Crazy Holiday Drama | Golden Hour

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to about our Happy hours, Golden Hour. Thanks for joining us today. We are so excited to be back for another episode of Golden Hour. How are you doing today, Susan, I am great.

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Speaker 2: I am trying to rush the clock. You know how I pack right. I'm traveling next week. I have something very exciting coming up, and I just have to try everything on when I pack, like it's a crazy time. And now snowstorm's supposed to come tomorrow and they're changing it hour by hour.

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Speaker 1: So have you noticed. So we're both doing some traveling. The holidays are upon us. We've got a lot to do aside from all the other things that we do in our life, you know, the presence, the shopping, the all that stuff that in your case, the house cleaning. Oh wait, you do that every day anyway.

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Speaker 2: Cooking you keep forgetting.

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Speaker 1: Baking, not cooking, baking for minute. But I just find I find every year, I like you're gonna die. All my gifts except for one granddaughter. My one granddaughter are wrapped under the tree. I'm done, except for my.

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Speaker 2: Wife under the tree. They're wrapped, but they're in the attic.

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Speaker 1: Well I don't.

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Speaker 2: I'm over and visit I don't want them to see them right.

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Speaker 1: Well, you know I live alone and no one's coming to visit me, so they just park themselves under the tree. But I don't know are you feeling? I mean, look, Christmas is less than a week away. Are you ready?

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Speaker 2: I believe so? Are you believe so? Because I am wrapped. I've been rapped since the first because I had to travel this month and I'm gone for eleven days or no, the fourth to the fifteenth, that's not eleven. But I had to prepare so early. But what stresses me out I still have to bake cookies. I'm going to a cookie exchange tomorrow, so tonight, before we've done this.

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Speaker 1: I'm going to be baking cook Okay, wait, I have to tell you what my daughter's doing this year. I'm sure she saw it on Pinterest because she lives there. On I think it's actually tomorrow we're doing it. It's a Hooky Cookie Day. The kids cookie cookie hooky cookie, which is.

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Speaker 2: I like it? And I take off of work.

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Speaker 1: Take off of work, everyone stays home. The kids already out of school for Christmas. So we're gonna all get together and we're gonna bake cookies and I think that is so fun because we're gonna eat them on Christmas DA anyway, So when I get together and you know, make them as a family, I think that is so And she's gonna invite some friends and stuff too. They're coming as well.

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Speaker 2: I do it with my sisters every single year, and that's coming up. However, usually I have my sister Day and my nieces all calm, my daughter in law. It's a great day and we start with Mimosa's. But they pick my house, the fun house, if you will. But they have the bigger ovens. I have a wall oven and my oven is not that big. Well, you got to see the mess, the flower.

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Speaker 1: The sucles, the darling. No, it's a complete sentence. Hey, we're going to do it in your house this year. Yeah see, so stop stop because you know it's tradition.

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Speaker 2: I couldn't imagine having to pack all the ingredients and bring them over there.

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Speaker 1: Let them get the ingredients.

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Speaker 2: All right now, So today we're going to get into the holidays. Let's cover some things. Let's dive in. Our first topic is how do you deal with grief during the holidays and how does grief manifest for you, Kathy, during the holiday season.

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Speaker 1: Okay, well you just burst my holiday bubble hand.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry.

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Speaker 1: That's all right for me, you know, a week out, I'm doing okay. The month of December. Really, from Thanksgiving on it's tough for me. Why because as I decorated the Christmas tree, taking out those ornaments, I remember the stories that go with the ornaments when we bought them. I hear Christmas music, certain songs that you know, my husband loved. We play those. But I think, I know it's tough for my kids. This year, I found myself crying at sort of odd times. And so I'll see if I can get through this. My husband's grandmother, so it would be my son's great grandmother, I believe, built made a Nativity set and built the crash the whole bit ceramics, you know, painted them, and it's been handed down and this year and see, if my husband were here, we'd have it out. But this year I gave the Nativity set. So it's my son's great grandma. I gave it to him and he sent me a picture of he and his daughter. So that's the next generation. Put the Nativity set out, and you know that's that's really it's it's sad and and and happy at the same time. I think the way I deal with grief at the holidays is is allow myself to be sad. You know when I am.

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Speaker 2: I'm going to say, allow yourself that moment or a few moments. But grief also a lot of times this time of the year, people.

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Speaker 1: Pass you saved. You've said that people pass Susan three hundred and sixty five days a year. I don't know why you say that, more so looking up Kathy, I believe you. I've just never heard that it.

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Speaker 2: Is effect during the holiday season. Don't ask me why God works in mysterious ways. I don't know, but it is a fact, and it strikes people. We say it the worst times because they're busy, but I think it actually is shocking when something happens suddenly and it's not a sickness that you've watched somebody go. But you've got to get back because the holidays are here. You can't just sit and just say forget the holiday this year.

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Speaker 1: That's done. Time I did you?

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Speaker 2: You did?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Well, you still want to give thanks for you being here?

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Speaker 1: No? No, now now I'm better, But oh don't kid yourself. The first few years after my husband died, it was brutal. I couldn't get through the holiday fast enough. I literally and I allowed myself to think, No, I didn't I did that first year. Honestly, I don't even remember, but I know I didn't sell.

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Speaker 2: I didn't have Christmas. So you didn't do dinner with your children or anything.

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Speaker 1: Well, I know my one, my daughter went to her boyfriend's home. I think my two, I don't remember. I know that my daughter wasn't here. It's such a blank. But you know, we're talking about grief when losing losing a partner, but there's other kinds of grief. I think that manifest during the holidays, and you know, people who have been through loss of a child, people who have had a divorce, you know, there are a lot. There's a lot of grief to go around. So I don't know, it.

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Speaker 2: Could be anybody's sad during at a certain time, but how you deal with it is important.

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Speaker 1: Well, how do you deal with free? How do you deal with it your sadness? I mean, I know you're not sad about your divorce because you guys are good friends, But have you ever had that my.

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Speaker 2: Mom and dad aren't here more, and my brothers, both of my brothers, I miss them and I talk about it like they were, you know, still part of our family. They are. As a matter of fact. Dicky was here for Thanksgiving, and when we do the grace, I make everybody say something they're grateful for. And normally we mentioned all the names, and Dicky goes. So we mentioned I said, they're getting.

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Speaker 1: Long live, don't have that much time.

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Speaker 2: It's gonna get cold. But that's who's in my mind, the people that aren't there.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, if I'm being honest, the holidays are not the same to me because I don't have that special person to share them with. However, I have young grandchildren and see, although Christmas is not if you're a Christian, it's not about the gift giving. Uh, that's not the meaning of the season. But to see the magic through a child's eyes. I will say last month, you know, I was in New York for Thanksgiving and we went out the day after Thanksgiving with God, with my son in law's whole family. We cut the tree down. It was snowing, it was right, We had hot chocolate, it was right out of a Norman Rockwell painting. And I will say I loved it, and I plastered a smile on my face. But but honestly, Susan, I kept thinking, I was so sorry my husband wasn't there to see his granddaughter who was so excited by the snow and the Christmas tree and the Santa Claus that was there, you know. So it's tough.

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Speaker 2: You're right, You're right when you say it's about looking at the little ones and them getting so excited. I know, we I don't know when we're going to do this, dis goosh, we drive around and look at the Christmas lights and you know, you have snacks and chocolate. Yeah, but it's it's it's all.

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Speaker 1: It's it's about the traditions. And I think I think you know my advice to anyone who is feeling grief and sadness during the holidays, it's a very normal feeling and allow yourself to feel it and just you know, the new year brings a new year, and it's just about that simple. Okay, we got to talk family. That's where I was going. Family drama, because there is family drama. If your family doesn't have drama in the holidays, you don't have a family. That's what I'm saying. What advice do you give? I mean, I will tell you. I have to tell you a quick story, because that's these are the things that make our podcast. One year we were had invited some friends. I can't believe I did this. Actually, in retrospect, I can't even believe I'm admitting to it. But two of my three kids, they were like teenagers. They had meltdowns. I mean, doors were slamming, it was ugly, and friends were coming for dinner and the table was set and I can't even tell you. I called them and said you can't come, never realizing they had no food for like, I didn't think of that. You no, you don't understand. It was drama with a capital d R A M A and.

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Speaker 2: I was between each other, the kids or it was.

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Speaker 1: It was a family, colossal dramising and I just I started crying and I said, I can't do it. I went upstairs, put on my pajamas, got in bed. I mean it was canceled it the day, oh about two hours before they were coming. Oh, I know. And I didn't think that's how bad it was, Susan, because you know me, I would never do that I baked, we had all the food ready. I don't even think we could. I don't even know it was.

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Speaker 2: It was the one to know what caused the drama.

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Speaker 1: My kids, something happened. I'm very good at blocking things. I don't remember, but I think I think the best thing what do you do? Like? Does your family always that.

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Speaker 2: Says, what advice do you have for anyone that wants to distance themselves?

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Speaker 1: Do it well?

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Speaker 2: Distance themselves from the drum.

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Speaker 1: That means if you're don't go, don't go, don't go.

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Speaker 2: If there's bullshit going on, stay away from it. I don't want it to ruin my time. But if it is in your immediate family, like your child, you can't help it. You've got to be involved. Well, try to settle it. But any words we have is not cooked. They got to get through it. Whatever the drama.

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Speaker 1: Is, well, we didn't. We didn't.

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Speaker 2: It was just canceled.

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Speaker 1: We just canceled dinner and follow la la la Merry Christmas. I know, I really felt badly about that. I think that I think that what I do now, well I don't have to any more because my kids are adults and we haven't.

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Speaker 2: But I melt down you have it at your own damn house.

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Speaker 1: Well, what I would do the advice I would give, not that anyone's asking. Tell you your your you know, cousin Joe and Uncle Herbert, who's ever rolling in, Say this is what we're doing, Like tell them ahead of time what the expectations are. For example, don't be surprised Uncle Joe when you come. I know that you know a roast turkey is your tradition. But this year we're doing steaks on the grail. Like, tell them ahead of time so that there's no and try to warn people if you will, set them up to set your holidays up for success, set expectations early, which I didn't do. You understand, but but now if I could go back and do it, that would be what I would do. This is what we're doing this year. I don't want any complaints. I don't want any criticism. You know, we might have a family meeting about it, Like, no, Mom, we really want to have Okay, we'll do a turkey breast, but we're not. You know what I'm saying, Like, do that.

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Speaker 2: You're going to have this, it's what you want to do. So I have a good question, kat Okay, do you ever think it's too early to give a gift in a relationship? Like how long should you be with somebody to do a gifted giving? Say, for instance, if you're dating just a couple of months, do you not give a gift?

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Speaker 1: Let me start by saying, I do expect a gift from you, and we're not in a relationship. You got one week, get it together? Better be in my mailbox. I you know, I think again, that is a personal decision. If I were dating a man for two months at Christmas, in other words, if I'd started dating a guy in October, here we are, I would expect some kind of gift of Christmas. I would. However, I don't think there's any hard and fast rules. I really don't. What do you think, would you? You?

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Speaker 2: Of course, I'm I'm a giver. I like surprising people with it. And it doesn't have to be something of value, right, but something that I'd just like to give, something to put a smile on somebody's face. And it could be seventeen dollars, right, you know, it could be five dollars. It doesn't matter.

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Speaker 1: I will tell you when people come to my home with Christmas, they get a little gift. I love doing that nice.

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Speaker 2: I don't do that. There's too many Well, well, I exchange with everybody that comes, so yeah, they're getting.

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Speaker 1: Well there's other ways. Arend that too. You can do a whatever they call it, a blue Santa, white Santa.

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Speaker 2: You know we're going to do draw so you don't have to buy for our family's got really big.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think listen, you know, people, if you want to know my tips for gift giving, it's if you come from a large family, do what's it called.

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Speaker 2: I can't think of the name, but I guess it's a white elephant draw names.

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Speaker 1: I always buy for the young children. But in our family, I mean, I was one of seven kids, so once we got to be adults and had kids ourselves, we stopped all that and just gave for the kids. I think that, you know, there's I love the idea of of something that means something to the person. If it's a craft, if it's a gift certificate for a facial, if it's a uh for you know, you can do things that aren't expensive. It's expensive to live in this world. Now, give your kids a coupon for a night of babysitting. You know, there's all kinds of things like that give you. Your kids could give their parents. I'll mow the yard for you, I'll rake the leaves.

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Speaker 2: That never happens. The promises can be broken. Gifts, you know, I think they should just offer.

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm just saying gifts are expensive.

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Speaker 2: But I'm talking about relationships. Like if you're dating somebody, doesn't it depend on how often you've seen it. If it's a once a week at dinner or something, and you're not getting together through the holidays. On Christmas, you're going to be with your family, he's going to be with his, so you're not really going to see each other.

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Speaker 1: You're asking if I were in a relationship, Yes, I would be buying a gift. That guy I dated for a while a few years ago, we were dating over Christmas and.

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Speaker 2: I always buy a gift. Did you ever not receive one in return? And how did that.

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Speaker 1: Take you for from a guy? No, because I've told you other than my husband, who always gave me the most thoughtful, lovely gifts, he was an incredible gift giver and I love that. That's something I missed when we would talk about, uh, what we're going to get the kids, and yeah, you know all those little things that I that that I don't get to do anymore with him even talking about it. See, this makes me sad. This is it just no, it's okay, I think, but I think if you're in a relationship, I think it's Here's what I wouldn't do. Here's what I wouldn't do if I were in a relationship. Let's say, like you said, a two month relationship, I'd have the conversation first with my partner my day. Are we gonna exchange gifts?

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Speaker 2: How do you approach that conversation?

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Speaker 1: Oh, I would me. I would say, Joe, I would like to exchange guests. I would like to get to a gift this year. Are you you know I'm going to Or I might even say I'm going to get to a gift this here, just so you know, you don't have to get me one. But I'm a gift giver and I enjoy making people smile with gifts, and I do. I usually give more gifts than I receive at holidays. And if he said no, I have no intentions of getting you a gift, I would still give the gift, and I'd be on the data side. The next day.

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Speaker 2: I don't think anybody would saying I wish they would bring it up.

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Speaker 1: You wish the guy would bring it up.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, say do you want to do exchange? Because I know a lot of married people that don't exchange at all.

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Speaker 1: Okay, you know you're begging the question. Here are you and Frederic exchanging gifts?

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Speaker 2: This? I don't know. I know I'm going to buy something. If you're going to have the conversation, maybe you should put a limit, an amount. I don't go over such and such.

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Speaker 1: Okay for all your other friends, Susan limited to twenty bucks for me? Sky's that? Okay? All right? Have you ever so my father was Jewish, and you know I have my Christmas trap. I have my menora, which I'm having trouble with the candles. Thank god it's only one at a time. Did you, with your husband or boyfriend or anybody, have you merged traditions during the holidays?

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Speaker 2: So I had friends that were Jewish, and I try to acknowledge theirs and do their thing, but not in my house. Everybody that has come here has all been Christian, same or not the same tradition.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well, we, like I said, I grew up in a almost completely Jewish neighborhood, and so I would go to my friend's house and and on Honukkah, and you know, they most of my friends did not have Christmas trees. They a few of them did. They call them Honkkah bushes, which I loved. But my dad, my my mother was Christian and my father was Jewish, so he loved Nobody celebrated Christmas more or loved Christmas more than my dad. But again not the not the true meaning that Christians have signed the tree the presence.

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Speaker 2: Well, isn't Honkah? Do you get a gift? I think seven days?

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Speaker 1: Well, people do it differently. It's it's festival the lights. It goes on for seven days. Usually people will get the biggest gift the first night. Some people get the first night and then they get little gifts the rest of the time.

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Speaker 2: But it's not like us that you have forty five presents under the trees for all the kids.

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Speaker 1: We didn't do it that way. But you know I don't. I don't have the book of Jewish Holidays open on my lap here how they celebrate, but usually it's the big gift is the first night and then.

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Speaker 2: Just little gifts synagogue.

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Speaker 1: The first night Honkkah is not a religious holiday. It's it's festival the lights. It's a it's it's not It's not like Russia, Chana, young People, or any of the serious high Jewish holidays. It's a fun Jewish holidays. So it's not It's very different from Christmas, which is one of the obviously one of the Christian's highest holidays. And where did how did we get onto this religious track we got to?

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Speaker 2: Okay, well, we're mixing traditions. Like I don't know, most of my friends all have the same and everybody I've ever dated, I think, celebrated Christmas. So I didn't ever merge the traditions. It's our tradition. Okay, here's a good one. The seven fishes, Like the Italians really celebrate Christmas Eve with the seven fishes. And I used to do it. My grandmother did, My mom skipped. It was always my nana. And then I started to do it and the kids didn't like the fish. They didn't And you know I was in too and inviting people, friends and neighbors and all. No, what was appreciating it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I've heard it's a lot of work. Yeah, I will tell.

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Speaker 2: You I believed in it. It was something about good luck for the year. So Lottie, my girlfriend, and Ray do it every year.

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Speaker 1: Well, good tell him. Tell Lottie I need some of her luck, please. I will say. The simple traditions that we have merged. My husband loved certain kinds of pies, he liked certain kind of dressing. I grew up with a different dressing. And the turkey, and so those kinds of things. What we did. We initially made both of them. Over time we sort of got away from having to have his or mine. We would one year do his, one year do mine. That's how we sort of merged it. And then our kids. As the kids came along, they really they really were like, Mom, we really want your eggnog bread, don't really care about your cranberry nut bread kind of thing. So that's not making that. Yeah, time we don't like it's talking, so that you know, that's how that's that's how our traditions changed. But I got what is your favorite dish on Christmas food? What is your favorite food dish? To make turkey? Pardon me not to not to make to eat.

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Speaker 2: I like everything, but I don't like turkey. So I struggle on Thanksgiving and I make a twenty five pound beautiful bird and then I thank god I don't have to eat it again until next year.

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Speaker 1: And so what's your favorite dish? What's at the ham?

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Speaker 2: I like them, I love ham, but my scuttle soup. And then we have the Ravioli's. But this year I'm breaking it up and I'm not telling anybody. They will have a heart attack.

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Speaker 1: The tradition.

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Speaker 2: We're doing stuff shells this year.

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Speaker 1: I like pop over for those.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes, I have the meat to go in the gravy. That it's spaghetti sauces. You guys told it, but it's gravy in my house. And I'll have a pork and sausage and meat balls, and then we have the Your meal.

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Speaker 1: Is signed different. Your meal is so different from ours.

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Speaker 2: It's a traditional Italian Christmas. You have soup, your escuirrol soup.

00:24:19
Speaker 1: But your husband was not Italian.

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Speaker 2: That's what we did cheese. So the man I have to do a side of homemade spaghetti. He'd have his own spaghetti.

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Speaker 1: Unbelievable, think the same. That's so funny. Our tradition was doing the same. Like I no Christmas and Thanksgiving the menu was almost exactly the same. But as you know, I love to bake, and so every year I made home my homemade pecan pie, homemade pumpkin ice cream pipe.

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Speaker 2: That's all the fun, good stuff that desserts. But what was the main meal.

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Speaker 1: I'm telling you, always turkey, And I think one year my husband a couple of years towards the end, he did a crown roast. A crown wrote what to call the crown row, you know, being crown roast, and I mean because he loved to cook, and we did that a few times. I honestly think traditions are meant to be broken, and I know that sounds crazy. I like bringing in some new surprises every year.

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Speaker 2: Well you still have your traditional stuff. Tradition to me is everybody being here on that day and everybody having the soup and the pasta, the Italian part, and that whether it's a ham or a turkey, that's tradition. That's how we do it.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So how you do it? I'm going to ask you, and I want to say, you know me, I'm always joking around here, but I want a serious answer for this one. Susan, if if Frederic, if he lived you know, wherever, I mean doable, not in Saint Martin, if he lived close enough, and he said, I want you to come to Christmas at my house with my two kids, with my two children this year, and and and and we're I'm making it up now, you know, I live on the island. Whatever we're gonna have, you know, shrimp barbecue, I don't know. Would you do that? Would you?

00:26:14
Speaker 2: I would never leave my children on Christmas. I would do it on Thanksgiving or Easter or New Year's but I won't leave on Christmas.

00:26:23
Speaker 1: You'll you would not. Oh, interesting, it's a big day here. It's a big Oh are you kidding me? It's a big day here. It's oh it was well, not me.

00:26:32
Speaker 2: I'll leave the day after you.

00:26:35
Speaker 1: So I would. I would celebrate if I found the person who loved me and I loved I would absolutely if he said it means a lot to me to celebrate. I'm assuming he has kids. I'm making this up, obviously, Yeah.

00:26:45
Speaker 2: But we're we're golden.

00:26:48
Speaker 1: His kids are what I'm talking about. I'm talking about.

00:26:50
Speaker 2: Would you ever travel for Christmas and not be with your children, with your significant other or with somebody you're in love with. Would you just take a vacation and just not be there on Christmas?

00:27:01
Speaker 1: You mean leave without a reason to leave? Just I think I'll go to Egypt your vacation. No, no, no. But but if I were dating someone seriously, not just a casual date. But if I were dating someone seriously, and he said, Kathy, I would love for you to come to my home. I'm making it up. Don't have the guy. But maybe maybe I'm manifesting it in Naples because my children are coming this year, and I.

00:27:26
Speaker 2: Would love you maybe in every other year.

00:27:29
Speaker 1: Yeah, I would do that. I would do that. But but where I was going with that is, would you be willing to give up? Then you're not having the s girl, the soup you're not.

00:27:39
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, whatever they're serving I'm eating, So you'd be okay with that?

00:27:42
Speaker 1: Yeah?

00:27:42
Speaker 2: And I come home and do mine. I think a lot of people do one or the other like every other year. Like this year, we'll do your place for Thanksgiving mine for Christmas. In the following year, we'll switch it up like that.

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Speaker 1: I just do Is there I'm being honest? Is there something wrong with me? Maybe I'm just in La La land if I met the guy that I was that I just couldn't wait to wake up next to. And he felt the same way. Sometimes I think I'm like living in a dream world.

00:28:11
Speaker 2: But I and you call me a hope bless romance.

00:28:14
Speaker 1: No, I'm hopeful romantic. You're hopeless. There's a difference. I would. And you know, I have all my my stuff decorated, and I'm my kids. You know, I've already started the baking. I've got a few more things left to cook, a couple of pies that you know I can't do till. You know, just before I would, I would so do it.

00:28:36
Speaker 2: And and well, how would you tell your children that I'm going Well.

00:28:41
Speaker 1: You got to remember, I said if it were a serious relationship. So so theoretically I've known this guy more than two months, you know, I would say. You know, I don't know why I always used the name Joe, but you know, uh, Joe has asked me to come to his home on the you know, on the ocean in Hawaii. Let's think big hair. And so I'm gonna go to Hawaii for Christmas, and kids, let's pick a day and we'll celebrate Christmas before I go or after I got After I come back and we're going to FaceTime on Christmas. My kids would be fine with it. Yeah, they were well because because here's the thing, you're all your kids like you're the hub. Everyone comes to your house. Everyone used to come to my house when my husband was alive. We did the party of the Christmas china, the crystal, the silver, the whole nine yards. We did all the cooking. Occasionally my daughter, I think, would bring a side, but they were younger. Right now, now you go there last year. I honestly my memory is bad since my husband died. I struggle to remember each year. But like this year, we're going to my daughter's and she's got the china. She's oh, she loves Christmas. She's she got that for me. She loves the decorated, so she's got the menu all made out. I know what I'm bringing, My son knows what he's bringing, and I kind of it's like passing the baton, which is you?

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Speaker 2: And I waiting for one of one of my children to do this and it's not happening. But my daughter in law, my Christopher's wife, I was surprised when she said, you're coming Thanksgiving, right because it's just a norm right now. And she goes, Mom, no, they just had a new kitchen, put in, new bathrooms, they redid their whole house. She goes, I'm doing my first Thanksgiving and she goes, I didn't think you would come, And I said I would come. I said, I won't do Christmas. She goes, well, we'll be at your house all day Christmas. And I understand, but I would come. I've been doing it my whole time.

00:30:47
Speaker 1: I know. But you know what, Susan, my advice that you're not asking for is start thinking about passing the baton so that your children can start building those memories with their children. That that's it.

00:31:01
Speaker 2: I'm going to go next year. So I had to tell other people that come to my house for every holiday, my sisters and their people, and I said to them, you know, I was kind of torn when she said that, And my sister said, don't be that's your family. Ye go next year, we'll go out. Nobody cooks.

00:31:19
Speaker 1: I swear, I swear the the stork to you.

00:31:23
Speaker 2: Do you know what I think about? Though, that's the time that all my nieces and their significant others, and my sisters and my brother in laws are all in one house. That's what I look forward.

00:31:36
Speaker 1: Okay before we end this, when we're going to wrap it up here in a second. But I just thought of one of the biggest It just occurred to me. Truly, you this is where you live, where you grew up, your your I mean a few miles from where you grew up, all your kids lived there. What's up for your daughter, your your sisters lived there. I grew up outside of Boston, Massachusetts. I grew up in Newton, Massachusetts. I got married when I turned twenty, and except for a few years when I went home with the kids and my husband for Christmas in Boston, I have not My Christmas was my family, that is, my husband, my three children. No. I just realized that's a big difference. And then my in laws may God rest their weary souls would come. They would rotate among their three children, and so every third year they would come and spend Christmas with us.

00:32:32
Speaker 2: But they wouldn't stop in the morning or anything like if you weren't going to the parents' house, we go for like a question.

00:32:38
Speaker 1: No, No, the parents didn't live here. That's what I'm saying. The parents, That's what I'm saying, we lived in Houston, we lived in Austin, we lived in Georgia, we lived in different places, so we made Christmas our tradition. I don't know where that so I get it. It's a little more difficult for you, and I'm sure for lots of families it's more difficult.

00:32:59
Speaker 2: It is, But you know what, we could talk all today about this. It's coming very firm soon, so we really got to get going and that will do it for today's episode of Bachelor Happy Hours Golden Hour. Thanks everybody for listening.

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