What's a proton made of?

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Speaker 1: Hey, or hey, do you know what you are made out of? I think I'm mostly made out of bananas and granola and cereal. That's my main diet, all right. Well what's that stuff made out of? Right right? I think it's made out of protons, neutrons and electrons, right right, And then those are made out of those are made out of um up corks, down corks, and also electrons. All right. That's like, what's the other one percent of me? Made out of? All sorts of weird exotic particles? Now I feel exotic. You call me exotic, Orge, I said, I don't have any exotic tigers. Well it's not just you, it's everyone and everything. It's actually normal to be exotic. Every tiger has exotic particles. Hi am jorhand made cartoonists and the creator of PhD comics. Hi. I'm Daniel. I'm a particle of physicist, and I'm made of the same particles that you are. That I am the same, like we share the same particle. I thought my particles were exclusive to me. Are we going to break? Your electrons and my electrons are all just different wiggles on the same electron field. Man, Oh, we're all connected, dude. Yeah, we're all just different fluctuations in the same quantum field. Well, this is me waving at you with I guess the wave function in the same field. Yeah, you're not just waving at me. You are a wave at me. We are We're all waves. We are all waves exactly. But welcome to our podcast. Daniel and Jorge Explained the Universe, a production of I Heart Radio in which we wave our around the mysteries of the universe, talking about the deepest, biggest questions, the nature of reality, what everything is made out of, how it all works, what science has figured out about the tiniest little particles and the largest galaxies and everything in between. We don't shy away from the biggest, deepest, scariest, most interesting questions that define the nature of human existence and the context of our lives. We dig right into them and explain all of them to you. That's right, because it is an exotic and also exotic universe, full of interesting mysteries and questions and lots of interesting kinds of particles and celestial bodies to think about, to wonder about, and for us to discover. That's right. It's a crazy, beautiful universe. Out there with so many weird things, and we would like to understand all of them, not just like one or two of them, or even nine of them. We want to figure it all out because we want to have a deep, comprehensive understanding of the entire universe. We're greedy that way. Yeah, Physicists are just basically pulled him on collector, Right, you got to catch them all. You can't leave any Pokemon ball unturned, that's right. And sometimes we want to evolve our particles from the lowest, most boring particles to the weird, exotic forms that we can use to defeat our neighbors. Yeah. And in this episode, Daniel, we're sort of stretching the maybe the limits of these quantum fields because we are more far apart than usual. This is an interesting international version of Daniel and Horge explaining the universe. That's right. This is late night Coast to Coast with Daniel and Jorge. Yeah, we just need that groovy jazz music maybe in the background. Can we work that in? But you're right. I'm coming to you live from Copenhagen, Denmark, where I'm spending my summer on a mini sabbatical doing research at the niels Bore Institute, Nice Neil's Bore. He's a pretty big name in physics. Right. He discovered sort of the structure or the initial structure of the atom. That's right. He had a big role to play in the early derivation of quantum mechanics, which is one reason why it's called the Copenhagen interpretation of quantum mechanics. And here at the niels Borg Institute is sort of an old fashioned physics institute. Back in the day, if you had an institute named after you, you were also in residence there. So some of the buildings here at the niels Bore Institute are like his apartments, and then later they all got turned into graduate student offices, some of which have like his bathtub in them. That's where he yelled eurek and ran down the street naked. Right, Is that is that the famous bathtub? That's right? Am I thinking of another discoverer? No? I think every science story involves a bathtub and somebody yelling eureka, well naked, every single one. And if it doesn't, it should because because why not, that's right, because you need the drama. No, it's an exciting place to be if you've seen the play Copenhagen. That's all about Niels Born Werner Heisenberg's conversations about vision and quantum mechanics during World War Two. It takes place here the Niels Born Institute and the park right behind it, so it's a place that sort of steeped in history. So yeah, it's a nice place to come and do some science. So are you recording this from Niels Boor's closet or are you actually in his bathtub? I'm in Neil's bors podcast booth. Of course, he was a famous podcaster back in the day. That's right. You cann't shut that guy up. And she's loved to talk. He invented everything quantum mechanics, structure, the atom, podcasting. Also, he was the first Instagram star. I heard, the first TikTok dancer. He definitely was not boring. He's a man of many talents. But anyways, we're here to talk about the universe and try to explain it to you because it is a pretty interesting universe. And one of the biggest questions in this universe that we can ask is what are we made out of? Like what are humans? What are people? What are dogs? What are watermelons? What's it all made out of? And Daniel, we've made a lot of progress, not just in this podcast, but as a human species trying to figure that out, and we've broken things down pretty well upting out. Yeah, I am impressed with how far we have gotten. Several hundred years ago, we knew that things around us were made out of, like, you know, about a hundred basic elements, which is already huge progress. Right, to describe all those things you mentioned in terms of just a hundred building blocks is a huge step. Right. It could have been an infinite number of building blocks that describe all the things around is it could have been that every kind of thing had its own particle. Watermelons could have been made out of little water melon ETOs, for example. But in our universe, weirdly, everything can be built out of a smaller set of stuff. So even being able to describe the universe around you in terms of like a hundred elements is a huge deal. But we have made progress since then, Right, we have shown that those elements are made out of just a few smaller particles from which you can make lithium and technetium and uranium, all with the same ingredients. So, yeah, we have made a lot of progress. And as you say, it's not just about the universe around us, it's a very personal question. We are asking what we are made out of? What is the recipe for me? And I like to think that I'm made out of the right stuff. I don't know about you, or at least the mostly right stuff. Sometimes I feel like there's a bit of wrong stuff in there, but mostly the right stuff, mostly wrong right. It is a pretty interesting arc for sort of our our journey as a human species to sort of think that there's all this stuff around is it's made out of that looks really different and looks very varied and wonderfully diverse. But it turns out that as we dig down deeper and deeper, it's all sort of made out of the same stuff. First it's made out of the same elements and there and then the same particles, and so right now we have a pretty good picture of where we stand in terms of what we're made out of. We do have a sort of a good picture. We've made a lot of progress. As you say, we boil it down from like a hundred elements to just the proton, the neutron, and the electron. And now, of course we know the proton and neutron are just made out of a couple of quarks, So it sort of seems like, wow, we've really narrowed this down. Everything we are made out of has only three basic ingredients. But you know, there's a twist to this story. As we dig down deeper, we discover that the answer is not quite as simple as we thought, and that some of those other weird particles we see in colliders and in strange exotic cosmic rays from space might also be playing a role in making us up. Yeah, because I think you know, as we've talked about in this podcast a lot, and then people who have read our books, we know that the like the atoms and elements, they are made out of protons and electrons, and protons are made out of quarks. But you're saying some more complicated pictures than that. That's right. It turns out the deeper you dig, the weirder we are to be. On the podcast, we'll be asking the question what's inside a proton? Daniel, I'll assume I'm not going to find tigers, exotic tigers, or bananas and crenulas in there. You might just actually you might tigers and anti tigers. Oh my. But when I was a kid, I always wondered, like, what were the particles themselves made out of? Like I had this idea that a proton was like a scoop of particles stuff. You know, It's like a tiny little spinning ball made out of some particle stuff. And really the question was, then what was that stuff? What is like the basic clay of the universe out of which you built these particles, Because that's more interesting than you know, like the fact that you happen to take a scoop of it to make a proton. So to me, that was always the more interesting, deeper question. Well, it's kind of interesting that, you know, we me in high school, we sort of learned about protons and electrons, and then you learned that protons are made out of quarks. And it feels like you call these things particles, but really they're made out of smaller particles inside of them. Yeah, exactly. Everything is just shells within shells within shells until we get down to the smallest particles we know of, which we think of as tiny little dots, which contain all sorts of weird energy and interactions. So it's sort of like we are made out of legos, and then those legos are made of smaller legos, and those legos are made of smaller legos. So the proton is a pretty basic particle. But I guess the question we're asking today is what's inside a proton? And as we talked about, most people think that it's just quarks inside of them, but maybe there's more to them. So we were wondering how many people out there have thought about what is exactly inside of a proton, whether or not it's just quarks or not. So it's usual Dina went out there into the Internet to ask people what is inside a proton? So thank you to everybody out there in the Internet who was willing to volunteer, And if you would like to participate for future episodes, please don't be shy right to us. It's fun, there's no pressure, you'll have a good time, and you'll hear your voice on the podcast. So please send us a note to questions at Daniel and Jorge dot com. So think about it for a second, what do you think is inside a proton? It was what people had to say. I think it was free quarks but I don't know which ones. Isn't that two plus quarks and on minus court. It's been a long time since I read any of the stuff, so I forgot a lot. But I think that's it. I know that there are sub atomic particles inside a proton. I think you don't you break it open and find isn't it quarks inside? I can't remember it's glue ones or something. There's something inside it. I don't know. I'm just gonna say in general quirks. I know that there's some up ones and some down ones, and some strange intron's and I don't know which ones. Proton, it's uh a particle, and well, together with neutron and electron makeup the atom. Um, that's it. I think a proton being a sub atomic particle is just a oscillation of the electro weak force or something like that. Well, in a proton, you have three quarks. I can't remember if it's two up quarks and a down quirk or two down quirks in an up quark, but there are three of them. And from reading I've recently read this really amazing book called We Have No Ideas by these guys called Daniel and Joe, maybe you've heard of them. I don't mean a name drop. There's a lot of energy wrapped up in the bonds holding those quarks together. So I'm gonna go with three quarks and a ton of energy in the bonds. All right, some pretty consistent answers. I feel like everyone who maybe listen to this podcast has this pretty basic idea that what's inside of a proton are basically three quarks and yeah, mostly hands down people thought quirks and a few glue ons to stick them together. There's even a nice plug for a great sounding book in They're called We Have No Idea that tells everybody all about the mysteries of the universe. Oh yeah, what is this book about? And four are the two handsome gentlemen that wrote it. It was gost written by us, but it looks like it was written by two handsome gentlemen. It's all about everything we don't know about the universe, all the big open questions that science still has not figured out, that scientists on the very forefront of knowledge are digging down into the minds of truth that try to understand. It's a fun book all about physics with hilarious cartoons drawn by Jorge, and you should check it out. It's called we have no idea. Yeah, at least one of our listeners read it, according to this sample of responses, but most people seem to have this idea that protons are made out of good three quarts. So maybe Daniel has started with that, what are the basics of what we know about what's insidet a proton? That's right. The first answer, this sort of best approximate answer to what's inside of proton is exactly what our listeners have said, which is three corks. Right, you take two up corks and one down cork, and you put them together and you make a proton. And that's already sort of fascinating and weird because you know, the proton has charge plus one, right, is the opposite charge of the electron, which is of course charge minus one. So how do you get three corks to add up to a charge of plus one. Well, it means that the corks themselves have weird fractional charges, like the up cork has an electric charge of plus two thirds and the down cork has an electric charge of minus one third. So you take two up corks for a total charge of four thirds, and then you add a down cork which has a charge of minus one third, and boom, it adds up to one the charge of the proton. And I always thought that was weird, Like, how exotic to have particles with fractional charges, you know, two thirds words minus one third? How strange is that? Right, that's weird because like one third, it's it's not an even numbers, like it's a it's an even fraction, but it's it's one of these sort of infinite numbers. Right, Yeah, it is weird. And you might think, well, you could have just defined the charges of the proton and the electron to be plus three and minus three, right, because then the upcork would have charged plus two and the down corp would have charged minus one. So in that sends you would avoid like any fractional charges. But the weird thing is that we don't see any other intermediate values, Like we don't see particles that have charge one in two thirds or minus four thirds or something like that. We only see integer charges sort of the macroscopic level. The proton, the electron, you know, the neutron has charged zero. But they are made out of particles that have fractional charges, so they just seem to always add up to these integer values, which is kind of weird. Yeah, it's weird also that it adds up to like plus one, exactly plus one, which just happens to be the opposite of the charge of the electron, like exactly the same exactly, because the electron is not made of quarks, right. The electron is made out of the electron as far as we know, it's not made of anything smaller. So the fact that the corks add up to exactly plus one, which balances the electron, that's totally necessary for chemistry, right, for the hydrogen atom to form. But according to our theory, those are very different things. You're balancing completely different ingredients, and they happen to exactly balance, and in our theory that's sort of an accident. We have a parameter in the standard model for the electric charge and another one for the charge of the quarks, and there's no reason they have to balance, but they somehow do. And that's a hint, right, that's a clue that says that something is going on here that you haven't really figured out. There's some connection between the corks and the leptons. The electron that we don't understand. But that's a mystery for another day. But I guess maybe the basic takeaway is that inside of a proton, the basics of a proton involved is having three quarts inside of him, two up works and one down. Right, that's the basics, and for most things it will do. But as soon as you take a closer look, you realize that can't be the whole story. There must be something else going on in the proton, because just these corks by themselves can't explain the way the proton is really it has some strange behavior. Well, first of all, look at the mass of the proton. Like the proton wags one giga electron voult. That's like a billion electron volts, but it's made out of quarks whose masses are much much smaller than like a thousand times smaller. There are a few million electron volts. So how do you make something out of millions of electron volts and end up with a billion electron volts? Right? That's pretty weird. That's like taking a few million bucks and turning into a billion dollars. Right, there's some sort of like stock market magic pre so the proton is much much more heavy than the things it's made out of, which tells you something else must be going on. It sounds like a dot com boom, which means where are we headed for? Like a universal crash? Here Daniel with the particles? That's right? Can I interest you in investing in my proton fund? It's not a bubble. I promise you it won't collapse. The proton is stable. Yeah, But I think the basic mystery is that you know, each cork weighs a little bit, but once you put them together into a proton, suddenly the whole thing weighs a lot. And so the question, I guess the first mysteries like where does that extra mask come from? Yeah, Like, imagine it takes three lego pieces and you put them together, and all of a sudden, the thing you've made is now like super duper heavy. It weighs a thousand pounds or something. You wonder like, WHOA, what's going on? And so already we know that there's something else in the proton, something else that's contributing a lot to the mass of the proton, and the number one missing element there, of course, is the thing holding those corks together. Those the gluons and the photons that are binding these corks together. Because remember that corks are special in a really important way. They feel the strong nuclear force. Strong nuclear force being the strongest, the most powerful, and also the weirdest force in the universe. And it's the source of like fusion and fission and all those crazy sources of energy. It powers the stars. It's the dominant force in the universe, especially at these very short distances. And so to hold these corks together into a stable particle called the proton, you have to have a lot of energy, and that energy is whizzing around inside the proton in the form of gluons, right, So it's all this extra energy inside holding the three quarts together that gives the proton. It's extra mass. That's kind of how you explain how it has so much more mass in the three corks. Yeah, and you have to get away from the idea of mass as just being the mass of the stuff it's made out of. When you calculate the mass of an object, it also gets mass from the energy inside it. So there's energy inside and object. If you have to put energy into those legos to combine them together to make a proton. Then that energy also contributes to the mass of the object. Right E equals mc squared. So as you add energy to an object, it gains in mass. And so the mass of the proton is not just the mass of the stuff that makes it up, but also the energy of those objects, and that energy is represented in particle form in terms of gluons, these massless but very energetic particles that are whizzing around between the corks. Yeah, so the proton is not just a simple like three building blocks stuck together at three quarks. It's like it's got this weird sort of quantum mechanical the sea of frothing, sea of other particles also holding the whole thing together. And so let's get into what that c is made out of, how exotic it is, and how we know what's going on inside of the proton. But first let's take a quick break. All Right, we're talking about what's inside the proton, and Daniel, I assume it's not bananas an ice cream metaphorically speaking, yet it's kind of bananas an ice cream. I mean, we talked in the beginning of the podcast about how, yeah, mostly the proton is upquorks and down corks, And that's sort of conceptually true that it's mostly that, but from like an accounting point of view, it's mostly not. Right, most of the proton is this c Most of the mass of the proton comes from the energy of these gluons. So actually you can sort of like ignore the upquorks and down corks and say that mostly a proton is just like a seeding mass of gluons, right right, Well, this is kind of a difficult concept, maybe for a lot of people who might be listening to this. Is like we're saying like that the mass of the proton is mostly the energy that it takes to bind them together. But then you're saying that this energy sort of exists glass that are kind of popping into and out of existence. Is that what you mean, or is that mass sort of just in the potential energy of holding these courts together. Yeah, that's sort of a deep philosophical question, and people are divided about how to think about it. You know. One way to think about it is that you have the real objects, the up corks and the down corks, and they have these strong forces between them, like strong with the capital s, like the strong nuclear force, and those forces can be represented in two different ways. One is as a field. You say like, well, there's a lot of energy stored in the quantum fields of the strong force inside the proton. So some people think of it as like particles and the energy is the fields. And from that point of view, you could also think of the up corks and down corks. It's just like part of the upcork and down cork fields. So you think of it like, it's all fields, right, the forces are fields, matters, fields, just energy stored in quantum fields. There's another way to think about it in terms of the particles. You say, well, the particles are the real thing. Up corks and down corks inside the protons are particles, and then what about the forces in between them? When you can also think about those forces in terms of particles. And so when we say like the energy is stored into the form of gluons, what we mean is that the strong force which holds all these particles together is exchanging gluons. Like the energy of the strong force is used to make these like virtual gluons which whiz back and forth. It's just like another way to think about how to account for that energy. Is it in the fields is it in these virtual particles? Mathematically it's sort of equivalent philosophically, makes you think about it conceptually differently because I imagine gluons, I mean, they're not theoretical, like they have a mass to them, right, Gluons have mass. Gluons are do not have mass, but they are not theoretical there are a real thing. But yet gluons are massless just like the photon, but they have energy to them, right, They have energy to them, and so they move at the speed of light, just like photons do. And just like photons, they have energy. Right, Photons canna have energy even though they have no mass, right, But mass is energy, so I'm sort of right, sort of. Well, it's especially complicated because photons don't have internal energy, right, Mass comes from internal stored energy, and a photon doesn't have any internal stored energy. Like you look inside a photon, there's nothing there. All it is is the motion. So you don't get mass from having like energy of motion. You get mass from having internal stored energy, which is why you can weirdly have a photon that has energy but no mass. And also if you want to go there for those listeners, really into the details of the full equation for the equals mc squared has another term to it equals mc square. The m there refers to the rest mass of the particle. There's another term for adding momentum of the particle. And photons, of course have no rest mass because they can't ever be at rest, So there's some fine print there. So then maybe can you give us an explanation of how these gloss or how this kind of stored energy gives something more mass? Like is it that if I try to push a proton, I also have to sort of, I don't know, create these gluons interacting between the course, and that takes some energy, and so that's why it's harder to push the proton. You know, I wish I could, But it's not something that physics really understands. It's just something we sort of describe. Like we notice that if you have more energy stored inside something, it has more inertial mass, Like this is something we observe and describe. We do experiments. We see that if you add internal energy to something, then it takes a larger force to accelerate it. So somehow there's a property of internal stored energy that it has inertia. Right, that energy takes a force to move it around. And I wish we had like a deep, fundamental understanding of why that is. But it's just something we sort of observe about our universe and describe. It's a massive mess to try to it is. You have intuitively sort of an understanding of why objects that have mass take a force to accelerate them. Right, Like, if you want to push on a really big rock and get it going, it takes a big force. It's sort of hard to wrap your mind and around, like why if you give that the internal energy, if you like make the rock hot, why should it take a larger force to accelerate it? Right? But that's because you think of the rock in terms of like the stuff inside of it. But really, mass is not a measure of the stuff inside of it. It's sort of more like an indicator of how much energy there is inside something. That's really what mass is. It's like a dial that tells you how much energy is stored inside this thing, either in terms of the masses of the particles it's made out of or the energy between them. So then all this extra mass I've gained the summer. That's really just energy, is what you're saying. You could probably turn it into lots of energy for it to go for a long, long jog. Yeah all right, well so but you're saying, one interpretation of this extra energy that's that's stored inside is as a sea of particles, meaning like there's a throbbing kind of quantum sort of volume that where particles are popping into and out of existence. Yeah, every time two corks interact with each other, they're very deep inside these like on states of the strong force. Every time they interact with each other, you can think of it like they're passing a gluon back and forth, the same way you can imagine, like what happens when two electrons repel each other is that they use a photon. Because a photon carries the electromagnetic force, a gluon carries the strong force. And so when two quarks interact with each other, they're passing a gluon back and forth. And so that means that the best picture of what's inside a proton are like three tiny little dots and then a huge swarm of these luons going back and forth between and around all those corks, right, so then they're creating gluons, and then the gluons trying to other particles. Right, that's where this weird sea of particles come from. That's right, because gluons don't just hang out. They're very energetic, and they fly through space, and they are quantum objects, and when they fly through space, they have a lot of options for what they can do. They can just stay a gluon do nothing. That's sort of the most boring, most likely thing. But they can also turn in two pairs of particles. Like the same way that a photon flying through space can momentarily turn into an electron and its anti particle, a gluon can do that. Also, a gluon can turn into a cork and an anti cork. It can also turn into two gluons. A Gluons feel the strong force themselves as part of the reason the strong force is so strong, because gluons make more gluons, which make more gluons, And so these gluons don't just fly through space simply. They create this flickering blob of virtual other particles, quirks and antiquarks all the time. So then is the idea. Then the three quarks inside of our proton there constantly interacting with each other even though they're just sitting there. They're constantly in a sort of quantum mechanical virtual way, changing gluons all the time, and those gluons are creating other particles, so there's like a virtual party all the time inside of a proton, exactly the same way that like an electron flying through a field is surrounded by a swarm of photons, and those photons are turning into like other pairs of particles all the time, So every particle is actually surrounded by a little frothing virtual massive particles, but especially where there's a lot of energy, And so you're exactly right. These corks are constantly interacting the same way like a proton and an electron, which makes a hydrogen. Those two things are bound together, which means they are interacting. They're held together by their electromagnetic force in the same way quarks are being held together. So they're interacting constantly, and the gluons that are passing back and forth between them don't just stay gluons. They turn into all sorts of crazy particles all the time, right, So then that's sort of the answer to the question of what's inside a proton is that there's quarks, two up quarks, one down cork, and also a whole bunch of other particles like gluons and and all these other crazy particles that gluon's turned into. That's right, and that's sort of the other side of this story that we discovered that mostly we are made out of a few simple particles up quirks, down corks, and electrons, but there are other particles out there. In our collider experiments and in cosmic rays, we discovered weird particles muons and town halls and other corks, strange quirks and charm corks and bottom quirks and top corks. And we thought, well, what do we need those four We don't really need those to make up ourselves, to make up ordinary matter. But actually it turns out that those do play a role in matter, because when the gluons are flying around inside the proton, they can turn into any of those particles. They can turn into a pair of corks, right, any quarks, even bottom quarks, even top corks. So that means that the proton has inside it not just up corks and down corks, but a little bit of everything, a little bit of everything. Everyone's coming to the party, that's right. It's like when you go to the kitchen and you just sort of like take all the spices and you put them inside your dinner. Like that's what the burton is. It's a little bit of every flavor. It's an international pot pourri. And I guess it's not just the proton. I mean any one of these sort of composite particles that are made out of multiple corks. Maybe they're also a big party in themselves. Yes, exactly. Neutrons have a very similar story, and even particles that we think are fundamental, right, like the electron on is surrounded by a swarm of virtual particles. Even when it's not like bound into a hydrogen atom together with a proton, it's still interacting. It still has an e M field around it, which means photons, and those photons are doing the same thing these gluons are doing. They're turning into muons and towels and corks and all sorts of crazy stuff all the time. So there's some cool consequences of that, right. It means that these particles don't just have matter in them, because when a gluon turns into corks. They can't just like create corks out of nothing. It has to at the same time create antiquarks, or like a gluon can become up anti up or bottom anti bottom or top anti top. So what that means is that inside every proton there's also antimatter. Whoa then wouldn't then antimatter touch regular matter and then explode It does exactly. So what happens is the gluon is flying along and it turns into a particle anti particle pair, and then very quickly those to annihilate back into a gluon. And that's what happens when matter meets antimatter turns into a gluon or photon or some other kind of energy carrying force particle. If you have a lot of it around that it very quickly turns into a lot of energy, and that's very dangerous. Here they're just turning sort of back into the gluon or back into the original photon they came from. I see what you're saying is that it's a pretty good party inside of it is definitely stuff happening. All right, Well, let's get into how we actually know what's going on inside the proton and what it could all mean for our understanding about particles and what we're made out of. But first, let's take another quick break. All right. Then we're talking about what inside of a proton, and it's a lot. It's not just a couple of quarks. It's not just two up corks and a down cork. It's also this virtual sea of quantum particles popping into and out of existence, gluons turning into antimatter and other kinds of particles. I guess a big question then that a lot of people might have is how do we know this thing? Is this something like we know out of theory, or how we actually observed this crazy party inside of the proton? Yeah, we have actually observed this crazy party. We know that you and I are all made out of all this stuff, including antimatter. And you know, I remember learning this fact that, like WHOA, I'm partially made out of antimatter. It made me sort of feel different about like who I am and you know what I made out of I really thought myself as solidly in the matter category. Now I felt like, oh, those lines are blurred a little bit. It's like when you grow up and you start to have more conservative values and leadings. You're like, whoa, what's going on? What's going on inside of me? Yeah? Exactly. I won't say which political side of the spectrum is matter and which side is antimatter, but exactly everything turns out to be more complicated when you grow up. Welcome to adulthood. You're partially made out of antimatter. But yes, exactly. There's a long series of experiments here dating back to the early nineteen hundreds that have allowed us to probe what's going on inside our bodies. And as usually, you have to be really careful with the question you are asking, like, what do we mean when we say we're made out of this stuff? You know, because in science you can only do experiments. You can't talk about like what's there when you're not looking at it? You can only talk about what are the results of experiments you can do, And here, specifically, there's only one kind of experiment we really can do, which is basically, shoot particles at something and see what it bounces off. So when we say, for example, what's inside a proton, what we really mean is what happens if we shoot particles out of proton? What does it bounce off of. And we know that mostly it bounces off of up corks because there's two of those in there, and sometimes it bounces off of a down cork. And when we say there are gluons and top corks and towels and all sorts of stuff inside the proton, what we mean is that sometimes when you shoot a particle out of proton, it bounces off of a top cork or bounces off of a towel. And so this comes from a long line of really fascinating experiments, beginning with Ernest Rutherford, who did this kind of experiment in the early nineteen hundreds. He was the one that discovered that like the atom has something inside of it called the nucleus. He shot alpha particles at a sheet of gold and saw that occasionally these things bounce right back, meaning that he found like something hard inside the nucleus to bounce these particles off of. And everything we've been doing in particle physics for the last hundred years is basically an extension of that one experiment, but zoomed in a little bit. So like in the nineteen sixties we did these experiments called deep in elastic scattering, where we shot electrons into the proton, and what we saw there was that there were sort of three hard nuggets you could bounce off of, and those were the corks. That's how we know that there are corks inside the proton. If you shoot really high energy electrons inside them, the sort of bounced back from three specific points for real, like you can take a picture of inside of a proton kind of right, Like you you shoot a bunch of particles electron at it and you sort of get an image. On the other side, you're saying that you can actually see these hard nuggets of the corps inside of it. Yeah, it's sort of like taking an image. Unfortunately, you can only shoot one particle at an individual proton, so to really image it the way you're describing, you would have to shoot like a lot of particles at a specific proton, like hold it in place or something. We can't do that because once you shoot one electron at a proton, it blows it up. You just get one measurement. But statistically we can do it many many times over many protons and just like count the number of electrons that bounce back, you know, they indicate they hit something hard versus the number of electrons that like went right through the indicates that they sort of missed all the good stuff inside the proton. And from all those calculations, so then we can calculate like how many hard points are there inside the proton. And so that's the same basic thing that Rutherford was doing basically a hundred years ago, but now we're just like doing it with higher energy and we're doing it to the proton instead of doing it to the atom. So it's it's sort of almost like an X ray of the proton, but you have to do it in bulk. Yeah, you have to do it involved. And what we can do are specific calculations for like what would happen if there were also a little bit of bottom cork inside the proton, and what would it look like if there was occasionally how particles inside the proton, Because these particles are all different, they all would give like a different reaction spectrum from the electrons you're using to shoot inside there. So that's like one way we can get a sense for what's inside the proton or like X raying it with electrons, as you said, all right, so that was in the sixties. So what's sort of the cutting edge right now in terms of looking inside of the proton. So people really want to understand in detail what's going on inside the proton in terms of how much anti matter is there. It's really sort of exciting and cool to think that there is antimatter inside of us, and we want to understand how much anti matter is there and what kind is it specifically and mostly interesting people want to know, like is there more anti up corks or anti down corks inside the proton or are there the same number? We figure like, you know, a gluon has the same chance to turn into an up anti up pair as it does to turn into a down anti down pair, so there should be the same amount of anti downs and anti ups inside the proton. So those are the kind of questions people are asking now. And there's a new experiment being going off for the last couple of decades that's trying to understand exactly the anti matter component of this sea of gluons and stuff inside the proton. And so the experiment is called c Quest. That's a pretty cool name. Sounds like a TV show or the nineties cartoon. It is the name of a TV show, And I don't know if the experiment or the TV show came first. But this has nothing to do with the ocean of water, right, It's like thinking about the ocean of gluons, and so this is a very different kind of sea than like underwater science fiction adventure. Right, although technically water is made out of protons, which has a sea of particles to really, all quests are sequence. You're right, we're all from the ocean originally, and so this experiment, it's a little bit different from the ones they did in the sixties. Here, what they're doing is they're taking the proton itself and they're smashing it into other stuff. One reason for that is that they're doing this experiment at Fermulab, and Fermulab is a place that's good at accelerating protons. We used to have the largest particle accelerator in the world. They're called the Tevatron, where the top cork was discovered in So they're very good at making protons and accelerating them. So they decided to sort of reuse that and smash protons into stuff to see is sort of what they turned into. The original experiment was like X ray the proton by shooting electrons at it. Here, it's like, take the proton and smash it into stuff and see what comes out, and try to deduce from what comes out what's inside the proton, right, and so what have they found. So they've been doing these experiments where they shoot protons at two different kinds of stuff. One is a target just of hydrogen, which is basically pure protons, and another is a target with deuterium, which is a combination of photons and neutrons. And now neutrons have a different mix of up corks and down corks, right, they have more down corks than up corks, whereas the proton has more up corks and down corks. So by shooting it at hydrogen and then shooting it deterium, you can get a sense by looking at the ratios for like how much down corks there are and how many up corks there are. So they smash protons into these two different targets, and sometimes a cork in the proton in your beam interacts with an anti cork in the target. So, for example, maybe an up cork in the proton you're shooting from your beam interacts with an anti upcork inside the neutron or inside the proton and when that happens, you can tell because it creates a photon because they annihilate, and that photon sometimes creates like a muon anti muon, And that's what this experiment looks for. It looks for these pairs of muans and anti muons coming out of these collisions, and by looking at those muans and their energies, they can get a sense for like, oh, did we hit an anti upcork or did we hit an anti down cork? And so people expected to see the same amount of anti down corks and anti upcorks inside the proton, but what they found is that there's actually a lot more anti down corks than anti up works. There's like more anti down corks than anti upquorks inside every proton. I think this is where it gets confusing, because you're saying anti ups and I'm thinking anti up is just down. But that's that's different than anti down, which is not up. Yeah, exactly, it's anti in a different way. That's the sort of confusing but also awesome thing about particle physics is that there are all these reflections. Right, You're right that the up and down are reflections of each other. But in sort of like a different direction than the anti particle way. And there's other reflections, right, Like the charm is like another reflection of the up but in terms of particle flavor. So there's like this multi layers, many faceted symmetries, and particle physics can be hard to keep track of, right, But I think what you're saying is that this experiment sequence is trying some smashing protons and it's trying to determine to the amount of antimatter inside of these protons. And the weird thing is that you're seeing a lot more antimatter of the kind that comes from down course then from the antimatter that comes from up corks. And that's weird. That's weird. It's not what we expected. Yeah, we expected sort of a balance there, because you know, where's the anti matter come from. It comes from gluons and photons flying around inside the proton. It only exists briefly, and we think that those luons should have the same chance to create down cork type antimatter as upcork type anti matter. Why would they prefer one to the other. That's really strange, and it's a clue that something else might be going on something we don't yet understand. So it's a nice little like thread to pull on to try to unravel some of the other mysteries of particle physics. Guess that the weird thing is that it likes one kind of antimatter and not another kind of antimatter. Is that what you're saying. Yeah, it likes them both, but it likes on more. And so that's a pretty interesting mystery. But what does it all mean? What that tells about what's inside of the proton? Well, it's interesting because the proton, is we learned, is mostly gluons, right, mostly this energy from the strong force. So if you want to understand what's inside the proton, meaning what you and I are made out of, you really have to understand the strong force. And this is something we've been struggling with for decades since we discovered the strong force. It's very weird and very hard to understand. And one reason is because it's so strong and it couples to itself, right, Like gluons, they feel the strong force themselves. So every time you create a gluon, you're creating the chances for more gluons, and then those gluons can create more gluons and more glue ones. The same is not true for photons, Like photons do not feel electromagnetic forces right because they do not have a charge. It's sort of like if the photon had plus one or minus one electric charge and it like created its own electromagnetic fields and crazy stuff like that. So the strong force is very difficult to deal with because anytime you do a calculation, you instantly have to account for like infinities and infinities of gluons. So we don't really know how to do calculations using the strong force. It's much harder than calculations for electromagnetism. So we can't answer simple questions about what would happen if you put together quirks into a proton, Which means that we need to look into nature to see what actually happens and use that as a guide to say, well, how should we build our theory what's going on with the strong force. So to get a better understanding of the strong force, we can't just like think about it inside our heads and do computer simulations. We need to actually go out into the universe and see what it's doing. I think you're saying that looking inside of the proton and discovering all these virtual particles and these gluons turning into other things. It's sort of our window into how these basic forces behave, and it's kind of our in into understanding how they actually work. Yeah, we are watching them at work because we don't understand how they work, and so by watching them, hopefully we can get ideas and glimmers for what's going on and how to just gribe these things. You know, we have a mathematical tool for describing the strong force, but it doesn't work very well. We can't use it to make predictions and calculations. It's sort of like impossible to use. It's like if somebody told you how to calculate something, but there was like an infinite number of steps. You say, well, that's not very useful. I can't use that to do any calculations. And so if we want to understand these things, You're right, we have to look at them in action. We have to watch them actually happen and hope to observe some trends, some ideas which can help us come up with a better model. When we can actually use to play with theoretically and understand how these things work, well, then what's on the on the horizon? I know, this experiment found an interesting mystery, but are there any other experiments sort of looking into what's inside of the proton? Yeah, so these guys found interesting mystery. And I love this experiment because they're sort of like a scrappy bunch. They don't have a lot of money, so they like repurposed stuff from other experiments, you know, like they used old scintillators left over from another lab, and old particle detectors left over from another experiment, and iron slab is used from the fifties in the Colombia, And so they sort of like build this experiment from spare parts, which is really pretty cool. And they're doing it again. They're making a new experiment called spin Quest. Spin Quest is going to reuse most of the same parts, but it's gonna pro even deeper and try to understand another basic question about the proton, which is why does the proton spin have the value that it does. We can't understand the spin of the proton from the spin of the corks, the same way we can't understand the mass of the proton just from the mass of the corks. This is the same kind of question about the protons spin. So they're gonna do an experiment to try to understand where the spin of the proton comes from with the same people in the same re used parts. Interesting, So, like, the spin of the proton is like the sum of all of the spins of all the things inside of it, which is a lot, which is a big party. Yeah, it's not just from the spins of the upcork and down corks. Those gluons and photons also contribute to the spin of the proton. So if we can measure the spin of the proton really accurately, we can try to get another handle for what the proton is made out of. What this mystery cake that we're all built out of, how it was actually cooked? Right? What are all these exotic flavors and tasting that's right? I thought I was pretty vanilla. It turns out from a little spicy, it's a lot of tiger flavors in there. And I like how you're like sitting on top of your LHC multibillion dollar experiment and looking at these other experimenters coupling together with spare parts and calling them cute. Yeah, you know this thing only costs a couple of tens and millions of bucks. What a fun little experiment, just like a Saturday project. All right, Well, I think the main takeaway though, is that we are not as simple as we thought we were are. Even though we're only made out of quarks and electrons, those corks that make up the proton, there's a lot going on in there. It's not just quarks inside of our protons and neutrons. It's also all these crazy exotic particles, virtual particles popping into an out of existence, influencing how much we weigh and how much mass we have. And there's also a lot of antimatter inside of us. Yeah, so these exotic particles that we discovered in cosmic rays and in colliders are not just an intellectual curiosity. They're not just clues about the organization of the universe. They are also part of me and you. They are part of the definition of what it means to be a proton, which is the basic building block of everybody and everything and every dinner you have ever had. So exotic is a new normal. That's right. We're all exotic, so nothing is exotic. Yeah, Well, we have all enjoyed eating antimatter, for example. So I don't know if that counts as exotic. I'll give it an anti review. I'll give it an up review, which is really an anti down review, which is actually a good thing. Right. That's if particle physicists had built YELP, there would be up down, anti up, pro down, all all of them. I'm down with that, if you're up for it. Yeah, and you can give it five to an infinite number of stars, yeah, fractional stars. All right. Well, we hope you enjoyed that and got you to think a little bit more by what we're made out of, what you're made out of, what that banana you're eating is made out of, what the stars are made out of. Because it's a much more interesting story than we think it is, and the story continues. In this arc of understanding what we are made out of. We have discovered many surprises along the way, and I'm sure there are many more to come. I'm just glad this podcast wasn't boring, even though you're at the meals board exactly. I hope that it's annealed your understanding of the non boring nature at the oh Man, that was an extra I tried to put a little Danish on it, all right, Well, enjoy your bath there in the bathtub. 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