it was only for a week, but there are so many other examples of people who you know, are in their twenties or in their thirties who have given up their phone thinking that it was going to mean a lot of fomo, thinking that it was going to make them more disconnected, that it was going to be harder for them to see their friends, and it turns out that it's the complete opposite. People report that it actually gave them a clearer view of which friends would make an effort. Also, because they removed that social snacking in between, they saw their friends more often, they made more plans, and they had more fun during those plans, more fun than a lot of them could remember having for a long time. You know, these moments were richer, they were more fulfilling, they were more enjoyable. And so I think that's something that a lot of people like me in their twenties one a year, is that going without your phone or social media isn't going to destroy your life. We've been made to feel so reliant on this thing so that we can't stop hearing these brave people who have said, actually, like, on the other side, it's never as bad as you think it is. In fact, it may actually be better, is what I'm hearing. So for those of you playing at home, I think the evidence is kind of stacked against me when it comes to whether I should break up with my phone or not. Like if I was doing a pro cons for this relationship, the cons of keeping my phone definitely outweigh the pros let's think about the evidence for a second, more productive, better sleep, better friendships, more neural pathways evidenced against it, less convenience, maybe less connection to my job for me personally, because I work for myself. But you know, would that necessarily be a bad thing. I think a lot of my family and friends, my boyfriend would definitely say, like, no, maybe not being connected to your job twenty four to seven would be a good thing. They're probably right. So obviously, I've been thinking about this before I sat down to recall this, and I've been thinking about what a break up with my phone would look like. And I do think it would have to be rather gradual rather than like a full blown rip the bandit off. I know I was talking at the start about having this real big impulse to just say goodbye never come back, but I think it's going to be a slower thing. This is what I'm committing to, and I'm just gonna say what my plan is. If you want to follow along at home and try these, you are more than welcome. I can't say I'm gonna be entirely successful, but I want to see if I can do this. For a month. We're gonna start with the things I'm already doing, and then we're gonna move on from there the things that I want to do to see if I could go kind of phone free and for how long. The first thing I'm already doing, and if you listen to the podcast, you'll know I've been doing this for a while. I charge my phone outside of my bedroom and I have like an old school alarm clock. It's literally like a silver alarm clock that goes like didnit evening and then you like hit it over the head. It's like if you've seen Ferris Buella's Day Off, which I'm sure most of you have, Like it's literally stereotypical, like nineteen nineties silver alarm clock. And it's been great because firstly, it makes me get out of bed a lot quicker, mainly because I do want to check my phone, but also because I'm like, oh, if I don't get up with this one, like, there's not gonna be seven more along that are gonna go off. And so that's been really really useful. And I will say, like, I don't immediately go to my phone. I do get up and do other things. So it's not the first thing I say in the last thing I say morning and night. Secondly, I've been like slowly transitioning to only having social media on my work iPad. Feel very lucky that I have the additional technology and additional means to be able to do this, but I I just social media, like it's just too freaking available. People are too available. We shouldn't be able to look at everyone's lives all the time and think that that's normal, and think that seeing a million little tiny videos every single day is what our brain chemistry was made to respond to. So having it on my iPad definitely gives me like a cognitive distance, and it gives me like a barrier, like a friction barrier, Like it's not easy, it's not immediate, like I do actually have to go and turn it on and charge it and find to be able to use it, and it's kind of bulky and it's kind of hard. So having that barrier fantastic. Thirdly, when I have my phone, and if you're my friend, you know this, I constantly have do not Disturb on constantly. It's probably very frustrating, but it's so that I can, like I can check it when I want to rather than when it wants me to pay attention, Like I feel like it's switching the script on who has power on this relationship? Me on my phone, Like do not Disturb kind of doesn't give it a voice, so I can just only check it when I want to check it. I found that very very helpful. Fourth thing I've been doing. I cannot use two devices at the same time, can't watch TV and be on my phone. And the way that I've been trying to not do that is obviously just pay more attention. Like when I'm doing one thing, I'm doing one thing, but also I've been kind of slowly accumulating other activities to do whilst I'm watching TV at night, watch whilst I'm kind of sitting at the couch, and it's just like background noise, sudoco, that stuff, Like it is so much fun doing sudoko. I've become a little bit obsessed with it, Like I can't leave the house unless I've done like a couple I got one of those like big books from the news agency and I've done half of it now. Whenever I catch flats, I always found like the sudoko in like the back of the magazine. It's so engaging. I feel like I'm also doing a lot for my long term brain health in terms of protecting against dementia. Like I'm doing these little brain exercises every single day, and you can just kind of sit there and like mindlessly do it and still be kind of focusing. I also someone got me a Lego set the other day or so much fun. Like Lego is. It's literally a billion dollar industry. So I'm not surprising anyone when I say that I'm enjoying it. I'm sure a lot of people enjoy it. But it's feels amazing. It feels so great doing something with your hands whilst you know you're watching your TV show, especially if you're someone who struggles to just concentrate on one thing at once. Friend of mine is also teaching me how to knit. My beautiful friend Chia. She made me this gorgeous scarf, and I was like, I I feel like I need to learn how to make something because how often how many of us know how to like truly make something these days, Like you know, maybe some of us know how to make cookies or like you really tried, you could make like a box out of wood. But we're really losing like these skills that were used to perfect long ago, and so getting back to that and like having someone who is really good at something be able to teach me. It's also like a fun social thing. Actually saw someone the other day talk about how, in their journey to kind of stop using their phone as much, they had a boredom menu. They found that their major trigger for using their phone, even when they didn't want to, it was just that they had run out of things to do, and like their brain was just obviously pleasure hunting and like stimulation hunting. So she has this big list of things to do when she's bored, including chores, including things that she would never normally have on her to do list. That a thing she kind of wants to do. Like that is something that I think I need to implement more. Obviously I've done it a little bit. I can see how that would be very effective. This is also something I'm working towards, which is using gray scale on my phone. I don't do this all the time. I actually find it to be well. I think the point is that it's meant to make the appeal of the phone less alluring by putting everything in black, white and gray. But I find it comes sometimes kind of gives me a headache, but the technique is definitely effective. By removing color, I definitely have noticed that there's like less accidental sensory overload. So that is something that is definitely a quick I think, a quick replacement, quick fix that gets to like the root of the problem. Also, I have ordered a flip phone, and I'm going to keep you updated on how it goes. But it's pink. It was like one hundred dollars from Office Works, and I'm excited for it to arrive. Like I think it's going to be a fun little accessory. And what I really want to do is just begin by taking it to the park when I walk my dog, and like just giving that number to my boyfriend and to my close friends and to like my parents, and then taking it like to run errands, and then taking it for like day trips or like into work so that I'm not entirely disconnected. But there is like not this not the brain drain of the of the iPhone being next to me that I constantly feel inclined to like scroll and swipe and do things on just because it's there, especially like when I'm commuting or when I'm just like in moments of stillness, I really want to try and not just feel like the first thing I can do to entertain myself is to pick up this device that requires absolutely no active energy from me. One thing I will say about the flip phone, though, and if you have a flip phone, tell me how you are going with this, is that I kind of want a hamra on me. Feel like that's gonna be the biggest issue, especially with like restaurants or having QR codes these days. I think that's gonna be I guess you could always order at the counter, but also just you know, if my dog does something cute or if I see something cool, I do think I'll miss that. But I think we crossed the bridge. That bridge when we come to it. I also don't want to replace one technology with like a thousand more pieces of technology. I don't think that's realistic, you know. I feel like I've spoken about getting the iPad and there's one piece of technology, and then getting the flip phone that's two pieces of technology, and then getting the camera it's like that's three, and it's like I kind of see why they made these obviously. But finally, I think with that I do kind of want to work up to doing phone free weekends, no phone. One of my friends Meg, like recently went away with her boyfriend and she left her phone in Sydney and she was telling me how like the first hour she was like kind of panicking, and then she was like, Oh, doesn't really matter. So no phone for a weekend and then maybe no phone for a week on holiday. That's something I want to work up to. I'm going to report back. Please hold me accountable if someone can like, dam me, if you're listening to this in like three months, can you dam me and say, hey, did you end up doing that? So that I feel some sense of like external responsibility. Mainly, I think just being aware of how much time my phone has drained out of my life has been important in itself. I have a lot of excuses, some of them may even be valid, but the only person I'm making those excuses to is me, and I'm also the one who's suffering the consequences. And so I think a big part of this is just having a frank chat with myself and being like, does your phone usage and does your technology usage actually align with how you see yourself and actually align with how you see your life, because the answer is no. I don't see myself as someone who wants to waste time, and I don't see myself as doing things that are completely at times useless. And I have a lot of things I want to achieve, and I have a lot of projects that I'm working on, and I am feeling very time poor. At the same time, it's like, well, I can't be sitting here saying that I'm time poor if I have time to scroll for six to seven hours a day, like two things cannot be true. So I want to just reclaim my attention for myself and I want to reclaim my time for myself and just stit and be present with what I'm doing. And I think this will be a good challenge for that, a challenge in delayed gratification, a challenge in uncomfortable stillness and boredom, and just I want to see if I can do it, and I want to see if it's something that will actually help me. I have a feeling that it will. Considering every single person who ever I've talked about it with genuinely sounds like they are in a cult. So am I willingly signing up for this cult? Yeah? I think I am, and I will report back, but yeah, tell me what you think. To tell me in the comments below, if you are also having this strange dilemma with your phone, whether you're also seeing the appeal of all these people who are leaving technology behind. Do we think this is going to become more common and more popular, especially as people are kind of at their wits end with social media and with technology and with AI and with all these other things. I think so, I personally think that it's going to be like a huge counterculture, counter revolutionary thing. I'm excited to be a participant. Maybe hopefully let me know your thoughts below, and make sure that you are following along whatever you are listening to this episode, whether you're on YouTube, Spotify, Apple podcasts, so that you know when we release new episodes, maybe even an update episode to this one. Make sure you yes again leave a comment below and are following us on Instagram at that Psychology podcast, so that you can let me know your thoughts and also share any future suggestions for episodes you want us to cover, any topics about our twenties, about culture, about psychology, about so much more. And until next time, Stay safe, be kind, be gentle to yourself, get off, get off your damn phone, and we will talk very very soon.